He is the sweetest and kindest man I have ever met who values his family more than anyone. He never leaves me when I'm at my darkest time. He stays even though I keep getting mad for what he didn't do. He loves me so much. Yes, I'm still afraid of pain. But I guess, I'm used to it. Painful love is still love. But I am the only one who keep hurting my self overthinking. I know he is faithful. It's just me. I have a problem. How I can continue loving him if this is the way I think of life? How can I go back to the way I used to be? I am not like this these past few months, only yesterday. It's just suddenly all the bad memories and things came up in my head and unfortunately I'm suffering again but he didn't know why and what he did. Because, he never did wrong. It's just my head.
Until now, we never had problems that we never talked. Most of my relationships he is the only one that stays whenever i have worries and fears that I can't solve, whenever we have understandings, he never failed to say "i love you" and "I'll hug you". Whenever he is like that, I just ended up crying and all my heartaches disappeared.
I want to live with him, I cannot see my future without him. I love him with all of my heart.
Can you help me?
Thursday, January 03, 2019
Monday, March 09, 2015
Secret Love
It's started as a crush
Today, I looked up into the sky aimlessly
I tried to draw your face slowly
I tell myself that I need to forget you
But you’re the only one for me
It can’t be anyone else
Will you now accept my heart?
Should I tell you that I love you?
Do you know how I feel when I look at you everyday?
If you stay by my side, I don’t want anything else
Will you just please stay by my side?
Should I try to run to you?
I want to know the way you feel about me
That’s the only thing I need
I can’t imagine a day without you
Will you accept the way I feel about you?
pRincessyeon
Today, I looked up into the sky aimlessly
I tried to draw your face slowly
I tell myself that I need to forget you
But you’re the only one for me
It can’t be anyone else
Will you now accept my heart?
Should I tell you that I love you?
Do you know how I feel when I look at you everyday?
If you stay by my side, I don’t want anything else
Will you just please stay by my side?
Should I try to run to you?
I want to know the way you feel about me
That’s the only thing I need
I can’t imagine a day without you
Will you accept the way I feel about you?
pRincessyeon
Wednesday, September 10, 2014
Red Letter
Temporary Romance
A short story
A short story
While I was falling apart in my sadness, he was filling his stomach with grilled beef, chicken and beer and happily jamming with his friends. It's like after all it was nothing to you. After the break up, I realize the purpose of relationship. It will always about love at first and people play with emotions. Some relationships lasts long and you don't know when it will be over. Sometimes, after 1 year or after 5 years and maybe after 3 months. But then, you will also realized, if people don't trust love anymore and gave up it will be like I will be immune to be hurt and will not love anymore. A woman who will live with the pain just to get over and forget. Because even you cried a lot, he will never come back.
After my 5th relationship ended, I never gave any passion to the people and acquaintances around me. I only seldom see my friends and choose to stay at home, hang out alone when bored at house or work out, play badminton with acquaintances. The people who confess their love for me or telling they like me, I ignore, telling straight to them that I don't want them or saying I don't know how to treat guys and I will only hurt you.
...Sometimes, I want to use them to get rid of the hurt and being alone.
In respond, people think if you being mean to them they call it attitude or choosy when you just have that personality or your standard. Then if you are being simple and nice they will cheat you and stabbed you in the back, so when they know you need comfort and love, they will hurt you and play your emotions. Just shit.
Do you know what is the reason for break ups?
Fall out of love and the passion of dating is gone. People get bored with the same routine. It is sometimes right and sometimes not. But you can see it.. Dating is annoying. I never had a date which I have to wear pretty dress and be a lady one time, I never had a date that I feel comfortable just like getting to know each other than holding hands and kissing. I like being alone the best and I don't like being bothered. I don't want to cross fates with anyone, anymore. Sometimes all i feel was these.. Whenever my heart hurts and sad, I don't get angry and yell at the world. I just chose to be alone, listen to piano songs and cry. And that's how love changed me.
Fall out of love and the passion of dating is gone. People get bored with the same routine. It is sometimes right and sometimes not. But you can see it.. Dating is annoying. I never had a date which I have to wear pretty dress and be a lady one time, I never had a date that I feel comfortable just like getting to know each other than holding hands and kissing. I like being alone the best and I don't like being bothered. I don't want to cross fates with anyone, anymore. Sometimes all i feel was these.. Whenever my heart hurts and sad, I don't get angry and yell at the world. I just chose to be alone, listen to piano songs and cry. And that's how love changed me.
You cannot blame a woman who didn't ask for any reasons why everything's happened or why did you choose to leave them. Just that way, because, we are too hurt. Why she didn't fight her love for you? What do you expect from her if you already left? She did everything for both of you and you just choose to give up.
....Just let it go....
I will never beg for the love anymore, I will never look for it. When people really wants to be with me and wants to enter my life, then they have to make an effort and not as shit to tell you that they love you. Question is: "Until when?"
Yeon
Tuesday, September 02, 2014
A Princess' Tears
-Short Story-
(A sudden break up)
Rachel: Where have you been? Didn't you know I keep looking for you, I'm worried that something happened already to u that's why you're missing for a few days. Are you sick ? Why not message me :(
Kristoff: I'm very busy and I don't feel to online and message you.
Rachel: Why?
Kristoff: You're always getting mad and I don't know why and it makes me unhappy.
Rachel: You don't love me anymore? Are u giving up?
Kristoff: Yes I give up.
Rachel: Why like that? Why so soon? You said you love me. Now not anymore?
Kristoff: We can be friends if you want.
Rachel: You know I'm not mad, if I get mad, there will be a reason. And I already told you if I get mad, it's just sulking. I can't mad to you. You know I don't get mad to you for long. I even waiting your reply but there's nothing. :( You said you love me and you accept me even I'm like this. And now you don't like it anymore? I don't always mad at you. You should know that. You made me fall in love with you and now you're going to leave me?
Kristoff: I'm sorry :(
Rachel: Can't you think about it? Let's fix this.
Kristoff: I also don't want someday I will be tied up.
Rachel: You know you are free, I never kept you from doing anything you want. You see me like that? Ok then..
Kristoff: Let's take a break first.
Rachel: Do you still like me?
Kristoff: Yes
Rachel: Alright, if that's what you want.. I can't force you.. I will wait for you and sorry for what I said before, I never mean it. :(
Kristoff: Yeah, we take a break first ok and rest..
Rachel sent a message after 2 hours
"I'm really sorry if my attitude to you makes you unhappy.. I never mean anything bad i said if you think I'm mad. I cant think right that time. I don't know now what will happen but I will wait for you.. i really love you and sorry."
He replied: "I know you don't mean bad just take care and rest well.. Goodnight, sweet dreams and sleep tight."
........The next day........
Rachel was busy at work, she never think anything but she is only silent and not talking to other people. Then she got a call from Kristoff.
Kristoff: How are you?
Rachel: I'm fine
Kristoff: I heard you are leaving here. Why are you quitting? Is it because of me?
Rachel: I don't know.
Kristoff: Don't quit please.
Rachel: (in mind) are you always been like this? You're asking too much. First u gave up to me, second, you ask to be friends and now you want me stay with you? Did you ever consider what would I feel?
Kristoff: I will rest soon , I'm still sick, I'm 2 days sick.
Rachel: You should've taken care yourself.
Kristoff: I'll try. But I'm more worried for you.
Rachel: Why?
Kristoff: Because you're someone I loved before
Rachel:(in mind) before? So not anymore?
Kristoff: By the way, I am happy that I still see you here and talking to me.
Rachel: I will go out.
Kristoff: OK. I will go home, I'll see you later ok?
.....no reply...
Kristoff: what are you doing not sleeping?
Rachel: I'm busy doing installing my PC drivers
Kristoff: you got many car ah so long? (Laughs)
Rachel:(in mind) you still can joke ah. Lol
Kristoff: Ok I will see you tomorrow ok? I go off now. You should rest soon. You can message me anytime you want but I'll read it If I got home already ok?
Rachel: Ok. Ty.
Then, Rachel sent a personal mail after an hour.
"I want to talk to you. But i don't want.. I wish you are fine.. but you know, i was keeping myself busy so i dont remember anything, but at the end of the day, i worry about u and i missed you. And it hurts, i didnt know that this will happen that the person i thought who love me will leave me all of a sudden. These past few days i didn't think about what happened. Yes , it hurts. And I cant even shout it because i don't know. And you take care yourself , you're not a baby anymore. Goodnight.."
To be continued..
"Sometimes I wonder, if there's at least one reason to hold on, I will."
Yeon
Wednesday, August 27, 2014
Sad Truth
Some people are just a little too scared to get close with other people You know why? Because those people who said that they will stay no matter what happen, always leaving. The part that I don't understand is one day someone will tell you that they love you then the next day, not anymore. That he is the only one you ever loved and he doesn't want you anymore and you don't even know if he really loved you all this time or what. How come people changed so soon? How can a love hurt so much?
If that person don't love you enough and left you with no choice, you can't do anything. It will be always up to him. No matter how or in what way you fight your love for him, you can't force a love that has gave up. People around you will say the same thing, "You deserved someone better, someone who will love you unconditionally." No matter what the outcome, whatever you feel, you still have to be strong and move on. It will pass anyway, you have to move forward and accept the reality that he is not the one for you. You have to live with the pain. One thing to remember, don't force yourself to forget the person instead just keep thinking about him and think about positive outcome that you are thankful. Why? Because the more you try to forget the person, the more you will remember and be hurt. Even you hide it you can never make it forever.
Even it really hurts..
Pain makes people change and stronger. And that's why some people scared to love and trust again. This is one of the reason you shouldn't make your hopes high and don't expect anything.. Love is give and take. Trust your partner and respect each other. You can hurt each other, that's the thing that you can never avoid.. You have to risk something for everything. People don't know what they got until it's gone, but the truth is they knew what they had and just never thought we could lose it. I'm happy this way and very thankful that I got enough real and loving people around me so I don't miss the ones that left. They can stay away for all I care. It's not my loss anyway.
Yeon ♥
Acceptance
Everyone said.. "Love is hard", that nobody who fall
in love come out with good feeling. Why do you believe that a love can
last forever? Forever? It's a no. Love not last forever. Its you and
your significant other way of trusting and caring each other that last.
Love
only last if you both are healthy and if you have energy.. Know what I
mean? connection, trust and respect equals love. I am not lying.
Someday, you will realize it. As much as we love somebody, we also get
bored. But you know.. I also wish that love can last
forever. I loved a man so much that make my heart broken. I can't do
anything for a love that gave up.
Remember that when you fall in love, it's easy. It is very easy to fall in love.. A reality that if your partner broken up with you it is not them who suffers, it's you. We can only love as long as somebody is interested. People are like toys. They come and go. You want this thing to last.. but the other person says no. What do you want me to do? Kill myself? Hehe. Nothing. This is reality. We must first love ourselves. This is how we can accept the truth and the real world. Let us hope that we all find "true" love but remember that it is hard to find. Don't just find. Find your self first and be happy with your own. So whoever come and go in your life, you will not be hurt too much like hell. And once you find your true love, don't let it go anymore.
Yeon ♥
Remember that when you fall in love, it's easy. It is very easy to fall in love.. A reality that if your partner broken up with you it is not them who suffers, it's you. We can only love as long as somebody is interested. People are like toys. They come and go. You want this thing to last.. but the other person says no. What do you want me to do? Kill myself? Hehe. Nothing. This is reality. We must first love ourselves. This is how we can accept the truth and the real world. Let us hope that we all find "true" love but remember that it is hard to find. Don't just find. Find your self first and be happy with your own. So whoever come and go in your life, you will not be hurt too much like hell. And once you find your true love, don't let it go anymore.
Yeon ♥
Sunday, August 24, 2014
Hay naku!
Ang pinaka ayokong palaging iniisip ng tao ay pera. Pera? Wala naman sigurong tao ang hindi namomroblema sa pera. Kahit saan tayo mag punta kailangan may pera. Gagala dapat may pera. Manliligaw dapat may pera, Mag-aaral dapat may pera. Pupunta sa mall dapat may pera. Nagkasakit ka, dapat may pera. Birthday, dapat may pera ka. Nagugutom ka, dapat may pera. Bored ka, dapat may pera. Nasa bahay ka lang, dapat may pera.Hay naku!
Kahit anong gawin mo, yun lagi dapat ang meron ka. Pag may pera ka, ano naman ang ginagawa mo?
Itatabi sa bangko
Ipambibili ng gamot
Ibibili ng pagkain
Pambayad ng tuition fee
Allowance ng mga anak
Ipangbibili ng cellphone
Magsshopping
Gagala with family
Inuman o Foodtrip with barkada
For emergency
Tama. Pero bakit problema pa rin nila ang pera?
Dahil sa utang. Bakit? Kasi di sapat ang natatanggap nating pera. Ano naman ang inuutang mo?
Kulang kasi pangtuition ng anak ko ngayong sem pang down lang, pwede bang pahiramin mo naman ako?
Ang mister ko kasi nasa ospital, sa katapusan pa ako susweldo kailangan daw makapagbayad kami within this week.
Dalawang buwan na ang kuryente namin, pag naputulan kami, madadagdagan yun gawa ng reconnection fee.
Kung nanay ka o tatay ka at may trabaho ka, asan po ang sinusweldo niyo?
Napupunta raw sa utang. So yung kinikita nyo po sa utang lang napupunta? Kaya uutang po kayo para may makain kayo.
Bakit nga ba ganun? Lubog na ang tao sa utang, pero makita mo mga gamit nila, ang gaganda. Magagarbo. Ang refrigerator puno ng pagkain, kada buwan may magarang damit, may bagong labas ng smartphone, meron agad. Kahit premium copy. Every sunday nasa bar. O mall nanunuod ng movie.
Sabagay tama nga yon luho sa sarili. Magpapahinga kasi nakakapagod sa trabaho,nakaka stress. Pero dapat bang tolerate natin mga sarili natin?
Yung bill mo sa kuryente at tubig alam mo nang overdue na. Mas pinili mong punuin yang ref mo ng kung ano anong. Pagkain nga,pero ahat ba yan angkop sa pangaraw araw nyo? Pag may bisita kayo, feeling maraming pagkain? Yung tipong iniisip nyo pg may magaganda kayong gamit ,sasabihin ng tao maunlad kayo. Habang mapputulan na kayo ng kuryente at tubig. PRIDE. At ang hindi alam ng tao eh marami kayong utang. Hindi ba mas maganda isantabi muna ang luho, at unahin natin ang mas importante. Pra khit papano mabawasan yung utang at ma minimize ang gastusin. Sa atin, Hindi nalaki ang sahod. Empleyado ka, may "minimum" parin ang pangalan ng sahod mo. Minimum wage at above minimum. Kahit businessman kapa, may utang ka pa rin. Kahit ang pinakamayamang tao sa mundo, may utang. Ang bansa nga natin, lubog sa utang. Yung hindi papinapanganak na sanggol may utang na.
Nagtataka ka bakit ganito. Ikaw tanungin mo sa sarili mo, bakit ganito?
Mga tao umaalis ng bansa, mangungutang para makaalis at makapagtrabaho sa ibang bansa para makasweldo ng malaki. Kapalit ay mawawalay sa kaibigan at kaanak.
Sa sobrang laki ng utang natin, pati tayong pilipino hindi umuunlad. Kasi puro tayo asa, tamad, inggit at ma-PRIDE. Wala akong masabi kundi puro bad noh? Saloobin ko lang. Yung magnanakaw, nagnanakaw para ibenta yung gamit na nanakaw para makabenta. Uy, ang laki ng katawan niyo para gumawa ng ganon. Mas mabuti pa pulubi sa kalye maghapon nakaupo o nakatayo at namamalimos, mas ok pa yun kesa gumawa ng masama. Nagkapera ka nga galing sa masama, makakarma ka naman. Mas ok pa rin ang pinaghirapan. Ang iba naman, tambay mukhang gusgusin at di kumakain pero mamaya may dudukutin sa bulsa mo na bote o plastic na may lamang rugby. Adik lang? Tapos napakalaki mo ng tao mamalimos ka ng barya at sasabihin pambili ng pagkain, pero sabihin niyo nga sa akin, pagkain na pala ang rugby at katol. :-/
Hindi ba kayo nahihiya, yung mga kabataan ngayon nag tatrabaho para makapagaral, kahit underage, hinahati ang kanilang oras sa eskwelahan, trabaho at paguwi ng bahay ay tutulungan ang kanilang magulang. Nagiibang bansa ang mga masisipag at matatalino nating kababayan, para saan? Para sa pera. Para makilala. Isa sa dahilan kung bakit hindi tayo umuunlad. Yung mga magagaling nating kababayan na imbis na dito magtrabaho ay pumupunta sa ibang bansa. Pag dito, wala silang kasiguraduhan, kapag dito, hindi sila magtatagumpay, kapag dito, hindi sila yayaman at kapag dito, hindi sila mapapansin kasi may mga favoritism at kapit. INFERIORITY COMPLEX, isa sa definition nun. Kahit ang sweldo natin dito sa pinas a kapiranggot na tipong mas tumataas pa ang bilihin imbis na sweldo sa dami ng utang ng bansa eh ewan ko kung kailan magkakaroon ng salary increase!!
Kahit ako eh, gusto ko na mag ibang bansa, maraming dapat isakripisyo, pero kung para sa pamilya mo naman at sa sarili mo para lalong mapalawak ang aking nalalaman at karanasan. Bakit hindi?
TO BE CONTINUED..wait lng :P
Kahit anong gawin mo, yun lagi dapat ang meron ka. Pag may pera ka, ano naman ang ginagawa mo?
Itatabi sa bangko
Ipambibili ng gamot
Ibibili ng pagkain
Pambayad ng tuition fee
Allowance ng mga anak
Ipangbibili ng cellphone
Magsshopping
Gagala with family
Inuman o Foodtrip with barkada
For emergency
Tama. Pero bakit problema pa rin nila ang pera?
Dahil sa utang. Bakit? Kasi di sapat ang natatanggap nating pera. Ano naman ang inuutang mo?
Kulang kasi pangtuition ng anak ko ngayong sem pang down lang, pwede bang pahiramin mo naman ako?
Ang mister ko kasi nasa ospital, sa katapusan pa ako susweldo kailangan daw makapagbayad kami within this week.
Dalawang buwan na ang kuryente namin, pag naputulan kami, madadagdagan yun gawa ng reconnection fee.
Kung nanay ka o tatay ka at may trabaho ka, asan po ang sinusweldo niyo?
Napupunta raw sa utang. So yung kinikita nyo po sa utang lang napupunta? Kaya uutang po kayo para may makain kayo.
Bakit nga ba ganun? Lubog na ang tao sa utang, pero makita mo mga gamit nila, ang gaganda. Magagarbo. Ang refrigerator puno ng pagkain, kada buwan may magarang damit, may bagong labas ng smartphone, meron agad. Kahit premium copy. Every sunday nasa bar. O mall nanunuod ng movie.
Sabagay tama nga yon luho sa sarili. Magpapahinga kasi nakakapagod sa trabaho,nakaka stress. Pero dapat bang tolerate natin mga sarili natin?
Yung bill mo sa kuryente at tubig alam mo nang overdue na. Mas pinili mong punuin yang ref mo ng kung ano anong. Pagkain nga,pero ahat ba yan angkop sa pangaraw araw nyo? Pag may bisita kayo, feeling maraming pagkain? Yung tipong iniisip nyo pg may magaganda kayong gamit ,sasabihin ng tao maunlad kayo. Habang mapputulan na kayo ng kuryente at tubig. PRIDE. At ang hindi alam ng tao eh marami kayong utang. Hindi ba mas maganda isantabi muna ang luho, at unahin natin ang mas importante. Pra khit papano mabawasan yung utang at ma minimize ang gastusin. Sa atin, Hindi nalaki ang sahod. Empleyado ka, may "minimum" parin ang pangalan ng sahod mo. Minimum wage at above minimum. Kahit businessman kapa, may utang ka pa rin. Kahit ang pinakamayamang tao sa mundo, may utang. Ang bansa nga natin, lubog sa utang. Yung hindi papinapanganak na sanggol may utang na.
Nagtataka ka bakit ganito. Ikaw tanungin mo sa sarili mo, bakit ganito?
Mga tao umaalis ng bansa, mangungutang para makaalis at makapagtrabaho sa ibang bansa para makasweldo ng malaki. Kapalit ay mawawalay sa kaibigan at kaanak.
Sa sobrang laki ng utang natin, pati tayong pilipino hindi umuunlad. Kasi puro tayo asa, tamad, inggit at ma-PRIDE. Wala akong masabi kundi puro bad noh? Saloobin ko lang. Yung magnanakaw, nagnanakaw para ibenta yung gamit na nanakaw para makabenta. Uy, ang laki ng katawan niyo para gumawa ng ganon. Mas mabuti pa pulubi sa kalye maghapon nakaupo o nakatayo at namamalimos, mas ok pa yun kesa gumawa ng masama. Nagkapera ka nga galing sa masama, makakarma ka naman. Mas ok pa rin ang pinaghirapan. Ang iba naman, tambay mukhang gusgusin at di kumakain pero mamaya may dudukutin sa bulsa mo na bote o plastic na may lamang rugby. Adik lang? Tapos napakalaki mo ng tao mamalimos ka ng barya at sasabihin pambili ng pagkain, pero sabihin niyo nga sa akin, pagkain na pala ang rugby at katol. :-/
Hindi ba kayo nahihiya, yung mga kabataan ngayon nag tatrabaho para makapagaral, kahit underage, hinahati ang kanilang oras sa eskwelahan, trabaho at paguwi ng bahay ay tutulungan ang kanilang magulang. Nagiibang bansa ang mga masisipag at matatalino nating kababayan, para saan? Para sa pera. Para makilala. Isa sa dahilan kung bakit hindi tayo umuunlad. Yung mga magagaling nating kababayan na imbis na dito magtrabaho ay pumupunta sa ibang bansa. Pag dito, wala silang kasiguraduhan, kapag dito, hindi sila magtatagumpay, kapag dito, hindi sila yayaman at kapag dito, hindi sila mapapansin kasi may mga favoritism at kapit. INFERIORITY COMPLEX, isa sa definition nun. Kahit ang sweldo natin dito sa pinas a kapiranggot na tipong mas tumataas pa ang bilihin imbis na sweldo sa dami ng utang ng bansa eh ewan ko kung kailan magkakaroon ng salary increase!!
Kahit ako eh, gusto ko na mag ibang bansa, maraming dapat isakripisyo, pero kung para sa pamilya mo naman at sa sarili mo para lalong mapalawak ang aking nalalaman at karanasan. Bakit hindi?
TO BE CONTINUED..wait lng :P
posted from Bloggeroid
Friday, July 25, 2014
Someone
Someone asked me what I like in a guy..
I said, "Tall, dark and handsome..
But, that is only my dream guy and an impression. What I want really is..
Someone who will live and stay very long time with me and will never leave me.."
Whatever the reasons... As long as he love me and will stay with me, that is worth much already.
Yeon♥
I said, "Tall, dark and handsome..
But, that is only my dream guy and an impression. What I want really is..
Someone who will live and stay very long time with me and will never leave me.."
Whatever the reasons... As long as he love me and will stay with me, that is worth much already.
Yeon♥
posted from Bloggeroid
Friday, July 18, 2014
Typhoon Glenda Ph
July 16, 2014, Wednesday , 12:00 am
12:30 am - the very strong wind comes, with little rain.. I was reading my Facebook news feed, checking PAGASA news and GMA news about the weather.. It is 101-120 kmph cyclone wind and It's frightened me 'cos i really feel that she is coming. Our place, Laguna has a signal warning 3.
3:00am - As of now, I felt my brother's roof at his room is already ripping off. I keep checking our room every minute. Covering the important things like fan, bags, television, his window. He is sleeping and I can't understand how he can asleep when it's so noisy. Our room located at the second floor, we called it attic.
3:30 am - the electricity is already cut. It's gone around 1am the back after 30 minutes. And now its gone.
4:00 am- It becomes worse, my brothers wall and ceiling has a water flowing already, that part is made of wood, I'm hoping it will be fine not to break. I keep praying and saying His name to let our house endure the wind and the rain til she get out of our area of responsibility. I am waiting someone, whoever to call me,cos I need some communication, because i know it will be hard without signal,electricity after this Glenda mess.
4:30 am- I keep praying and saying.. stop it already. I decided to put all my important things inside my cabinet. My PC, telephone, speaker, bags. My monitor, I covered it with plastic and cloth. Since I don't have a space anymore in my cabinet. I keep going to bathroom to pee but the door can't open because of the wind keep fighting me. The window there is half open, can't close due to its rusty metal already. Since the roof of my brothers room ripped of the water keep entering. It has a connection to the bathroom downstairs. And omg. I heard a roof piece flew!!! So metal sound. I don't know if its ours. OMG. Please stop it already.
5:00 am- I thought I am going to have a heart attack, she still keep on blowing! WooOoshhhh woOoshhhh!!!. And the roof i feel half of it has been ripped off and trying to stay there until she get out. You can't sleep if like this.
5:30 am - It is. Indeed. Typhoon Glenda was a very strong one. Its been 5 hours already and she still keeps on whistling,growling like a very mad tiger. Our worries is not the black out or flood.. it is the wind that she keep blowing into our roofs,windows, trees, vehicles.And I.................. am still wishing the sun to come, because I can see light already! But, Glenda still here and whistling, growling and keep destroying Laguna! Hufff... I can see the trees, plants, streets, farms is like a....... . . . .
6:00 am - when she will stop?? I still can't sleep. I can't sleep downstairs, my brother use the sofa bed at the small hallway near our parents room. I cant sleep in the chair in dining area too. The kitchen floor and sink is full of water from window. The stairs have water too from i don't know where the fark they came!! Only my Room not wet and safe. And i also cant stand the smell of the pig came from the farm nearby. And now i have no signal. My mobiles battery down to 50% i hope typhoon
Glenda will go away already.
6:30 am -Antenna and some roof piece from our neighbor fell. Glenda still on a fight. Final battle using super cyclone wind that made our guava tree fell, big post slant, my father's tricycle go to the middle of street. Glad I check everything every time and so I wake up my Father to pull back his trike. Unfortunately he has flu. So, I asked my brother to do it and I assist.
7:00 am - Ugh! This Glenda will not leave til she not she not break all the things she wants. Dang it. I told you don't break woman's heart. That's why shes like this (kidding aside). The newly made pig pen and junk area near the farm, roofs all gone, woods keep flying, leaves and garbage keep dancing with Glenda. I feel sooner my room window glasses will collapse and break. This time is the wind is stronger than earlier.
This time too I am super duuuuuuuuuper hungry. I cant eat because im not feel at ease. I want to sleep really. >_<
9:00 am - My room walls such a messy already filled with water.. Same to my best friend room ,because of the wind direction changed. It's terrible. I'm feeling sleepy so much but i kept awake because of the noise of the room.clang!bannng!! Bamm! tong!bang bang BAANNGgggg!!! plaaanNNNnGGG!
10:00 am - I fell asleep. The wind became slower and slower..
12:00 pm - im awake to change the towels that i put in my walls to protect my bed and to the floor. My cabinet a little wet but the things inside are safe.
2:00 pm - Glenda has gone already and im awake, go bath and eat. I eat like haven't eat for 1month. No water so I used the mineral water. I decided to clean asap my room, I changed my PC place next to my cabinet because the roof need to be fix where got water pouring in my bed. Father fix temporarily the roof and the walls
6:00 pm- still no electricity, the MERALCO still keep fixing the post and the cable wires. All of our mobiles losing battery already.. we only have my mom's phone for fm radio to listen to the news.
7:00 pm - candle light dinner.its very cold. We had fun dinner even we faced such a bad weather.
8:00 pm - my college classmate visit me and my best friend to check if we are OK. And that time too the electricity and water is back finally! Internet not yet back, maybe tomorrow.
July 17, 2014
The power is gone again. Black out! We don't know why.. But at least we already charge our phones, clean some clothes, towels, dishes all we used in cleaning the house. At night it back again.
July 18, 2014
BLACK OUT AGAIN! for6 hours. I just knew what is the reason of black out when the power is back, I watched the news and it's rotating black out because of the other places needs to be fix and shortage of electricity. My gad MERALCO! We are very understanding but please tell us what time or inform us as soon as possible not afterwards! Because it may cause problems with out appliances that we are using.
I'm thankful everyone is safe and no such a flood happened. Thanks God you didn't leave us. Glenda please have mercy.. There's a LPA forming found outside the PAR. I hope it will gone and no more very strong typhoon this year.
#GlendaPh
#HorribleTyphoon
#PleasePrayForThePhilippines
Note: This article was posted after 2 days when we got the electricity back.
Yeon❤
12:30 am - the very strong wind comes, with little rain.. I was reading my Facebook news feed, checking PAGASA news and GMA news about the weather.. It is 101-120 kmph cyclone wind and It's frightened me 'cos i really feel that she is coming. Our place, Laguna has a signal warning 3.
3:00am - As of now, I felt my brother's roof at his room is already ripping off. I keep checking our room every minute. Covering the important things like fan, bags, television, his window. He is sleeping and I can't understand how he can asleep when it's so noisy. Our room located at the second floor, we called it attic.
3:30 am - the electricity is already cut. It's gone around 1am the back after 30 minutes. And now its gone.
4:00 am- It becomes worse, my brothers wall and ceiling has a water flowing already, that part is made of wood, I'm hoping it will be fine not to break. I keep praying and saying His name to let our house endure the wind and the rain til she get out of our area of responsibility. I am waiting someone, whoever to call me,cos I need some communication, because i know it will be hard without signal,electricity after this Glenda mess.
4:30 am- I keep praying and saying.. stop it already. I decided to put all my important things inside my cabinet. My PC, telephone, speaker, bags. My monitor, I covered it with plastic and cloth. Since I don't have a space anymore in my cabinet. I keep going to bathroom to pee but the door can't open because of the wind keep fighting me. The window there is half open, can't close due to its rusty metal already. Since the roof of my brothers room ripped of the water keep entering. It has a connection to the bathroom downstairs. And omg. I heard a roof piece flew!!! So metal sound. I don't know if its ours. OMG. Please stop it already.
5:00 am- I thought I am going to have a heart attack, she still keep on blowing! WooOoshhhh woOoshhhh!!!. And the roof i feel half of it has been ripped off and trying to stay there until she get out. You can't sleep if like this.
5:30 am - It is. Indeed. Typhoon Glenda was a very strong one. Its been 5 hours already and she still keeps on whistling,growling like a very mad tiger. Our worries is not the black out or flood.. it is the wind that she keep blowing into our roofs,windows, trees, vehicles.And I.................. am still wishing the sun to come, because I can see light already! But, Glenda still here and whistling, growling and keep destroying Laguna! Hufff... I can see the trees, plants, streets, farms is like a....... . . . .
6:00 am - when she will stop?? I still can't sleep. I can't sleep downstairs, my brother use the sofa bed at the small hallway near our parents room. I cant sleep in the chair in dining area too. The kitchen floor and sink is full of water from window. The stairs have water too from i don't know where the fark they came!! Only my Room not wet and safe. And i also cant stand the smell of the pig came from the farm nearby. And now i have no signal. My mobiles battery down to 50% i hope typhoon
Glenda will go away already.
6:30 am -Antenna and some roof piece from our neighbor fell. Glenda still on a fight. Final battle using super cyclone wind that made our guava tree fell, big post slant, my father's tricycle go to the middle of street. Glad I check everything every time and so I wake up my Father to pull back his trike. Unfortunately he has flu. So, I asked my brother to do it and I assist.
7:00 am - Ugh! This Glenda will not leave til she not she not break all the things she wants. Dang it. I told you don't break woman's heart. That's why shes like this (kidding aside). The newly made pig pen and junk area near the farm, roofs all gone, woods keep flying, leaves and garbage keep dancing with Glenda. I feel sooner my room window glasses will collapse and break. This time is the wind is stronger than earlier.
This time too I am super duuuuuuuuuper hungry. I cant eat because im not feel at ease. I want to sleep really. >_<
9:00 am - My room walls such a messy already filled with water.. Same to my best friend room ,because of the wind direction changed. It's terrible. I'm feeling sleepy so much but i kept awake because of the noise of the room.clang!bannng!! Bamm! tong!bang bang BAANNGgggg!!! plaaanNNNnGGG!
10:00 am - I fell asleep. The wind became slower and slower..
12:00 pm - im awake to change the towels that i put in my walls to protect my bed and to the floor. My cabinet a little wet but the things inside are safe.
2:00 pm - Glenda has gone already and im awake, go bath and eat. I eat like haven't eat for 1month. No water so I used the mineral water. I decided to clean asap my room, I changed my PC place next to my cabinet because the roof need to be fix where got water pouring in my bed. Father fix temporarily the roof and the walls
6:00 pm- still no electricity, the MERALCO still keep fixing the post and the cable wires. All of our mobiles losing battery already.. we only have my mom's phone for fm radio to listen to the news.
7:00 pm - candle light dinner.its very cold. We had fun dinner even we faced such a bad weather.
8:00 pm - my college classmate visit me and my best friend to check if we are OK. And that time too the electricity and water is back finally! Internet not yet back, maybe tomorrow.
July 17, 2014
The power is gone again. Black out! We don't know why.. But at least we already charge our phones, clean some clothes, towels, dishes all we used in cleaning the house. At night it back again.
July 18, 2014
BLACK OUT AGAIN! for6 hours. I just knew what is the reason of black out when the power is back, I watched the news and it's rotating black out because of the other places needs to be fix and shortage of electricity. My gad MERALCO! We are very understanding but please tell us what time or inform us as soon as possible not afterwards! Because it may cause problems with out appliances that we are using.
I'm thankful everyone is safe and no such a flood happened. Thanks God you didn't leave us. Glenda please have mercy.. There's a LPA forming found outside the PAR. I hope it will gone and no more very strong typhoon this year.
#GlendaPh
#HorribleTyphoon
#PleasePrayForThePhilippines
Note: This article was posted after 2 days when we got the electricity back.
Yeon❤
posted from Bloggeroid
Sunday, July 13, 2014
Happiness ♥
You can start creating your happiness, first is SMILE. You can smile, yes. Why not? Get all the positive energy that life gave for everyone. DREAM. BELIEVE. DO IT.
Start being honest to yourself, know what you want and what you need. You can't forever depend on anyone in your life, you are the only one who you can count on.. Don't problem the problems, it's already problem, don't make it another problem. Do what it takes. If you fail, it means you tried. Trying something you don't know what will be the result, but trying means you want to know how to solve it or how can you manage to trust and believe in yourself. Mistakes is a part of life and a lesson. Accept it and Bring it on!
Don't waste your time loving those people who really are not worth it. There will be a time when you don't need to look for love or happiness.. A time when you can start think of doing something for yourself before anyone else. Be productive, don't frown, explore somewhere be with someone who you really love and loves you and enjoy every day of your life! Happiness starts from us and not to other people, if we know how to love ourselves first, then wherever we go we can find happiness without looking it first to other people.Spending time with the right and real people and enjoying things that you already have, you don't have to look for anything. Be contented. You can always have anything you are deserved. With those things, you can find contentment and contentment means happiness.. If you are not contented then you are not happy. You will try to keep looking for something that will make you happy. That's people in real world unless they find themselves in a very hard situation then a thought and realization will come..
You can always meet right people, but you have to know who is the real ones.. Do not be afraid of anything. After you love and understand yourself, you can find happiness everywhere in every opportunity. Don't let negative people hanging around you. Cheer up! Just don't expect too much, expecting too much leads to destroying yourself because you're gonna change again. Work up and reach your dreams. Get out from your comfort zone. If you know what you want, you can always do something. Don't be lazy, time is too precious..
Forgive everyone, forgive yourself, forget all the things that hurt you before, that's already a lesson in your life. If you keep stick on it, you can never move on, you can never find happiness. When you forgive you will receive the peaceful in your heart.. Let go all the negative things inside of you. Accept and be happy with what you have now, we are not living forever, enjoy the every single day of our lives.. Always thank God for all the blessings he gave especially, today, that we are living and tomorrow again for another life. Thank Him for everything.
yeon
Start being honest to yourself, know what you want and what you need. You can't forever depend on anyone in your life, you are the only one who you can count on.. Don't problem the problems, it's already problem, don't make it another problem. Do what it takes. If you fail, it means you tried. Trying something you don't know what will be the result, but trying means you want to know how to solve it or how can you manage to trust and believe in yourself. Mistakes is a part of life and a lesson. Accept it and Bring it on!
Don't waste your time loving those people who really are not worth it. There will be a time when you don't need to look for love or happiness.. A time when you can start think of doing something for yourself before anyone else. Be productive, don't frown, explore somewhere be with someone who you really love and loves you and enjoy every day of your life! Happiness starts from us and not to other people, if we know how to love ourselves first, then wherever we go we can find happiness without looking it first to other people.Spending time with the right and real people and enjoying things that you already have, you don't have to look for anything. Be contented. You can always have anything you are deserved. With those things, you can find contentment and contentment means happiness.. If you are not contented then you are not happy. You will try to keep looking for something that will make you happy. That's people in real world unless they find themselves in a very hard situation then a thought and realization will come..
You can always meet right people, but you have to know who is the real ones.. Do not be afraid of anything. After you love and understand yourself, you can find happiness everywhere in every opportunity. Don't let negative people hanging around you. Cheer up! Just don't expect too much, expecting too much leads to destroying yourself because you're gonna change again. Work up and reach your dreams. Get out from your comfort zone. If you know what you want, you can always do something. Don't be lazy, time is too precious..
Forgive everyone, forgive yourself, forget all the things that hurt you before, that's already a lesson in your life. If you keep stick on it, you can never move on, you can never find happiness. When you forgive you will receive the peaceful in your heart.. Let go all the negative things inside of you. Accept and be happy with what you have now, we are not living forever, enjoy the every single day of our lives.. Always thank God for all the blessings he gave especially, today, that we are living and tomorrow again for another life. Thank Him for everything.
yeon
Friday, July 11, 2014
Conversation With A Shadow
Are you hurt?Or are you confused?
Is there someone who loves you now?
Do you like him?
To think that you should be happy, that there's someone who's loving you,
the real YOU.
But why your heart is crying.
I can see you're happy, but what is wrong now?
Are you going to ignore him? Avoid him now?
Even it will break your heart by being apart from him?
Don't ask me how, I also don't know. That's why I'm talking to you.
Too much sadness and sorrows
Just how I define love..
Love?
Its really wonderful.
But, what can you do if you are afraid?
You love. You can be afraid.
But you are afraid to be hurt.
But you cannot love at all if you don't try.
There's no words to express how to love..
It is by action
There's no wrong to try again
Try and try until you found your true love.
Failure is a part of life
If you don't fail it means you didn't try at all
If you are too hurt or you are not prepared
How can you know if you are ready?
If you are really scared to do it
OK you can stop..
But be sure when you stop,
You will never regret it..
yeon❤
Is there someone who loves you now?
Do you like him?
To think that you should be happy, that there's someone who's loving you,
the real YOU.
But why your heart is crying.
I can see you're happy, but what is wrong now?
Are you going to ignore him? Avoid him now?
Even it will break your heart by being apart from him?
Don't ask me how, I also don't know. That's why I'm talking to you.
Too much sadness and sorrows
Just how I define love..
Love?
Its really wonderful.
But, what can you do if you are afraid?
You love. You can be afraid.
But you are afraid to be hurt.
But you cannot love at all if you don't try.
There's no words to express how to love..
It is by action
There's no wrong to try again
Try and try until you found your true love.
Failure is a part of life
If you don't fail it means you didn't try at all
If you are too hurt or you are not prepared
How can you know if you are ready?
If you are really scared to do it
OK you can stop..
But be sure when you stop,
You will never regret it..
yeon❤
posted from Bloggeroid
Wednesday, July 09, 2014
Question and Answer
1.
A Guys ask me..
"Do you like to be getting hit?"
I answered.. "No.. Why would I??? I like to hit people that being hit.." She laughs... "But in love, it's different, If I love the person, It's okay if I'm the one getting hurt than I hurt people. I can't take it, because I know how it feels to be hurt."
2.
G: ""Do you want to date?"
M: I don't think dating is the best solution to start off a relationship.
3.
Him: "Why you don't want to love again?"
Her: "Because, I am afraid by being not loved back and I'm afraid that He will leave me for the same reason.."
4.
He: "Do you think why is our boss always easily mad?"
She: "why?"
He: "People like her have painful past or facing problems, struggling right now, she is weaker than you think. She gets mad easily because its her way to defend herself, for her to avoid the hurt. or for her to not think too much about her problems"
5.
Guy: "Hello"
Girl: "Hey, why do you keep calling me, Just wait til I get there, OK"
Guy:" Then why do you keep answering if you don't like I'm calling, hehehehe, I just want to hear your voice that's why I called.."
6.
Her: "Hey! Why are you getting mad at me now?"
Him: "I already told you, don't ever show your smile to him anymore. Don't ever make that face to others also!"
Her: "Why? Why are you doing this to me?"
Him: "You don't know? Because I don't want them to fall In love with you too."
7.
Me: "If you have to choose to live with someone who truly loves you but you don't love him back, or to live alone for the rest of your life loving someone who doesn't love you, who would you choose?"
You: "I will choose to live with someone who loves me, even I don't love him. It will take time to learn to love a person if you will like it and if your heart is open. Person who loves you will never ever hurt you and will love you unconditionally. Because loving a person who doesn't love you is the worst because you will only hurt yourself and he will only hurt you."
8.
He: "What would you choose? Live happily, Live peacefully, or Live with Love?
She: "When you love your life, love the people around you and you love yourself, peace will come and you will feel the happiness from within."
9.
Girl: "When should I say I love you to the person I love?"
Guy: "As long as it is not never too late. Hehehe!"
Girl: "I just don't want he think I'm too forward."
Guy: "If you feel it, say it. Love is never planned. But once you said it, it's no turning back, it's like you're giving a promise with your heart to your love ones. You can take your time."
10.
Her: "Is long distance relationship works?"
Him: "Yes. As long as you have trust with your some one, when there's trust, there is love. If you can communicate most of the time, it will be fine. As long as you will meet him soon. If one of you changed then its the saddest part of it."
11.
Sister: "Brother, how can I stop liking someone?"
Brother: "If you don't want to like him anymore, don't bother to see him or talk with him anymore."
12.
Me: "He said that he loves me, but why I do feel I'm the only one who's loving him?"
You: "Maybe because you expecting too much, that he love you too like you do."
13.
Girl1: "Hello, how are you? Can I ask a favor from you?"
Girl2: "Yes, what is it?"
Girl1: "Will you help me rely this message to him, Thanks for helping me last time.. That's all thank you."
Girl2: "Do you want me to thank him, because he did something you are grateful for, or you want me to know that he did something that you are grateful for? If you are really thankful, you should not ask someone to send your message to another person. Do not tell others to say it for you."
yeon ♥
A Guys ask me..
"Do you like to be getting hit?"
I answered.. "No.. Why would I??? I like to hit people that being hit.." She laughs... "But in love, it's different, If I love the person, It's okay if I'm the one getting hurt than I hurt people. I can't take it, because I know how it feels to be hurt."
2.
G: ""Do you want to date?"
M: I don't think dating is the best solution to start off a relationship.
3.
Him: "Why you don't want to love again?"
Her: "Because, I am afraid by being not loved back and I'm afraid that He will leave me for the same reason.."
4.
He: "Do you think why is our boss always easily mad?"
She: "why?"
He: "People like her have painful past or facing problems, struggling right now, she is weaker than you think. She gets mad easily because its her way to defend herself, for her to avoid the hurt. or for her to not think too much about her problems"
5.
Guy: "Hello"
Girl: "Hey, why do you keep calling me, Just wait til I get there, OK"
Guy:" Then why do you keep answering if you don't like I'm calling, hehehehe, I just want to hear your voice that's why I called.."
6.
Her: "Hey! Why are you getting mad at me now?"
Him: "I already told you, don't ever show your smile to him anymore. Don't ever make that face to others also!"
Her: "Why? Why are you doing this to me?"
Him: "You don't know? Because I don't want them to fall In love with you too."
7.
Me: "If you have to choose to live with someone who truly loves you but you don't love him back, or to live alone for the rest of your life loving someone who doesn't love you, who would you choose?"
You: "I will choose to live with someone who loves me, even I don't love him. It will take time to learn to love a person if you will like it and if your heart is open. Person who loves you will never ever hurt you and will love you unconditionally. Because loving a person who doesn't love you is the worst because you will only hurt yourself and he will only hurt you."
8.
He: "What would you choose? Live happily, Live peacefully, or Live with Love?
She: "When you love your life, love the people around you and you love yourself, peace will come and you will feel the happiness from within."
9.
Girl: "When should I say I love you to the person I love?"
Guy: "As long as it is not never too late. Hehehe!"
Girl: "I just don't want he think I'm too forward."
Guy: "If you feel it, say it. Love is never planned. But once you said it, it's no turning back, it's like you're giving a promise with your heart to your love ones. You can take your time."
10.
Her: "Is long distance relationship works?"
Him: "Yes. As long as you have trust with your some one, when there's trust, there is love. If you can communicate most of the time, it will be fine. As long as you will meet him soon. If one of you changed then its the saddest part of it."
11.
Sister: "Brother, how can I stop liking someone?"
Brother: "If you don't want to like him anymore, don't bother to see him or talk with him anymore."
12.
Me: "He said that he loves me, but why I do feel I'm the only one who's loving him?"
You: "Maybe because you expecting too much, that he love you too like you do."
13.
Girl1: "Hello, how are you? Can I ask a favor from you?"
Girl2: "Yes, what is it?"
Girl1: "Will you help me rely this message to him, Thanks for helping me last time.. That's all thank you."
Girl2: "Do you want me to thank him, because he did something you are grateful for, or you want me to know that he did something that you are grateful for? If you are really thankful, you should not ask someone to send your message to another person. Do not tell others to say it for you."
yeon ♥
Sunday, June 29, 2014
Colors of Spring
~ There's no relationship started without uneasiness..
Xian is a childhood friend of Mei who has a crush to her since they were young.. Xian back after he studying and graduate college to see Mei.. Given the excuses he's back because he wanted to work in his motherland,after all he's a pianist and singer. Xian invited Mei to have a dinner, they had a long conversation and Xian realized that he still in love with Mei.. While Mei is just had a break up from his boyfriend for 2 years and she still mad and hate her life about it. But still she can mange herself a totally tigress even they work in the same industry.
The next day, Mei is working at her office, asked by his boss to choose who will be their next model on their next magazine issue. All the staff wants Jie Zion to be the model, but Mei disagree and said "there are so many models, why you all wants him?"
Ann: "Mei, He's popular and wanted all by the magazine to make him the model for this month issue. But Jie still not accepting any offer because he wants a high class magazine but humble staffs. So I think we can get him"
Director: "I know Mei can do it, she never failed me since before, I'll wait for the decision."
Mei: "But, what if I can't get him?"
Director: "Well, you can think many strategy.."
Mei called Jie and she can't reach him, so she decided to go on his apartment."
Mei: "Hey Jie, why are you doing this to me? Because you know that our company wants you, so you all reject every offer that the other company, for what? Aren't you tired seeing me and make me pissed off?"
Jie: "I didn't know your company needs me, well, if you don't like, I won't too.
Mei: "Okay, I got it. Don't worry even u break up with me because you like my friend, Lols you think I care? This is just a business.
Jie: "You still didn't know anything. Don't accuse me for you don't know."
Mei: " For what I have to know?" All I know you just throw me up for no reasons at all.. That's how you ended our relationship. And Ok, I don't care anymore. So if we meet again each other in the future, that's maybe a business purposes only."
"And, I only care about myself now, I'm better"
Mei left and go back to the office, while Xian called her and ask to meet him at the park..
Xian: "Hi Mei.. I know you know that when we are still in our high school days, I'm already In love with you. Even you don't like me before, now when i say, I like you, are you going to believe?
Mei: "Why? Huh.. what do you like about me? Ugh I don't believe. I'm annoying, selfish, always looking for attention, I'm almost childish when getting mad. But I'm smart and pretty. So, aside from that what is so nice about me?"
Xian: "Are you always asking like this stuffs when someone tells you that they like you?"
Mei: "Ugh, what should I say then?"
Xian: "You always starting a relationship with many questions?"
Mei: "How I should start then?"
Xian: "By dating. Know the person."
Mei: "Dating? Should people always dating in the start of relationship? Why not go back to the old times where the guy visits and waits the girl at home? No holding hands, no kisses."
Xian: "You like that? Then should I do it now? Like before?"
Mei: "Hell , no."
Xian: "But, still, I like you."
Mei: "How come you like me? you said, you're a popular singer and pianist."
Xian: "So? Is there a level of people who can only like you? But, I love you."
Mei: "I'm not saying that, I mean...... Suddenly Xian grab Mei's waist and kiss her in the lips, Mei felt that the world just stop for 10 seconds. She's totally can't do anything and think herself.. "Why, why I can't move? Why is the feeling like this? I can't let go of this."
Mei felt that is the perfect and sweetest kiss she had in her whole life. A kiss that she read in the books, a kiss with true love and with magic that you can't ever compare to anyone's kiss that you had in your life. The kiss that will change everything and will make you fall in love, true love.
After Xian brought Mei to her home,
Xian: "Goodnight dear"
Mei hearts has been fluttering while going inside, finish bath and go to her bed, she keeps wondering how, why, she can't even explain, all she know is she is very happy and keep smiling. She's waiting Xian to call her again before sleep. Until..
She fell asleep..
In the morning..
Mei: "Why isn't he calling?" She yells....."Didn't he know I'm waiting his call since last night :-/ ugh never mind, I'll wait after I eat.."
1 hour later...
"Aissshhh I don't like this feeling, I'm gonna throw my phone!!!!"
__"He said, He love me, he kissed me, then he gave me a ride going home and say goodnight dear. And today is Sunday, no work and he hasn't called me.. It doesn't makes sense. T_T .."
~~The guy is actually order her a food for afternoon snack~~ Hehehehe.
Xian checks his phone and whispers, "Should I call her or I wait her call. I'm shy after all. What if she reject me suddenly?"
He ask someone to deliver the food to Mei's house, then Mei called him and said: "Hey what's all of this food and so many? Come here and eat with me.."
Xian: "I'm busy now, don't worry I already eat. Please eat a lot ok"
At night..
Mei go to the place where Xian and Her always playing when they was still a kid, she's waiting that something coincidence will happen that night, even though Mei just met again that guy, She fell in love already with him.. But, she still feel hesitate because of the past incidents that she's always getting heartbroken and left by the guy she loves..
She called the guy, while calling she suddenly hold the call and cancel..
Mei: "Ugh, wait, why I'm calling him? I already did this before, so stupid, I won't call him!"
"Wwaaaait....! Why I keep thinking of him?? Aiish" She whispered with a sad face..
Xian really didn't call Mei when he will about to sleep.. Instead, he look and kiss Mei picture in his phone.. "Goodnight, Mei.."
The next day, Mei and her friends having a breakfast and talking about guys..
Lina: "Hey Ann, why don't to you go out already with your suitor?"
Ann: "Ugh, go out, you said? Aissh it's just waste of time, now he likes me, ask me to date, but he even don't ask me go on a sweet date which is only the two of us, he always wants us to go to the bar or hotel with his friends.. Even he ask me to meet his parents, in the end he will only left me and find another girl, he is not that serious. It's just a waste of time!"
"EXACTLY A WASTE OF TIME!!!! A waste of feelings.." She smiled..
Mei: "Oh okay"
Next day..
Mei done work and preparing to go back home when Xian waits her at the gate of their office.
Xian said: "Have you been well? Why you didn't call me?"
Mei: "Eh why??"
Xian: "I've waited for your answers, please tell me how you feel?"
Mei was silently tell to herself, "I guess I have to tell to him, that I know he is just played me for fun, because I looked so easy to get"
Mei: "It was fun.=) "
Xian: "hah?" then a girl come out from Xian's car who's Mei hate.. the girl come to him and hug him.
Mei said to herself.. "See! right, geez"
Mei: "You two look together, hope you live well!! GRRRR!!"
Following day.. Xian comes to Mei house to eat with her..
Xian: "I miss you.."
Mei: "What now?"
Xian: " Do you want we live together here?"
Mei: "What are you saying? Isn't it enough that you played me for fun, ah?"
Xian: "Me? What's wrong with you? Can't someone like me, like you? Did you think I was not serious?"
Mei: "Yah, Why you just kissed me that day, why? You said you love me, but you didn't call afterwards, then you do all the craziest thing and now you will appear here? Do you think you're normal? I really can't see what did you like about me."
Xian: "That is why I kissed you. Because you're always getting mad over tiny details. What's with you that you always gone mad."
Mei: "Because, I can't understand."
Xian: "Because when you fall in love, you're using your head first. why not listen to your heart?"
Mei: "Me, using my head? You think why I'm like this? I'm just being aware of guys like you."
Xian: "Then when I tell you, when , why and how I like you, are you going to believe in my feelings?"
Mei:" Haisshh Im going out already, late for work"
Xian: "Now I don't understand you, are you being uncomfortable when I'm being serious? Ugh you're such a puzzle."
Mei: "Yes so uncomfortable, I'm gonna die, Sheez"
*feel free to share my posts, but don't copy it, thanks for reading!
Yeon♥
Xian is a childhood friend of Mei who has a crush to her since they were young.. Xian back after he studying and graduate college to see Mei.. Given the excuses he's back because he wanted to work in his motherland,after all he's a pianist and singer. Xian invited Mei to have a dinner, they had a long conversation and Xian realized that he still in love with Mei.. While Mei is just had a break up from his boyfriend for 2 years and she still mad and hate her life about it. But still she can mange herself a totally tigress even they work in the same industry.
The next day, Mei is working at her office, asked by his boss to choose who will be their next model on their next magazine issue. All the staff wants Jie Zion to be the model, but Mei disagree and said "there are so many models, why you all wants him?"
Ann: "Mei, He's popular and wanted all by the magazine to make him the model for this month issue. But Jie still not accepting any offer because he wants a high class magazine but humble staffs. So I think we can get him"
Director: "I know Mei can do it, she never failed me since before, I'll wait for the decision."
Mei: "But, what if I can't get him?"
Director: "Well, you can think many strategy.."
Mei called Jie and she can't reach him, so she decided to go on his apartment."
Mei: "Hey Jie, why are you doing this to me? Because you know that our company wants you, so you all reject every offer that the other company, for what? Aren't you tired seeing me and make me pissed off?"
Jie: "I didn't know your company needs me, well, if you don't like, I won't too.
Mei: "Okay, I got it. Don't worry even u break up with me because you like my friend, Lols you think I care? This is just a business.
Jie: "You still didn't know anything. Don't accuse me for you don't know."
Mei: " For what I have to know?" All I know you just throw me up for no reasons at all.. That's how you ended our relationship. And Ok, I don't care anymore. So if we meet again each other in the future, that's maybe a business purposes only."
"And, I only care about myself now, I'm better"
Mei left and go back to the office, while Xian called her and ask to meet him at the park..
Xian: "Hi Mei.. I know you know that when we are still in our high school days, I'm already In love with you. Even you don't like me before, now when i say, I like you, are you going to believe?
Mei: "Why? Huh.. what do you like about me? Ugh I don't believe. I'm annoying, selfish, always looking for attention, I'm almost childish when getting mad. But I'm smart and pretty. So, aside from that what is so nice about me?"
Xian: "Are you always asking like this stuffs when someone tells you that they like you?"
Mei: "Ugh, what should I say then?"
Xian: "You always starting a relationship with many questions?"
Mei: "How I should start then?"
Xian: "By dating. Know the person."
Mei: "Dating? Should people always dating in the start of relationship? Why not go back to the old times where the guy visits and waits the girl at home? No holding hands, no kisses."
Xian: "You like that? Then should I do it now? Like before?"
Mei: "Hell , no."
Xian: "But, still, I like you."
Mei: "How come you like me? you said, you're a popular singer and pianist."
Xian: "So? Is there a level of people who can only like you? But, I love you."
Mei: "I'm not saying that, I mean...... Suddenly Xian grab Mei's waist and kiss her in the lips, Mei felt that the world just stop for 10 seconds. She's totally can't do anything and think herself.. "Why, why I can't move? Why is the feeling like this? I can't let go of this."
Mei felt that is the perfect and sweetest kiss she had in her whole life. A kiss that she read in the books, a kiss with true love and with magic that you can't ever compare to anyone's kiss that you had in your life. The kiss that will change everything and will make you fall in love, true love.
After Xian brought Mei to her home,
Xian: "Goodnight dear"
Mei hearts has been fluttering while going inside, finish bath and go to her bed, she keeps wondering how, why, she can't even explain, all she know is she is very happy and keep smiling. She's waiting Xian to call her again before sleep. Until..
She fell asleep..
In the morning..
Mei: "Why isn't he calling?" She yells....."Didn't he know I'm waiting his call since last night :-/ ugh never mind, I'll wait after I eat.."
1 hour later...
"Aissshhh I don't like this feeling, I'm gonna throw my phone!!!!"
__"He said, He love me, he kissed me, then he gave me a ride going home and say goodnight dear. And today is Sunday, no work and he hasn't called me.. It doesn't makes sense. T_T .."
~~The guy is actually order her a food for afternoon snack~~ Hehehehe.
Xian checks his phone and whispers, "Should I call her or I wait her call. I'm shy after all. What if she reject me suddenly?"
He ask someone to deliver the food to Mei's house, then Mei called him and said: "Hey what's all of this food and so many? Come here and eat with me.."
Xian: "I'm busy now, don't worry I already eat. Please eat a lot ok"
At night..
Mei go to the place where Xian and Her always playing when they was still a kid, she's waiting that something coincidence will happen that night, even though Mei just met again that guy, She fell in love already with him.. But, she still feel hesitate because of the past incidents that she's always getting heartbroken and left by the guy she loves..
She called the guy, while calling she suddenly hold the call and cancel..
Mei: "Ugh, wait, why I'm calling him? I already did this before, so stupid, I won't call him!"
"Wwaaaait....! Why I keep thinking of him?? Aiish" She whispered with a sad face..
Xian really didn't call Mei when he will about to sleep.. Instead, he look and kiss Mei picture in his phone.. "Goodnight, Mei.."
The next day, Mei and her friends having a breakfast and talking about guys..
Lina: "Hey Ann, why don't to you go out already with your suitor?"
Ann: "Ugh, go out, you said? Aissh it's just waste of time, now he likes me, ask me to date, but he even don't ask me go on a sweet date which is only the two of us, he always wants us to go to the bar or hotel with his friends.. Even he ask me to meet his parents, in the end he will only left me and find another girl, he is not that serious. It's just a waste of time!"
"EXACTLY A WASTE OF TIME!!!! A waste of feelings.." She smiled..
Mei: "Oh okay"
Next day..
Mei done work and preparing to go back home when Xian waits her at the gate of their office.
Xian said: "Have you been well? Why you didn't call me?"
Mei: "Eh why??"
Xian: "I've waited for your answers, please tell me how you feel?"
Mei was silently tell to herself, "I guess I have to tell to him, that I know he is just played me for fun, because I looked so easy to get"
Mei: "It was fun.=) "
Xian: "hah?" then a girl come out from Xian's car who's Mei hate.. the girl come to him and hug him.
Mei said to herself.. "See! right, geez"
Mei: "You two look together, hope you live well!! GRRRR!!"
Following day.. Xian comes to Mei house to eat with her..
Xian: "I miss you.."
Mei: "What now?"
Xian: " Do you want we live together here?"
Mei: "What are you saying? Isn't it enough that you played me for fun, ah?"
Xian: "Me? What's wrong with you? Can't someone like me, like you? Did you think I was not serious?"
Mei: "Yah, Why you just kissed me that day, why? You said you love me, but you didn't call afterwards, then you do all the craziest thing and now you will appear here? Do you think you're normal? I really can't see what did you like about me."
Xian: "That is why I kissed you. Because you're always getting mad over tiny details. What's with you that you always gone mad."
Mei: "Because, I can't understand."
Xian: "Because when you fall in love, you're using your head first. why not listen to your heart?"
Mei: "Me, using my head? You think why I'm like this? I'm just being aware of guys like you."
Xian: "Then when I tell you, when , why and how I like you, are you going to believe in my feelings?"
Mei:" Haisshh Im going out already, late for work"
Xian: "Now I don't understand you, are you being uncomfortable when I'm being serious? Ugh you're such a puzzle."
Mei: "Yes so uncomfortable, I'm gonna die, Sheez"
*feel free to share my posts, but don't copy it, thanks for reading!
Yeon♥
posted from Bloggeroid
Wednesday, June 25, 2014
She Needs Love
Short Story
conversation of a girl who always taken for granted and the guy who likes her very much
At the bar..
I said to him: "Why do I feel like I'm alone?"
He asked me: "What happened?"
I answered: "You know? I have a lot of friends... They said I'm good. Yeah I'm kind, thoughtful and friendly"
"Sometimes, I'm bad."
"What's the point of living as a good person? If you are kind, you'll be blessed.
Do you believe in words like that?"
"Why do I always feel the world hates me?"
He said: Why are you alone now? At this time at least someone is by your side to accompany you.
"Ah.. So you come here because you see me alone and pitiful?" She asked with smile..
"Because at this time, a girl all by herself without friends, without lover, is drinking?"
(Serious)
"Nobody loves me...
But, I am fine..
Why? I'm alone in this world anyway..
Because even I am with friends, We're on our own..
Also, I wasn't born to be loved..
I was born to eat and live well on my own..
Also... You see, I like being lonely.." She laughs..
He asked: "Were you always like this?"
I said: "What do you mean? Where will you find a woman who is always like this?It is something you will realize as you live. The world's secret..
Except me, everyone is a stranger."
He said: "If you keep live believing that, isn't it hard?"
I answered: "Why? If people hate me for being like this, then I hate them too. It's simple. There's no reason for me to look good to people who don't like me. I am having a hard time liking back people who like me. It's killing me!" .... Eyes set straight to the guy with teary eyes...
While going home..
She said: "What's the reason for me to live kindly?" That's all a trap that people set up to stab you in the back.. Living like this is so comfortable and easy.."
Her purse fell..
"Ugh, look at this, It's not going the way I want it to, anyways..
Why should I live being conscious of other people?"
yeon
conversation of a girl who always taken for granted and the guy who likes her very much
At the bar..
I said to him: "Why do I feel like I'm alone?"
He asked me: "What happened?"
I answered: "You know? I have a lot of friends... They said I'm good. Yeah I'm kind, thoughtful and friendly"
"Sometimes, I'm bad."
"What's the point of living as a good person? If you are kind, you'll be blessed.
Do you believe in words like that?"
"Why do I always feel the world hates me?"
He said: Why are you alone now? At this time at least someone is by your side to accompany you.
"Ah.. So you come here because you see me alone and pitiful?" She asked with smile..
"Because at this time, a girl all by herself without friends, without lover, is drinking?"
(Serious)
"Nobody loves me...
But, I am fine..
Why? I'm alone in this world anyway..
Because even I am with friends, We're on our own..
Also, I wasn't born to be loved..
I was born to eat and live well on my own..
Also... You see, I like being lonely.." She laughs..
He asked: "Were you always like this?"
I said: "What do you mean? Where will you find a woman who is always like this?It is something you will realize as you live. The world's secret..
Except me, everyone is a stranger."
He said: "If you keep live believing that, isn't it hard?"
I answered: "Why? If people hate me for being like this, then I hate them too. It's simple. There's no reason for me to look good to people who don't like me. I am having a hard time liking back people who like me. It's killing me!" .... Eyes set straight to the guy with teary eyes...
~Today is like yesterday.. And even tomorrow nothing will change.. Don't cry.. Protect yourself.. ~
She said: "What's the reason for me to live kindly?" That's all a trap that people set up to stab you in the back.. Living like this is so comfortable and easy.."
Her purse fell..
"Ugh, look at this, It's not going the way I want it to, anyways..
Why should I live being conscious of other people?"
yeon
How To Make Up With Her?
If you want to make up again with your ex-girlfriend..
I'm feeling teenager now to make some advice based on my friends and my own experience.
1. Straight to the point that don't expect that she still likes you, no matter what. When a girl hurts, no one can describe how much pain she feels, if a girl says "no", don't force her. Well, If a girl still likes you, it will be a surprise, but she will never be the same as before. Not all girls will chase the guy after he broke her heart, left to nowhere and will back and pretend nothing happen and we will happy to say that "OMG, he's back?! Ah finally, I love him so much!" NO! Remember if the girl said she's tired and shes had enough. It's true. (Depends in you two are married couple or with a baby. lol)
~~ Even we still like you, we will never say it.. We want to see if you are serious to us and you love me so much.
2.Talk to her in private. We, especially me I like if the guy will suddenly call me and ask me "How are you?" Well.. I find it very special and melts my heart if a guy will call..And don't let us know that you miss us or what ever the reason you called. Few only will do that kind of thing. We want you to talk to us in person.. So if you live very very far away, other country or other planet.. You have to come!
~ Try to talk to her friends too, but remember her friends hate you more than she hates you. They can curse you and talk to a witch to cast a spell over to you. HAHAHAHA! Try a mild gathering or ask them what you have to do or if there is a chance, or just ask and tell them you are sorry too for hurting. For me, I like when a guy talks to my friends about me. =]
3. Ask if we can still be friends? Yes, you can. But, again don't expect us to change and back to normal as before. Because that is a a miracle.. They said...LIFE GOES ON...or SHE STILL LOVE YOU AND EXPECT YOU TO BE BACK. Hmmmm?! It's a little awkward because we girls, find it hard to be sweet again with you guys who broke our heart..
~ The answer will be only YES if she's still like you or wants you to come back. And a NO if she's done with you, PERIOD!
4. Always think what are you really want to say. We hate things that we make us bored. You should always tell anything like a story, about your life, about happy thoughts. You can ask us a questions but don;t be so forward or overboard. You may end up being kicked out by our heels or pointed shoes. A flying hand too.
~~ Try to do a surprise or anything which you not yet do for her. Not so glamorous but let her feel she's special for you.
5.Don't Joke. Be serious. If you do it,we will only think that you are not sure to your feelings and you only want to make fun of us. We won't ever fall in any of your tricks. Not all girls is as stupid as you know. Remember a hurt girl will curse you. LOL
~ You know what kind of joke. Not the joke as you trying to make her laugh out of your pick up lines or what ever.
6 Don't say promises. Because promises are made to be broken. It's true. You want a second chance or else, Be true and say it clearly to her.. establishing things in a proper way will make us think that you are sincere.
~Girls mostly always looking forward to a promises. They hold to that belief that you love them.
7. Say sorry and mean it. Even our hearts has been broken by our love ones, we still wanna hear the words sorry and feel that you really mean it.. Don't let us remember the last worst situation or any situation that you did last time that make your girl sad and hurt. Don't make us worried again that you may end up doing it again, we are not just afraid.. Do you want us to feel that "why am I always hurt by the one I love"
Simply, we don't blame you guys if you hurt us even you don't mean it. Because we think also to avoid let you feel that you only hurt me".. Make a proper and serious apology from your heart.
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Removing sadness and sorrows in our heart is a part of moving on and to have a peaceful life..Because forgiveness is what we can give to you, for us to move on, and start a new life.. You are part of it.. Should I forgive you or not, it's me who will suffer.. And that's not mean I accept you again in my life.. If we two are meant to each other for real, then we will be together.. And let's see if it's part of us too.
We are still have the loveliest heart of all..
*Photo credits from google.
~yeon
I'm feeling teenager now to make some advice based on my friends and my own experience.
1. Straight to the point that don't expect that she still likes you, no matter what. When a girl hurts, no one can describe how much pain she feels, if a girl says "no", don't force her. Well, If a girl still likes you, it will be a surprise, but she will never be the same as before. Not all girls will chase the guy after he broke her heart, left to nowhere and will back and pretend nothing happen and we will happy to say that "OMG, he's back?! Ah finally, I love him so much!" NO! Remember if the girl said she's tired and shes had enough. It's true. (Depends in you two are married couple or with a baby. lol)
~~ Even we still like you, we will never say it.. We want to see if you are serious to us and you love me so much.
It's not people who change,
it's the feeling anyway..
~ Try to talk to her friends too, but remember her friends hate you more than she hates you. They can curse you and talk to a witch to cast a spell over to you. HAHAHAHA! Try a mild gathering or ask them what you have to do or if there is a chance, or just ask and tell them you are sorry too for hurting. For me, I like when a guy talks to my friends about me. =]
3. Ask if we can still be friends? Yes, you can. But, again don't expect us to change and back to normal as before. Because that is a a miracle.. They said...LIFE GOES ON...or SHE STILL LOVE YOU AND EXPECT YOU TO BE BACK. Hmmmm?! It's a little awkward because we girls, find it hard to be sweet again with you guys who broke our heart..
~ The answer will be only YES if she's still like you or wants you to come back. And a NO if she's done with you, PERIOD!
YOUR EX ASKING TO BE FRIENDS
AFTER BREAKING UP IS LIKE........
KIDNAPPERS ASKING TO "KEEP IN TOUCH"
AFTER LETTING YOU GO
-_-
4. Always think what are you really want to say. We hate things that we make us bored. You should always tell anything like a story, about your life, about happy thoughts. You can ask us a questions but don;t be so forward or overboard. You may end up being kicked out by our heels or pointed shoes. A flying hand too.
"YESTERDAY
YOU SAID
TOMORROW"
5.Don't Joke. Be serious. If you do it,we will only think that you are not sure to your feelings and you only want to make fun of us. We won't ever fall in any of your tricks. Not all girls is as stupid as you know. Remember a hurt girl will curse you. LOL
~ You know what kind of joke. Not the joke as you trying to make her laugh out of your pick up lines or what ever.
"Do you believe in love
at first sight?
Or, should I walk by again?" ^_<
6 Don't say promises. Because promises are made to be broken. It's true. You want a second chance or else, Be true and say it clearly to her.. establishing things in a proper way will make us think that you are sincere.
"Since you went away..
my heart breaks everyday..
you don't know because
you're not there.."
7. Say sorry and mean it. Even our hearts has been broken by our love ones, we still wanna hear the words sorry and feel that you really mean it.. Don't let us remember the last worst situation or any situation that you did last time that make your girl sad and hurt. Don't make us worried again that you may end up doing it again, we are not just afraid.. Do you want us to feel that "why am I always hurt by the one I love"
Simply, we don't blame you guys if you hurt us even you don't mean it. Because we think also to avoid let you feel that you only hurt me".. Make a proper and serious apology from your heart.
Removing sadness and sorrows in our heart is a part of moving on and to have a peaceful life..Because forgiveness is what we can give to you, for us to move on, and start a new life.. You are part of it.. Should I forgive you or not, it's me who will suffer.. And that's not mean I accept you again in my life.. If we two are meant to each other for real, then we will be together.. And let's see if it's part of us too.
*Photo credits from google.
Wednesday, June 04, 2014
Love Ends Here
Chapter 5
(The End)
I don't know how to say.. People keep saying, it will pass, it will gone, but until now its very hurt.. He even don't say why he choose to be just friends after what he promise to me that he will go through anything just for me.. Going here and taking me to their place.. in the future we will be together..
Is it because I don't deseve to be loved? Why I always getting hurt with the same reasons? Am I that stupid? My heart always longing and missing him.. What did i do to make him not love me anymore? He said, He will still come and see me, he will stay with me.. But he said that I should find a person who can love me "here" ... Is it because I keep yelling at him? I keep getting mad because he is like that? Yes he is not sweet.. He will only sweet if he want or feel.. He also said.. "Even I love you, Im already like this.." I know my bad because I keep getting angry, because I was looking for attention.. But I already say sorry, I'm almost ask him not to leave me.. Why always like this..Why...... :'(
The pain is so... I can't explain.. Tired..I don't care if my parents get mad at me..
He didn't care.. I did everything to forget him, I go to salon, color my hair, footspa, I go theme parks, swimming, drinking, malling.. Everything to make me happy, but at the end of the day.. It's still hurt.. All the happy memories we did together, will be end as MEMORIES.. All just suddenly gone.. (sigh) Im almost destroy my self again..
Just one thing.. If he really don't want me anymore, why would i fight my love if he already gave it up. If he not care, why should I care? If that's what he wanted, I won't bother him anymore.. Even it hurts me.. I will face it, I will endure it. It's always be the same.. Because it's always happen to me.. But I can breathe now and live again without worries and a carefree life, no cries, no sorrows. I BELIEVED IT WILL PASSED. I am worthy than all and that's what you can't see.. Desperate to fight my love when you don't even do anything. When you can't fight your love to me. You don't know how I feel, because you are not here.. And I hope if you want to back again, do not try, because I am tired to the point that I cannot love you anymore.. I don't know. If it's not you, there will be someone out there who will love and accept me.
Many friends advices me but I never listen, We know when people gives advices to us, we won't do it, because it is still us who have to choose. Because I love him, and I'm in shocked. Torn to pieces, Brain cells shattered. But in the end of they day you know that it is right. and that is what you have to do.
Maybe now, yes, I'm lost. But sooner, you will realize what you did and you will regret it. I hope so.
So many people who love me, but I can't see them.. Why? Because I only looking at you. But now.. I won't look for anything, I am just here, waiting.. And focus to my future self for now..
Thanks for Everything.
(The End)
I don't know how to say.. People keep saying, it will pass, it will gone, but until now its very hurt.. He even don't say why he choose to be just friends after what he promise to me that he will go through anything just for me.. Going here and taking me to their place.. in the future we will be together..
The pain is so... I can't explain.. Tired..I don't care if my parents get mad at me..
He didn't care.. I did everything to forget him, I go to salon, color my hair, footspa, I go theme parks, swimming, drinking, malling.. Everything to make me happy, but at the end of the day.. It's still hurt.. All the happy memories we did together, will be end as MEMORIES.. All just suddenly gone.. (sigh) Im almost destroy my self again..
Just one thing.. If he really don't want me anymore, why would i fight my love if he already gave it up. If he not care, why should I care? If that's what he wanted, I won't bother him anymore.. Even it hurts me.. I will face it, I will endure it. It's always be the same.. Because it's always happen to me.. But I can breathe now and live again without worries and a carefree life, no cries, no sorrows. I BELIEVED IT WILL PASSED. I am worthy than all and that's what you can't see.. Desperate to fight my love when you don't even do anything. When you can't fight your love to me. You don't know how I feel, because you are not here.. And I hope if you want to back again, do not try, because I am tired to the point that I cannot love you anymore.. I don't know. If it's not you, there will be someone out there who will love and accept me.
Many friends advices me but I never listen, We know when people gives advices to us, we won't do it, because it is still us who have to choose. Because I love him, and I'm in shocked. Torn to pieces, Brain cells shattered. But in the end of they day you know that it is right. and that is what you have to do.
Maybe now, yes, I'm lost. But sooner, you will realize what you did and you will regret it. I hope so.
So many people who love me, but I can't see them.. Why? Because I only looking at you. But now.. I won't look for anything, I am just here, waiting.. And focus to my future self for now..
Thanks for Everything.
yeon
Monday, June 02, 2014
Just A Dream
Napaginipan ko nanaman siya..
Sa school na naman, binigyan nya ako ng chichirya, Clover ata, hahaha hindi ko na matandaan basta muka siyang clover kulay white and yellow yung balot niya.. Examintaion day ata yun, nung dumaan siya sa samin, tinititigan ko siya tapos winawagayway niya yung clover, nang iinggit kung baga. HEHE! Habang nakain kasi siya non, tapos na yung exam, pauwi na at bigla siyang lumapit sakin tapos sabi nya, heto oh tinirhan kita, tara uwi na tayo.. Tapos hinawakan niya ung kamay ko at tapos na yung panaginip -_____-
Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit kasi sabi nila napapginipan mo lng daw yung isang tao kapag namimiss mo sya.. O siya yung taong naisip mo bago matulog. Pero hindi ko naman sya naiisip bago ako matulog.. Kasi iba yung taong iniisip ko.. Hehe.. Pero siguro Oo, namimiss ko din sya.. Sino ba ang hindi mkakamiss sa taong first love mo?
Habang iniisip ko kung bakit ko sya napaginipan, nag online agad ako sa Facebook at lakas loob ko siyang ni-PM (private message) hindi ko nga alam ano nakain ko eh, kasi nang iisnob kasi siyanung huli kong na-chat. I mean hindi siya ngreply.. "seen zoned".. and never ko pa siya nakasama as in kami lang dalawa.. Long story po about sa kanya, pag sinipag ako ayun baka ikwento ko din dito.. ^_^ Then ayun, tinanong ko siya kung kamusta na siya,bilis ng reply nya, sabi nya, "ok lng namam, napa chat ka ata" Ayun, tapos bigla ko na lang naisipan na magpasama manuod ng sine, kahit nahihiya ako, tinanong ko pa din, minsan lang mangyari yung pagkakataong magreply sya kapag ng-chat ka eh..
Kaso po makakasama lang sya kapag natapos na niya ginagawa nila sa bahay.. ._. Eh muntik na nga umulan, buti na lang hindi.. Kaso ulit, 4 pm na hindi pa rin siya ngrereply.. ._. Nung ngpm na ulit ako.. sabi ko, "(insert name......)" hindi pa rin siya nagrereply.. ayun baka nga busy. Hay, kalungkot lang, feeling ko tuloy wala ng gustong dumamay sakin.. T_T ....
Pero masaya na akong nakausap ko siya ulit pagkatapos ng mahabang panahon.. =]
#MALANDE MODE
#FIRST LOVE
princessyeon
Sa school na naman, binigyan nya ako ng chichirya, Clover ata, hahaha hindi ko na matandaan basta muka siyang clover kulay white and yellow yung balot niya.. Examintaion day ata yun, nung dumaan siya sa samin, tinititigan ko siya tapos winawagayway niya yung clover, nang iinggit kung baga. HEHE! Habang nakain kasi siya non, tapos na yung exam, pauwi na at bigla siyang lumapit sakin tapos sabi nya, heto oh tinirhan kita, tara uwi na tayo.. Tapos hinawakan niya ung kamay ko at tapos na yung panaginip -_____-
Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit kasi sabi nila napapginipan mo lng daw yung isang tao kapag namimiss mo sya.. O siya yung taong naisip mo bago matulog. Pero hindi ko naman sya naiisip bago ako matulog.. Kasi iba yung taong iniisip ko.. Hehe.. Pero siguro Oo, namimiss ko din sya.. Sino ba ang hindi mkakamiss sa taong first love mo?
Habang iniisip ko kung bakit ko sya napaginipan, nag online agad ako sa Facebook at lakas loob ko siyang ni-PM (private message) hindi ko nga alam ano nakain ko eh, kasi nang iisnob kasi siyanung huli kong na-chat. I mean hindi siya ngreply.. "seen zoned".. and never ko pa siya nakasama as in kami lang dalawa.. Long story po about sa kanya, pag sinipag ako ayun baka ikwento ko din dito.. ^_^ Then ayun, tinanong ko siya kung kamusta na siya,bilis ng reply nya, sabi nya, "ok lng namam, napa chat ka ata" Ayun, tapos bigla ko na lang naisipan na magpasama manuod ng sine, kahit nahihiya ako, tinanong ko pa din, minsan lang mangyari yung pagkakataong magreply sya kapag ng-chat ka eh..
Pero masaya na akong nakausap ko siya ulit pagkatapos ng mahabang panahon.. =]
#MALANDE MODE
#FIRST LOVE
princessyeon
Monday, April 21, 2014
Take Me To Your Heart
Chapter 4
(Discovering Together)
(Discovering Together)
As the day goes by...
Our hearts beats us one...
Every single day, every single week..
Every fight, every sulking
One wrong word becomes problem
One sentence becomes misunderstanding
One joke becomes serious
And sorry is not just enough...
Pride versus love..
Fight sometimes needs in relationship..
To test how long your love can stand and how the two of you will make it up for it..
They say, without it, it means there's no caring and love..
Yeah, but with this fight sometimes, I can know what his heart wants..
Yeah, I easy to feel sad, mad and easy to cry..
I only want him to care at me..
Even I know he is not that sweet guy..
I feel he is serious with me..
He is just jealous..
Sometimes he is sweet and caring..
But sometimes he is sulking and get mad easily..
What can I do? To make him calm..and understand him.. to be sweet even I hate him when he like that..
We don't let each other sleep til we fix the problems..
Instead of pride.. Why not just love each other more..
There's a lot failed relationship out there because of that pride..
Why?
They wait each other who will say sorry first...
No message or talk to each other..
You think you have a lot of time for your pride?
....It's not too late...
Even we fight.. I believe it's nice.. That we fight because he is always jelaous.. Yeah, because we are far away.. He don't like men around me.. I like telling story... But sometimes he misunderstood it.. I get mad too if he tease me bad... If he not sweet and forget me too...
I am a person who like attention always especially by my love one..
I like a guy who care and sweet to me..
With that I feel i am being loved..
Of course I do feel, that he feel the same.. Even we not yet see each other... He calls me when he know I'm sad.. And sometimes, I force him to call me if I want hear his voice..
“Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.”
Best Relationship: Talk like best friends, play like children, argue like husband and wife, protect each other like brother and sister.
♥
Invest love into your life. Because when you love life, life will love you back. And theres no attraction greater than love. People will notice the goodness surrounding you, and they will be naturally attracted to you.
“I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together.”
― Lisa Kleypas, Blue-Eyed Devil
“Every couple needs to argue now and then. Just to prove that the relationship is strong enough to survive. Long-term relationships, the ones that matter, are all about weathering the peaks and the valleys.” ― Nicholas Sparks
Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option..
princessyeon ♥
posted from Bloggeroid
Friday, February 28, 2014
What Is A Real Boyfriend?
A REAL BOYFRIEND
I don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don't care if you are a guy or a woman.
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.
When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her
When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go
When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her
When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong
When she ignores you
Give her your attention
When she pulls away
Pull her back
When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful
When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word
When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind
When she's scared
Protect her
When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night
When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up
When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand
When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh
When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes
don't look away until she does
When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers
When she re-posts this bulletin
she wants you to read it
- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's OK don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is: "Whose ass am i kicking baby?"
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credits to https://www.facebook.com/official.AnneCurtis/photos/a.197696223582412.48262.195556317129736/586744848010879/?type=1
(Just Reading)
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I saw this post at some website and some comments are so hard and gettin wrong and negative with this post..
I think this post is not really "What girl wants to be with their guys" It's like... Just you know girls, ladies, woman is just want attention, appreciation and to be loved.. (Of course...So....) And I think The one who create it and "if a girl like this, a guy should be like that" Is not that the girl demands what a guy need to do. I don't know if you get my point. It's just...like hints.. or what a guy will or need to do if their girlfriends are like that like these...so if their girl have a problem, having bad moods, bad days, a good insights. Just like that.. LOL, sweet things are the sweetest. Accept your girl for what and who she is.. Even she is a crying baby, an evil witch (lol) always wants you, missing you, loving you.. "A real woman never demands and a real man know how to take care of their lover."
For me.. It's not important having a perfect or right man... Or what your guy or man should be and have to be... No Requirements...No Instructions..Just..If you and Him is doing the sweet efforts, care to each other, loving each other physically and mentally, appreciation, respect both sides, being loyal and having TRUST to each other is the most IMPORTANT of all.. Then the two of YOU will be perfectly together.. =)
Happy and Contented!
BE and STAY POSITIVE!
♥♥♥
I don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don't care if you are a guy or a woman.
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.
When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her
When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go
When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her
When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong
When she ignores you
Give her your attention
When she pulls away
Pull her back
When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful
When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word
When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind
When she's scared
Protect her
When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night
When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up
When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand
When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh
When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes
don't look away until she does
When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers
When she re-posts this bulletin
she wants you to read it
- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's OK don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is: "Whose ass am i kicking baby?"
.
.
credits to https://www.facebook.com/official.AnneCurtis/photos/a.197696223582412.48262.195556317129736/586744848010879/?type=1
(Just Reading)
.
.
I saw this post at some website and some comments are so hard and gettin wrong and negative with this post..
I think this post is not really "What girl wants to be with their guys" It's like... Just you know girls, ladies, woman is just want attention, appreciation and to be loved.. (Of course...So....) And I think The one who create it and "if a girl like this, a guy should be like that" Is not that the girl demands what a guy need to do. I don't know if you get my point. It's just...like hints.. or what a guy will or need to do if their girlfriends are like that like these...so if their girl have a problem, having bad moods, bad days, a good insights. Just like that.. LOL, sweet things are the sweetest. Accept your girl for what and who she is.. Even she is a crying baby, an evil witch (lol) always wants you, missing you, loving you.. "A real woman never demands and a real man know how to take care of their lover."
For me.. It's not important having a perfect or right man... Or what your guy or man should be and have to be... No Requirements...No Instructions..Just..If you and Him is doing the sweet efforts, care to each other, loving each other physically and mentally, appreciation, respect both sides, being loyal and having TRUST to each other is the most IMPORTANT of all.. Then the two of YOU will be perfectly together.. =)
Happy and Contented!
BE and STAY POSITIVE!
♥♥♥
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
My Love From the Star Review ♥
Though I'm not yet done watching this Korean drama series at the internet. I can make a review already. I'm at episode 19 already.. (and i am streaming it at dramaload, you can also download it)And i will say sorry first because I'm going to spoil it already! Hehe! Why I like this drama in the first place? First of all, Kim So Hyun and my favorite Korean actress Jun Ji Hyun is the main character. Second, The story is about A Girl who is very beautiful and popular and A Guy which is handsome and smart fall in love with each other and they are very different. Third, the story is just too charming for me and I really like this kind of drama. LOL, comedy and romantic one. and the other Reasons are I just love it and you have to watch it for you to know.. Haha, I even ask my friends to watch this.. :P
I think I always cry in this drama whenever Cheon Song yi is crying or hurt. Hahaha.. I even making a dialogue photos for her unforgettable painful lines like this..
Just click for the picture to see clearly the caption
My own photo dialogue caption.
Anyway, There's more sweet and romantic moments for them too.. Hihihihihih ^^
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| Cheon Song Yi missing Do Min Joon at the other room, she's trying if he can hear her.. LOL |
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| "Stare at me.. I will do anything to make your heart fluttered with me.. If I still can't make you like me, it means I'm just like a washing machine or rice cooker to you." - Cheon Song Yi |
Sound Tracks that I love the most
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-F0Jyj3-FiY&list=PLUXFs3YhmN2lsWlkfvx7BIK8z-PyIVkLF
My Destiny and Hello, Good Bye.
I am super relate with this drama because i have a love and he's far away. Before, We are not like this as sweet.. before we are always fighting, that he keep pushing me away, that he don't like me, that he even can't imagine that we will be close as this. But now, we are happy, even if we are different, our minds and heart is the same and will always love each other no matter what happen.
I hope Korea make more quality like drama like this again, I'm looking forward for more shocking and a-must-watch-drama!
♥
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