Colors of Spring

~ There's no relationship started without uneasiness..

Xian is a childhood friend of Mei who has a crush to her since they were young.. Xian back after he studying and graduate college to see Mei.. Given the excuses he's back because he wanted to work in his motherland,after all he's a pianist and singer. Xian invited Mei to have a dinner, they had a long conversation and Xian realized that he still in love with Mei.. While Mei is just had a break up from his boyfriend for 2 years and she still mad and hate her life about it. But still she can mange herself a totally tigress even they work in the same industry.

The next day, Mei is working at her office, asked by his boss to choose who will be their next model on their next magazine issue. All the staff wants Jie Zion to be the model, but Mei disagree and said "there are so many models, why you all wants him?"

Ann: "Mei, He's popular and wanted all by the magazine to make him the model for this month issue. But Jie still not accepting any offer because he wants a high class magazine but humble staffs. So I think we can get him"

Director: "I know Mei can do it, she never failed me since before, I'll wait for the decision."

Mei: "But, what if I can't get him?"

Director: "Well, you can think many strategy.."

Mei called Jie and she can't reach him, so she decided to go on his apartment."


Mei: "Hey Jie, why are you doing this to me? Because you know that our company wants you, so you all reject every offer that the other company, for what? Aren't you tired seeing me and make me pissed off?"

Jie: "I didn't know your company needs me, well, if you don't like, I won't too.

Mei: "Okay, I got it. Don't worry even u break up with me because you like my friend, Lols you think I care? This is just a business.

Jie: "You still didn't know anything. Don't accuse me for you don't know."
Mei: " For what I have to know?" All I know you just throw me up for no reasons at all.. That's how you ended our relationship. And Ok, I don't care anymore. So if we meet again each other in the future, that's maybe a business purposes only."

"And, I only care about myself now, I'm better"

Mei left and go back to the office, while Xian called her and ask to meet him at the park..

Xian: "Hi Mei.. I know you know that when we are still in our  high school days, I'm already In love with you. Even you don't like me before, now when i say, I like you, are you going to believe?

Mei: "Why? Huh.. what do you like about me? Ugh I don't believe. I'm annoying, selfish, always looking for attention, I'm almost childish when getting mad. But I'm smart and pretty. So, aside from that what is so nice about me?"

Xian: "Are you always asking like this stuffs when someone tells you that they like you?"

Mei: "Ugh, what should I say then?"

Xian: "You always starting a relationship with many questions?"
Mei: "How I should start then?"

Xian: "By dating. Know the person."

Mei: "Dating? Should people always dating in the start of relationship? Why not go back to the old times where the guy visits and waits the girl at home? No holding hands, no kisses."

Xian: "You like that? Then should I do it now? Like before?"
Mei: "Hell , no."

Xian: "But, still, I like you."

Mei: "How come you like me? you said, you're a popular singer and pianist."

Xian: "So? Is there a level of people who can only like you? But, I love you."

Mei: "I'm not saying that, I mean...... Suddenly Xian grab Mei's waist and kiss her in the lips, Mei felt that the world just stop for 10 seconds. She's totally can't do anything and think herself.. "Why, why I can't move? Why is the feeling like this? I can't let go of this."

Mei felt that is the perfect and sweetest kiss she had in her whole life.  A kiss that she read in the books,  a kiss with true love and with magic that you can't ever compare to anyone's kiss that you had in your life. The kiss that will change everything and will make you fall in love, true love.

After Xian brought Mei to her home,
Xian: "Goodnight dear"

Mei hearts has been fluttering while going inside, finish bath and go to her bed, she keeps wondering how, why, she can't even explain, all she know is she is very happy and keep smiling. She's waiting Xian to call her again before sleep. Until..

She fell asleep..

In the morning..

Mei: "Why isn't he calling?" She yells....."Didn't he know I'm waiting his call since last night :-/ ugh never mind, I'll wait after I eat.."

1 hour later...

"Aissshhh I don't like this feeling, I'm gonna throw my phone!!!!"

__"He said, He love me, he kissed me, then he gave me a ride going home and say goodnight dear. And today is Sunday, no work and he hasn't called me.. It doesn't makes sense. T_T .."

~~The guy is actually order her a food for afternoon snack~~ Hehehehe.

Xian checks his phone and whispers, "Should I call her or I wait her call. I'm shy after all. What if she reject me suddenly?"

He ask someone to deliver the food to Mei's house, then Mei called him and said: "Hey what's all of this food and so many? Come here and eat with me.."

Xian: "I'm busy now, don't worry I already eat. Please eat a lot ok"

At night..

Mei go to the place where Xian and Her always playing when they was still a kid, she's waiting that something coincidence will happen that night, even though Mei just met again that guy, She fell in love already with him.. But, she still feel hesitate because of the past incidents that she's always getting heartbroken and left by the guy she loves..

She called the guy, while calling she suddenly hold the call and cancel..
Mei: "Ugh, wait, why I'm calling him? I already did this  before, so stupid, I won't call him!"

"Wwaaaait....! Why I keep thinking of him?? Aiish" She whispered with a sad face..

Xian really didn't call Mei when he will about to sleep.. Instead, he look and kiss Mei picture in his phone.. "Goodnight, Mei.."

The  next day, Mei and her friends having a breakfast and talking about guys..

Lina: "Hey Ann, why don't to you go out already with your suitor?"

Ann: "Ugh, go out, you said? Aissh it's just waste of time, now he likes me, ask me to date, but he even don't ask me go on a sweet date which is only the two of us, he always wants us to go to the bar or hotel with his friends.. Even he ask me to meet his parents, in the end he will only left me and find another girl, he is not that serious. It's just a waste of time!"

"EXACTLY A WASTE OF TIME!!!! A waste of feelings.." She smiled..

Mei: "Oh okay"

Next day..

Mei done work and preparing to go back home when Xian waits her at the gate of their office.

Xian said: "Have you been well? Why you didn't call me?"
Mei: "Eh why??"

Xian: "I've waited for your answers, please tell me how you feel?"
Mei was silently tell to herself, "I guess I have to tell to him, that I know he is just played me for fun, because I looked so easy to get"
Mei: "It was fun.=) "

Xian: "hah?" then a girl come out from Xian's car who's Mei hate.. the girl come to him and hug him.

Mei said to herself.. "See! right, geez"

Mei: "You two look together, hope you live well!! GRRRR!!"

Following day.. Xian comes to Mei house to eat with her..


Xian: "I miss you.."
Mei: "What now?"
Xian: " Do you want we live together here?"
Mei: "What are you saying? Isn't it enough that you played me for fun, ah?"
Xian: "Me? What's wrong with you? Can't someone like me, like you? Did you think I was not serious?"
Mei: "Yah, Why you just kissed me that day, why? You said you love me, but you didn't call afterwards, then you do all the craziest thing and now you will appear here? Do you think you're normal? I really can't see what did you like about me."

Xian: "That is why I kissed you. Because you're always getting mad over tiny details. What's with you that you always gone mad."

Mei: "Because, I can't understand."

Xian: "Because when you fall in love, you're using your head first. why not listen to your heart?"

Mei: "Me, using my head? You think why I'm like this? I'm just being aware of guys like you."

Xian: "Then when I tell you, when , why and how I like you, are you going to believe in my feelings?"

Mei:" Haisshh Im going out already, late for work"

Xian: "Now I don't understand you, are you being uncomfortable when I'm being serious? Ugh you're such a puzzle."

Mei: "Yes so uncomfortable, I'm gonna die, Sheez"


*feel free to share my posts, but don't copy it, thanks for reading!
Yeon♥

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She Needs Love

Short Story


conversation of a girl who always taken for granted and the guy who likes her very much


At the bar..

I said to him: "Why do I feel like I'm alone?"

He asked me: "What happened?"

I answered: "You know? I have a lot of friends... They said I'm good. Yeah I'm kind, thoughtful and friendly"

"Sometimes, I'm bad."

"What's the point of living as a good person? If you are kind, you'll be blessed.
Do you believe in words like that?"

"Why do I always feel the world hates me?"

He said: Why are you alone now? At this time at least someone is by your side to accompany you.

"Ah.. So you come here because  you see me alone and  pitiful?" She asked with smile..
"Because at this time, a girl all  by herself without friends, without  lover, is drinking?"

(Serious)
"Nobody loves me...

But, I am fine..

Why? I'm alone in this world anyway..

Because even I am with friends, We're on our own..

Also, I wasn't born to be loved..

I was born to eat and live well on my own..

Also... You see, I like being lonely.." She laughs..

He asked: "Were you  always like this?"

I said: "What do you mean? Where will you find a woman who is always like this?It is something you will realize as you live. The world's secret..

Except me, everyone is a stranger."

He said: "If you keep live believing that, isn't it hard?"

I answered: "Why? If people hate me for being like this, then I hate them too. It's simple. There's no reason for me to look good to people who don't like me. I am having a hard time liking back people who like me. It's killing me!"  .... Eyes set straight to the guy with teary eyes...

~Today is like yesterday..  And even tomorrow nothing will change.. Don't cry.. Protect yourself.. ~

While going home..

She said: "What's the reason for me to live kindly?" That's all a trap that people set up to stab you in the back.. Living like this is so comfortable and easy.."

Her purse fell..

"Ugh, look at this,  It's not going the way I want it to, anyways.. 
Why should I live being conscious of other people?"


yeon

How To Make Up With Her?

If you want to make up again with your ex-girlfriend..

I'm feeling teenager now to make some advice based on my friends and my own  experience.

1. Straight to the point that don't expect that she still likes you, no matter what. When a girl hurts, no one can describe how much pain she feels, if a girl says "no", don't force her. Well, If a girl still likes you, it will be a surprise, but she will never be the same as before. Not all girls will chase the guy after he broke her heart, left to nowhere and will back and pretend nothing happen and we will happy to say that "OMG, he's back?! Ah finally, I love him so much!" NO! Remember if the girl said she's tired and shes had enough. It's true. (Depends in you two are married couple or with a baby. lol)
~~ Even we still like you, we will never say it.. We want to see if you are serious to us and you love me so much.

It's not people who change,

it's the feeling anyway.. 

2.Talk to her in private. We, especially me I like if the guy will suddenly call me and ask me "How are you?" Well.. I find it very special and melts my heart if a  guy will call..And don't let us know that you miss us or what ever the reason you called. Few only will do that kind of thing. We want you to talk to us in person.. So if you live very very far away, other country or other planet.. You have to come!

~ Try to talk to her friends too, but remember her friends hate you more than she hates  you. They can curse you and talk to a witch to cast a spell over to you. HAHAHAHA! Try a  mild gathering or ask them what you have to do or if there is a chance, or just ask and tell them you are sorry too for hurting. For me, I like when a guy talks to my friends about me. =]

3.   Ask if we can still be friends? Yes, you can. But, again don't expect us to change and back to normal as before. Because that is a a miracle.. They said...LIFE GOES ON...or SHE STILL LOVE YOU AND EXPECT YOU TO BE BACK. Hmmmm?! It's a little awkward because we girls, find it hard to be sweet again with you guys who broke our heart..

~ The answer will be  only  YES if she's still like you or wants you to come back. And a NO if she's done with you, PERIOD!

YOUR EX ASKING TO BE FRIENDS 

AFTER BREAKING UP IS LIKE........

KIDNAPPERS ASKING TO "KEEP IN TOUCH" 

AFTER LETTING YOU GO

-_-

4. Always think what are you really want to say. We hate things that we make us bored. You should always tell anything like a story, about  your life, about happy thoughts. You can ask us a questions but don;t be so forward or overboard. You may end up being kicked out by our heels or pointed shoes. A flying hand too.

"YESTERDAY

 YOU SAID

TOMORROW"

~~ Try to do a surprise or anything which you not yet do for her. Not so glamorous  but  let her feel she's special for you.

5.Don't Joke. Be serious. If you do it,we will only think that you are not sure  to your feelings and you only want to make fun of us. We won't ever fall in any of your tricks. Not all girls is as stupid as you know. Remember a hurt girl will curse you. LOL

~ You know what kind of joke. Not the joke as you trying to make her laugh out of your pick up lines or what ever.

"Do you believe in love

at first sight?

Or, should I walk by again?" ^_<

6 Don't say promises. Because promises are made to be broken. It's true. You want a second chance or else, Be true and say it clearly to her.. establishing things in a proper way will make us think that you are sincere.

"Since you went away..

my heart breaks everyday..

you don't know because

you're not there.."

~Girls mostly always looking forward to a promises. They hold to that belief that you love them.

7. Say sorry and mean it. Even our hearts has been broken by our love ones, we still wanna hear the words sorry and feel that you really mean it.. Don't let us remember the last worst situation or any situation that you did last time that make your girl sad and hurt. Don't make us worried again that you may end up doing it again, we are  not just afraid.. Do you want us to feel that "why am I always hurt by the one I love"
Simply, we don't blame you guys if you hurt us even you don't mean it. Because we think also to avoid let you feel that you only hurt me".. Make a proper and serious apology from your heart.

Removing sadness and sorrows in our heart is a part of moving on and to have a peaceful life..Because forgiveness is what we can give to you, for us to move on, and start a new life..  You are part of it.. Should I forgive you or not, it's me who will suffer.. And that's not mean I accept you again in my life.. If we two are meant to each other for real, then we will be together.. And let's see if it's part of us too.

We are still have the loveliest heart of all..

*Photo credits from google.

~yeon

Love Ends Here

Chapter 5
(The End)


I don't know how to say.. People keep saying, it will pass, it will gone, but  until now its very hurt.. He even don't say why he choose to be just friends after what he promise to me that he will go through anything just for me.. Going here and taking me to their place.. in the future we will be together..

Is it because I don't deseve to be loved? Why I always getting hurt with the same reasons? Am I that stupid? My heart always longing and missing him.. What did i do to make him not love me anymore? He said, He will still come and see me, he will stay with me.. But he said that I should find a person who can love me "here" ... Is it because  I keep yelling at him? I keep getting mad because he is like that? Yes he is not sweet.. He will only sweet if he want or feel.. He also said.. "Even I love you, Im already like this.." I know my bad because I keep getting angry, because  I was  looking for attention.. But I already say sorry, I'm almost  ask him not to leave me.. Why always like this..Why...... :'(

The pain is so... I can't explain.. Tired..I don't care if my parents  get mad at me..
He didn't care.. I did everything to forget  him, I go to salon, color my hair, footspa,  I go theme parks, swimming, drinking, malling.. Everything to make me happy, but  at the end of the day.. It's still hurt.. All the happy memories we did together, will be end as  MEMORIES.. All just  suddenly gone.. (sigh) Im almost destroy my self again..

Just one thing.. If  he really don't want me anymore, why would i fight my love if he already gave it up. If he not care, why should I care? If that's what he wanted, I won't bother him anymore.. Even it hurts me.. I will face it, I will endure it. It's always be the same.. Because it's always happen to me.. But I can breathe now and  live again without worries and a carefree life, no cries, no sorrows. I BELIEVED IT WILL PASSED. I am worthy than all and that's  what you can't see.. Desperate to fight my love when you don't even do anything. When you can't fight your love to me. You don't know how I feel, because you are not here.. And I hope if you want to back again, do not try, because  I am tired to the point that I cannot love you anymore.. I don't know.  If it's not you, there will be someone out there who will love and accept me.

Many friends advices me but  I never listen, We know when people gives advices to us, we won't do it, because it is still us who have to choose. Because I love him, and  I'm in shocked. Torn to pieces, Brain cells shattered. But in the end of they day you know that it is right. and that is what you have to do. 

Maybe now, yes, I'm lost. But sooner, you will realize what you did and you will regret it. I hope so.
So many people who love me, but I can't see them.. Why? Because I only looking at you. But now.. I won't look for anything, I am just here, waiting.. And focus to my future self for now..
Thanks for Everything.

yeon

Just A Dream

Napaginipan ko nanaman siya..

Sa school na naman, binigyan nya ako ng  chichirya, Clover ata, hahaha hindi ko na matandaan basta muka siyang clover  kulay white and yellow yung balot niya.. Examintaion day ata yun, nung dumaan siya sa samin, tinititigan ko siya tapos winawagayway niya yung  clover, nang iinggit kung baga. HEHE! Habang nakain kasi siya non, tapos na  yung  exam, pauwi na at  bigla siyang lumapit sakin tapos sabi nya, heto oh tinirhan kita, tara uwi na tayo.. Tapos hinawakan niya ung kamay ko at tapos na yung panaginip -_____-

Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit kasi sabi nila napapginipan mo lng  daw yung isang tao kapag namimiss mo sya.. O siya yung  taong naisip mo bago matulog. Pero hindi ko naman sya naiisip bago ako matulog.. Kasi iba yung taong iniisip ko.. Hehe.. Pero siguro Oo, namimiss ko din sya.. Sino ba ang hindi mkakamiss sa taong first love mo?

Habang iniisip ko kung bakit ko sya napaginipan, nag online agad ako sa Facebook at lakas loob ko siyang ni-PM (private message) hindi ko nga alam ano nakain ko eh, kasi nang iisnob kasi siyanung huli kong  na-chat. I mean hindi siya ngreply.. "seen zoned".. and never ko pa siya nakasama as in kami lang dalawa.. Long story po about sa kanya, pag sinipag ako ayun baka ikwento ko din dito.. ^_^ Then ayun, tinanong ko siya  kung kamusta na siya,bilis ng reply nya, sabi nya, "ok lng namam, napa chat ka ata" Ayun, tapos bigla  ko na lang naisipan na  magpasama manuod ng sine, kahit nahihiya ako, tinanong ko pa din, minsan lang mangyari yung pagkakataong magreply sya kapag  ng-chat ka eh..

Kaso po makakasama lang sya kapag natapos na niya ginagawa nila sa bahay.. ._. Eh muntik na nga umulan, buti na lang hindi.. Kaso ulit, 4 pm na hindi pa rin siya ngrereply.. ._. Nung  ngpm na ulit ako.. sabi ko, "(insert name......)" hindi pa rin siya nagrereply.. ayun baka nga busy. Hay, kalungkot lang, feeling ko tuloy wala ng gustong dumamay sakin.. T_T ....

Pero masaya na akong nakausap ko siya ulit pagkatapos ng mahabang panahon.. =]

#MALANDE MODE
#FIRST LOVE

princessyeon