Happiness ♥

You can start creating your happiness, first is SMILE. You can smile, yes. Why not? Get all the  positive energy that life gave for everyone. DREAM. BELIEVE. DO IT.

Start being honest to yourself, know what you want and what you need. You can't forever depend on anyone in your  life, you are the only one who you can count on.. Don't problem the problems, it's already problem, don't make it another problem. Do what it takes. If you fail, it means you tried. Trying something you don't know what will be the result, but trying means you want to know how to solve it or how can you manage to trust and believe in yourself. Mistakes is a part of life and a lesson. Accept it and Bring it on!
Don't waste your time loving those people who really are not worth it. There will be a time when you don't need to look for  love or happiness.. A time when you can start think of doing something for yourself before anyone else. Be productive, don't frown, explore somewhere be with someone who you really  love and  loves you and enjoy every day of your life! Happiness starts from us and not to other people, if we know how to love ourselves first, then wherever we go we can find happiness without looking it first to other people.Spending time with the right and real people and enjoying things that you already have, you don't have to look for anything. Be contented. You can always have anything you are deserved. With those things, you can find contentment and contentment means happiness.. If you are not contented then you are not happy. You will try  to keep looking for something that will make you happy. That's people in real world unless they find themselves in a very hard situation then a thought and realization will come..

You can always meet right people, but you have to know who is the real ones.. Do not be afraid of anything. After you love and understand yourself, you can find happiness everywhere in every opportunity. Don't let  negative people hanging around you. Cheer up! Just don't expect too much, expecting too much leads to destroying yourself because you're gonna change again. Work up and reach your dreams. Get out from your comfort zone. If you know what you want, you can always do something. Don't be lazy, time is too precious..

Forgive everyone, forgive yourself, forget all the things that hurt you before, that's already a lesson in your life. If you keep stick on it, you can never move on, you can never find happiness. When you forgive you will receive the peaceful in your heart.. Let go all the negative things inside of you. Accept and be happy with what you have now, we are not  living forever, enjoy the every single day of our lives.. Always thank God for all the blessings he gave especially, today, that we are living and tomorrow again for another life. Thank Him for everything.


yeon

From This Day Forward ♥

Chapter 3 
(I Love You So)

I'm so happy to have this feeling again and again and with the same person.
I thought I will never have someone like you in my life after what happen before..
I can say I'm falling in love and  I am finally know how it feels..
How it feels to be loved again.. ^_^

I've been waiting
I've been longing
I am so glad you want me to stay..
You didn't push me away..

So for now, Please take care of yourself for me.. And I will take care myself for you.. And will always here for you, every single day, will always love you.. Happily and contented. :p

"Even we not yet meet, I know someday we will, And I will be waiting for that day.. And when that day comes, You and I will be the happiest people in the world..

...You and Me in our perfect world..and create wonderful memories..."

Our song..: In Love With You
Wanna post his picture.. His record voice for me.. What he do.. How he is..?
But later he will get mad. Hahaha :p
Maybe soon *i'm evil witch again*

♥

Teddy Bear

Small, cute and a fluffy friend of mine.
My companion.
I named him Seol

The one who always wait me to go back home.
The one who every day's watching me how to eat my foods.
The one who sees me how  I do my make up.
The  one who always saw how I dress.

The one who is there to spy whose the person I chat or talk.
The one who was watching my online games.
The one who secure me if a friend is here to visit me.
The one who is accompany me when i watching movies at my free time.


The one who always see how I am so happy if someone make me happy.
The one who is there if I am pissed off.
The one that is ready to wait to hug when I am sad.
The one who is being my shoulder when I cry every night.

He is my room mate at my room. Even he is not talking, moving. I know he understands me.
Even my room is coming messy. I always clean and stay away my seol first before anything else.
He is the only one who can understand me. Who can see  how I look good when smiling, how  I look terrible when I am sad, and how  I look so hurt when I am in pain. Every night I'm telling to Seol this words..

"I am afraid, that one day, I cannot love anymore.
I am afraid, I cannot feel any love already.
I am afraid, no one can ever let inside my heart again.
I am afraid, My heart will forever numb."

But,

"I am still want to feel how to be loved.
I am still love him.
I want to try.
I am still waiting for him."

Hear this song..
Tomorrow

God Bless 2012!

Ayun oh, 2012 na, ayan na! Sinasabi nila na magugunaw na raw ang mundo! Eh hello, Hindi hahayaan ni God na sirain nya ang sarili nyang creation, basata manalig lang tayo at amgtiwala. Pangalagaan natin and kanyang nilikha, dahil ito'y para sa atin. Maraming pangyayari na ang ating nakikita at nararamdaman. Natural na yun sa mundo, dahil din naman ito sa ating kagagawan. Tayo ay magtulungan na lang upang mas maging maayos ang ating buhay.

Sa pagpasok ng taong ito, Binigyan naman agad ako ng problema. Hahaha. At hanggang ngayon ako ay hindi matahimik. Pero ok na yun sa akin, at least, habang maaga pa ay nasabi at naipahiwatig ko na ang dapat kong ipaalam. Para hindi na ako mabaliw at mawala sa tamang pag iisip. LOL! Sa pagpasok na rin ng taong ito ay bagong buhay na kung saan ay tutuparin ko na ang ipinangako ko sa sarili ko, at umpisahing matupad ang aking mga pangarap. I admit I have a great ambition. Pero, hindi ko rin masasabi kung hanggang saan at kug gaano nga ka-great iyon. LOL Ang tanging masasabi ko na lang ay sana suportahan ako ni papa God at ng aking mga minamahal sa buhay para may lakas ako ng loob tuparin iyon. Dahil hindi lamang yun para sa akin, kundi para sa kanila din.

Ang tanging hiling ko para sa taong ito ay:
1. Sana maging better Lady na ako, kasi last year sabi ko good girl. So ngayun, ibahin natin.
2. Magigng mas mapagbigay na ako, lalo na sa kapatid ko, kahit na minsan gusto ko na syang sakalin pag naiinis ako sa kanya. Kasi mas madrama at matampuhin pa yun kaysa sa akin.
3. Magkakaroon ako ng maayos na work this 2012! Yung food related na!
4. Sana lahat ng mga taong mahal ko ay maging masaya. Yung mga mahal ko sa buhay, iisa lang naman ang lagi kong hiling, eh yung maging ok sila at walang mangyayaring masama sa kanila.
5. At ang huli, Sana hindi nga magunaw muna ang mundo. Please lang. Hahaha.

Wala naman akong hiihiling na materyal na bagay. Kung may dumating man, edi salamat ng marami.
Sana etong taon ay magbigay ng bagong pag asa. Lalo na sa mga nasalanta ng bagyo. Sana ay makabawi din sila, at makapgsimula ng bagong buhay. Sana rin ay magkaisa ng ang mga tao ngayong taon at huwag nang gumawa ng hindi maganda o mabuti. Hindi naman tayo pababayaan ng Maykapal kahit anung mangayari. Manalig lang tayo.

WORLD PEACE for all!

WL

Birthday cake

Hahahaha! Birthday cake, is one of the most kids wishes to have.. It is served to a person on his or her birthday. Surrounded by your friends and family  while they are singing a birthday song for you, making a wish and blow the candles..


Wooootttt!!!!


Anyway, my first birthday cake I had when I was 2 years old. I just saw my birthday celebrations pics in my baby album..An unforgettable memories, that all of your love ones are there and saying, "happy birthday little cute!" and "oh watta cute baby" hahahaha!! (hahahaha talaga!!!) =p


That is also my last birthday cake. I have almost 16 years without cake and candles to blow. =( I don't know why, its just that maybe cakes don't like me. Lol.. So sad yet its true.. I'm celebrating my birthday with my favorite foods together with my family here only in our  house.. Simple yet happy. During my college days, I'm now celebrating my birthday together with my classmates and friends in our house, though we only few, we celebrating it happy. During that time, I also thinking what i'm gonna do with my upcoming 18th birthday. We have a catering management during that time, and the theme of our event is birthday. I requested to ma'am nica that I want to be the debutant in that event. So gladly she agreed. I became sad at first because i'm bothering if my parents will finance my 18th bithday at our school.. And after a week they give me enough money to support it.I really did my best and all hard work in our catering. Because I was assigned in programs (designs,sounds,set-ups, etc.) and  I love arts, i love to design, i can do multitasking job, etc..I get easily mad when somebody not doing their work, lean to others. I'm so happy, when i made the invitations and souvenirs, really cool, matched all the colors,designs and stuffs i want. The theme is tropical rain forest. I love nature.


When the event has come, "OMG!!!!! I only have 1 hour to prepare, and i look very haggard." So, i go to the mock room(mini hotel) then prepare for my debut. Then after an hour the event has started.
I am very happy for my 18th bday..I feel like a Princess escorted by a Prince, walking in a carpet(even if there's really no carpet lol) Then watching my videos (Photos shoot in mock room) and they taking me a shot/picture like i am a famous celebrity in a prestigious birthday event. (dreaming) Hahahaha! My mother is there, friends, professors, classmates, teammates and also my bf that time is there. Anyhow, that event was so great.. Perfect, though the person I want to see is not  there. I felt a little sadness, coz I had no candles to blow that time or should i say, no birthday cake. I supposed that time I will have a cake with candles. But, still, I had a cute little muffins (like muffins in a fountain) made by our classmates(kitchen staffs). Though I have no birthday cake, I'm still happy for that time. I also celebrate my birthday here in our house, that day also a busy day for me, I'm the only one who cook all the dishes I prepared of course with the help of my mom and dad. When the party begins, it rain very hard, and i had a lots of guests, our house is not big, so it gets populated. I always wondered why it always raining during I'm having my birthday.. I know it's rainy season, but hmmm... maybe its a blessing for me.. Hehehe.. But I'm very happy to see them laughing, smiling and enjoying the night even it is raining. That's my unforgettable moment during college days..


August 3, 2010, is one of my happiest birthday I ever had. Why? First, because my friends came over here in our house to celebrate it with me,party,eating,playing billiards, drinking, teasing, funny jokes, etc.. Second, My high school friends, buy a foods,drinks and we celebrate it together in their house. And last, when my college classmates buy me a cake (mini mamon) with candle. We are in HRM laboratory that day having western cuisine lab, at first Tristan ordered me to wash the plates, I got a little bit angry coz he forced me to wash it, but it's okay, rather than to disobey him.. Then while I'm washing those plates, Tristan and my classmates sang a happy birthday song for me.. I didn't expected and I'm so very shocked that time, I want to cry, but my tears doesn't want to flow.. Its my 2nd time to blew again the candles.. ^_^ I am very thankful for having them in my life.. I hope this coming 20th birthday will be more blessings to come, (ohmy tanda ko na! Im not a teen anymore T_T lol) even without cake and candles to blow just having my family and friends are safe and happy would be okay. ^_^
(regalo na lang po.. Okay na yun! =p HAHAHA!!! kidding)


WhiteLady