Secret Love

It's started as a crush


Today, I looked up into the sky aimlessly
I tried to draw your face slowly
I tell myself that I need to forget you
But you’re the only one for me
It can’t be anyone else
Will you now accept my heart?

Should I tell you that I love you?
Do you know how I feel when I look at you everyday?
If you stay by my side, I don’t want anything else
Will you just please stay by my side?
Should I try to run to you?
I want to know the way you feel about me
That’s the only thing I need
I can’t imagine a day without you
Will you accept the way I feel about you?



pRincessyeon

Someone

Someone asked me what I like in a guy..

I said, "Tall, dark and handsome..

But, that is only my dream guy and an impression. What I want really is..

Someone who will live and stay very long time with me and will never leave me.."

Whatever the reasons... As long as he love me and will stay with me, that is worth much already.



Yeon♥

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Conversation With A Shadow

Are you hurt?Or are you confused?
Is there someone who loves you now?
Do you like him?

To think that you should be happy, that there's someone who's loving you,
the real YOU.
But why your heart is crying.
I can see you're happy, but what is wrong now?

Are you going to ignore him? Avoid him now?
Even it will break your heart by being apart from him?
Don't ask me how, I also don't know. That's why I'm talking to you.

Too much sadness and sorrows
Just how I define love..
Love?
Its really wonderful.
But, what can you do if you are afraid?
You love. You can be afraid.
But you are afraid to be hurt.
But you cannot love at all if you don't try.

There's no words to express how to love..
It is by action
There's no wrong to try again
Try and try until you found your true love.

Failure is a part of life
If you don't fail it means you didn't try at all
If you are too hurt or you are not prepared
How can you know if you are ready?

If you are really scared to do it
OK you can stop..
But be sure when you stop,
You will never regret it..



yeon❤

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Question and Answer

1.
A Guys ask me..
"Do you like to be getting hit?"

I answered.. "No.. Why would I??? I like to hit people that being hit.." She laughs... "But in love, it's different, If I love the  person, It's okay if I'm the one getting hurt than I hurt people. I can't take it, because  I know how it feels to be hurt."

2.
G: ""Do you want to date?"

M: I don't think dating is the best solution to start off a relationship.

3.
Him: "Why you don't want to love again?"

Her: "Because, I am afraid by being not loved back and I'm afraid that He will leave me for the same reason.."

4.
He: "Do you think why is our boss always easily mad?"
She: "why?"
He: "People like her have painful past or facing problems, struggling right now, she is weaker than you think. She gets mad easily because its her way to defend herself, for her to avoid the hurt. or for her to not think too much about her problems"

5.
Guy: "Hello"
Girl: "Hey, why do you keep calling me, Just wait til I get there, OK"
Guy:" Then why do you keep answering if you don't like I'm calling, hehehehe, I just want to hear your voice that's why I called.."

6.
Her: "Hey! Why are you  getting mad at me now?"
Him: "I already told you, don't ever show your smile to him anymore. Don't ever make that face to others also!"
Her: "Why? Why are you doing this to me?"
Him: "You don't know? Because  I don't want them to fall In love with you too."


7.
Me: "If you have to choose to live with someone who truly loves you but you don't love him back, or to live alone for the rest of your life loving someone who doesn't love you, who would you choose?"
You:  "I will choose to live with someone who loves me, even I don't love him. It will take time to learn to love a person if you  will like it and if your heart is open. Person who loves you will never  ever hurt you and will love you unconditionally. Because loving a person who doesn't love you is the worst because you will only  hurt yourself and he will only  hurt you."


8.
He: "What would you choose? Live happily, Live peacefully, or Live with Love?
She: "When you  love your life, love  the people around you and you love yourself, peace will come and you will feel the happiness from within."

9.
Girl: "When should I say I love you to the person I love?"
Guy: "As long as it is not never too late. Hehehe!"
Girl: "I just don't want he think I'm too forward."
Guy: "If you feel it, say it. Love is never planned. But once you said  it, it's no turning back, it's like you're giving a promise with your heart to your love ones. You can take your time."

10.
Her: "Is long distance relationship works?"
Him: "Yes. As long as you  have trust with your some one, when there's trust, there is love. If you can communicate most of the time, it will be fine. As long as  you will meet him soon. If one of you changed then its the saddest part of it."

11.
Sister: "Brother, how can I stop liking someone?"
Brother: "If you don't want to like him anymore, don't bother to see him or talk with him anymore."

12.
Me: "He said that he loves me, but why I do feel I'm the  only one who's loving him?"
You: "Maybe because you  expecting too much, that he  love you too like you do."

13.
Girl1: "Hello, how are you? Can I  ask a favor from you?"
Girl2: "Yes, what is it?"
Girl1: "Will you help me rely this message to him, Thanks for helping me last time.. That's all thank you."
Girl2: "Do you want me to thank him, because he did something you are grateful for, or you want me to know that he did something that you are  grateful for? If you are really thankful, you should not ask someone to send your message to another person. Do not tell others to say it for you."


yeon ♥

Colors of Spring

~ There's no relationship started without uneasiness..

Xian is a childhood friend of Mei who has a crush to her since they were young.. Xian back after he studying and graduate college to see Mei.. Given the excuses he's back because he wanted to work in his motherland,after all he's a pianist and singer. Xian invited Mei to have a dinner, they had a long conversation and Xian realized that he still in love with Mei.. While Mei is just had a break up from his boyfriend for 2 years and she still mad and hate her life about it. But still she can mange herself a totally tigress even they work in the same industry.

The next day, Mei is working at her office, asked by his boss to choose who will be their next model on their next magazine issue. All the staff wants Jie Zion to be the model, but Mei disagree and said "there are so many models, why you all wants him?"

Ann: "Mei, He's popular and wanted all by the magazine to make him the model for this month issue. But Jie still not accepting any offer because he wants a high class magazine but humble staffs. So I think we can get him"

Director: "I know Mei can do it, she never failed me since before, I'll wait for the decision."

Mei: "But, what if I can't get him?"

Director: "Well, you can think many strategy.."

Mei called Jie and she can't reach him, so she decided to go on his apartment."


Mei: "Hey Jie, why are you doing this to me? Because you know that our company wants you, so you all reject every offer that the other company, for what? Aren't you tired seeing me and make me pissed off?"

Jie: "I didn't know your company needs me, well, if you don't like, I won't too.

Mei: "Okay, I got it. Don't worry even u break up with me because you like my friend, Lols you think I care? This is just a business.

Jie: "You still didn't know anything. Don't accuse me for you don't know."
Mei: " For what I have to know?" All I know you just throw me up for no reasons at all.. That's how you ended our relationship. And Ok, I don't care anymore. So if we meet again each other in the future, that's maybe a business purposes only."

"And, I only care about myself now, I'm better"

Mei left and go back to the office, while Xian called her and ask to meet him at the park..

Xian: "Hi Mei.. I know you know that when we are still in our  high school days, I'm already In love with you. Even you don't like me before, now when i say, I like you, are you going to believe?

Mei: "Why? Huh.. what do you like about me? Ugh I don't believe. I'm annoying, selfish, always looking for attention, I'm almost childish when getting mad. But I'm smart and pretty. So, aside from that what is so nice about me?"

Xian: "Are you always asking like this stuffs when someone tells you that they like you?"

Mei: "Ugh, what should I say then?"

Xian: "You always starting a relationship with many questions?"
Mei: "How I should start then?"

Xian: "By dating. Know the person."

Mei: "Dating? Should people always dating in the start of relationship? Why not go back to the old times where the guy visits and waits the girl at home? No holding hands, no kisses."

Xian: "You like that? Then should I do it now? Like before?"
Mei: "Hell , no."

Xian: "But, still, I like you."

Mei: "How come you like me? you said, you're a popular singer and pianist."

Xian: "So? Is there a level of people who can only like you? But, I love you."

Mei: "I'm not saying that, I mean...... Suddenly Xian grab Mei's waist and kiss her in the lips, Mei felt that the world just stop for 10 seconds. She's totally can't do anything and think herself.. "Why, why I can't move? Why is the feeling like this? I can't let go of this."

Mei felt that is the perfect and sweetest kiss she had in her whole life.  A kiss that she read in the books,  a kiss with true love and with magic that you can't ever compare to anyone's kiss that you had in your life. The kiss that will change everything and will make you fall in love, true love.

After Xian brought Mei to her home,
Xian: "Goodnight dear"

Mei hearts has been fluttering while going inside, finish bath and go to her bed, she keeps wondering how, why, she can't even explain, all she know is she is very happy and keep smiling. She's waiting Xian to call her again before sleep. Until..

She fell asleep..

In the morning..

Mei: "Why isn't he calling?" She yells....."Didn't he know I'm waiting his call since last night :-/ ugh never mind, I'll wait after I eat.."

1 hour later...

"Aissshhh I don't like this feeling, I'm gonna throw my phone!!!!"

__"He said, He love me, he kissed me, then he gave me a ride going home and say goodnight dear. And today is Sunday, no work and he hasn't called me.. It doesn't makes sense. T_T .."

~~The guy is actually order her a food for afternoon snack~~ Hehehehe.

Xian checks his phone and whispers, "Should I call her or I wait her call. I'm shy after all. What if she reject me suddenly?"

He ask someone to deliver the food to Mei's house, then Mei called him and said: "Hey what's all of this food and so many? Come here and eat with me.."

Xian: "I'm busy now, don't worry I already eat. Please eat a lot ok"

At night..

Mei go to the place where Xian and Her always playing when they was still a kid, she's waiting that something coincidence will happen that night, even though Mei just met again that guy, She fell in love already with him.. But, she still feel hesitate because of the past incidents that she's always getting heartbroken and left by the guy she loves..

She called the guy, while calling she suddenly hold the call and cancel..
Mei: "Ugh, wait, why I'm calling him? I already did this  before, so stupid, I won't call him!"

"Wwaaaait....! Why I keep thinking of him?? Aiish" She whispered with a sad face..

Xian really didn't call Mei when he will about to sleep.. Instead, he look and kiss Mei picture in his phone.. "Goodnight, Mei.."

The  next day, Mei and her friends having a breakfast and talking about guys..

Lina: "Hey Ann, why don't to you go out already with your suitor?"

Ann: "Ugh, go out, you said? Aissh it's just waste of time, now he likes me, ask me to date, but he even don't ask me go on a sweet date which is only the two of us, he always wants us to go to the bar or hotel with his friends.. Even he ask me to meet his parents, in the end he will only left me and find another girl, he is not that serious. It's just a waste of time!"

"EXACTLY A WASTE OF TIME!!!! A waste of feelings.." She smiled..

Mei: "Oh okay"

Next day..

Mei done work and preparing to go back home when Xian waits her at the gate of their office.

Xian said: "Have you been well? Why you didn't call me?"
Mei: "Eh why??"

Xian: "I've waited for your answers, please tell me how you feel?"
Mei was silently tell to herself, "I guess I have to tell to him, that I know he is just played me for fun, because I looked so easy to get"
Mei: "It was fun.=) "

Xian: "hah?" then a girl come out from Xian's car who's Mei hate.. the girl come to him and hug him.

Mei said to herself.. "See! right, geez"

Mei: "You two look together, hope you live well!! GRRRR!!"

Following day.. Xian comes to Mei house to eat with her..


Xian: "I miss you.."
Mei: "What now?"
Xian: " Do you want we live together here?"
Mei: "What are you saying? Isn't it enough that you played me for fun, ah?"
Xian: "Me? What's wrong with you? Can't someone like me, like you? Did you think I was not serious?"
Mei: "Yah, Why you just kissed me that day, why? You said you love me, but you didn't call afterwards, then you do all the craziest thing and now you will appear here? Do you think you're normal? I really can't see what did you like about me."

Xian: "That is why I kissed you. Because you're always getting mad over tiny details. What's with you that you always gone mad."

Mei: "Because, I can't understand."

Xian: "Because when you fall in love, you're using your head first. why not listen to your heart?"

Mei: "Me, using my head? You think why I'm like this? I'm just being aware of guys like you."

Xian: "Then when I tell you, when , why and how I like you, are you going to believe in my feelings?"

Mei:" Haisshh Im going out already, late for work"

Xian: "Now I don't understand you, are you being uncomfortable when I'm being serious? Ugh you're such a puzzle."

Mei: "Yes so uncomfortable, I'm gonna die, Sheez"


*feel free to share my posts, but don't copy it, thanks for reading!
Yeon♥

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How To Make Up With Her?

If you want to make up again with your ex-girlfriend..

I'm feeling teenager now to make some advice based on my friends and my own  experience.

1. Straight to the point that don't expect that she still likes you, no matter what. When a girl hurts, no one can describe how much pain she feels, if a girl says "no", don't force her. Well, If a girl still likes you, it will be a surprise, but she will never be the same as before. Not all girls will chase the guy after he broke her heart, left to nowhere and will back and pretend nothing happen and we will happy to say that "OMG, he's back?! Ah finally, I love him so much!" NO! Remember if the girl said she's tired and shes had enough. It's true. (Depends in you two are married couple or with a baby. lol)
~~ Even we still like you, we will never say it.. We want to see if you are serious to us and you love me so much.

It's not people who change,

it's the feeling anyway.. 

2.Talk to her in private. We, especially me I like if the guy will suddenly call me and ask me "How are you?" Well.. I find it very special and melts my heart if a  guy will call..And don't let us know that you miss us or what ever the reason you called. Few only will do that kind of thing. We want you to talk to us in person.. So if you live very very far away, other country or other planet.. You have to come!

~ Try to talk to her friends too, but remember her friends hate you more than she hates  you. They can curse you and talk to a witch to cast a spell over to you. HAHAHAHA! Try a  mild gathering or ask them what you have to do or if there is a chance, or just ask and tell them you are sorry too for hurting. For me, I like when a guy talks to my friends about me. =]

3.   Ask if we can still be friends? Yes, you can. But, again don't expect us to change and back to normal as before. Because that is a a miracle.. They said...LIFE GOES ON...or SHE STILL LOVE YOU AND EXPECT YOU TO BE BACK. Hmmmm?! It's a little awkward because we girls, find it hard to be sweet again with you guys who broke our heart..

~ The answer will be  only  YES if she's still like you or wants you to come back. And a NO if she's done with you, PERIOD!

YOUR EX ASKING TO BE FRIENDS 

AFTER BREAKING UP IS LIKE........

KIDNAPPERS ASKING TO "KEEP IN TOUCH" 

AFTER LETTING YOU GO

-_-

4. Always think what are you really want to say. We hate things that we make us bored. You should always tell anything like a story, about  your life, about happy thoughts. You can ask us a questions but don;t be so forward or overboard. You may end up being kicked out by our heels or pointed shoes. A flying hand too.

"YESTERDAY

 YOU SAID

TOMORROW"

~~ Try to do a surprise or anything which you not yet do for her. Not so glamorous  but  let her feel she's special for you.

5.Don't Joke. Be serious. If you do it,we will only think that you are not sure  to your feelings and you only want to make fun of us. We won't ever fall in any of your tricks. Not all girls is as stupid as you know. Remember a hurt girl will curse you. LOL

~ You know what kind of joke. Not the joke as you trying to make her laugh out of your pick up lines or what ever.

"Do you believe in love

at first sight?

Or, should I walk by again?" ^_<

6 Don't say promises. Because promises are made to be broken. It's true. You want a second chance or else, Be true and say it clearly to her.. establishing things in a proper way will make us think that you are sincere.

"Since you went away..

my heart breaks everyday..

you don't know because

you're not there.."

~Girls mostly always looking forward to a promises. They hold to that belief that you love them.

7. Say sorry and mean it. Even our hearts has been broken by our love ones, we still wanna hear the words sorry and feel that you really mean it.. Don't let us remember the last worst situation or any situation that you did last time that make your girl sad and hurt. Don't make us worried again that you may end up doing it again, we are  not just afraid.. Do you want us to feel that "why am I always hurt by the one I love"
Simply, we don't blame you guys if you hurt us even you don't mean it. Because we think also to avoid let you feel that you only hurt me".. Make a proper and serious apology from your heart.

Removing sadness and sorrows in our heart is a part of moving on and to have a peaceful life..Because forgiveness is what we can give to you, for us to move on, and start a new life..  You are part of it.. Should I forgive you or not, it's me who will suffer.. And that's not mean I accept you again in my life.. If we two are meant to each other for real, then we will be together.. And let's see if it's part of us too.

We are still have the loveliest heart of all..

*Photo credits from google.

~yeon

Take Me To Your Heart

Chapter 4
(Discovering Together)

As the day goes by...
Our hearts beats us one...
Every single day, every single week..
Every fight, every sulking
One wrong word becomes problem
One sentence becomes misunderstanding
One joke becomes serious
And sorry is not just enough...

Pride versus love..
Fight sometimes needs in relationship..
To test how long your love can stand and how the two of you will make it up for it..
They say, without it, it means there's no caring and love..

Yeah, but with this fight sometimes, I can know what his heart wants..
Yeah, I easy to feel sad, mad and easy to cry..
I only want him to care at me..
Even I know he is not that sweet guy..
I feel he is serious with me..
He is just jealous..

Sometimes he is sweet and caring..
But sometimes he is sulking and get mad easily..
What can I do? To make him calm..and understand him.. to be sweet even I hate him when he like that..
We don't let each other sleep til we fix the problems..
Instead of pride.. Why not just love each other more..
There's a lot failed relationship out there because of that pride..
Why?
They wait each other who will say sorry first...
No message or talk to each other..
You think you have a lot of time for your pride?
....It's not too late...

Even we fight.. I believe it's nice.. That we fight because he is always jelaous.. Yeah, because we are far away.. He don't like men around me.. I like telling story... But sometimes he misunderstood it.. I get mad too if he tease me bad... If he not sweet and forget me too...

I am a person who like attention always especially by my love one..
I like a guy who care and sweet to me..
With that I feel i am being loved..
Of course I do feel, that he feel the same.. Even we not yet see each other... He calls me when he know I'm sad.. And sometimes, I force him to call me if I want hear his voice..

“Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.”

Best Relationship: Talk like best friends, play like children, argue like husband and wife, protect each other like brother and sister.
 ♥

Invest love into your life. Because when you love life, life will love you back. And theres no attraction greater than love. People will notice the goodness surrounding you, and they will be naturally attracted to you.

“I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together.”
― Lisa Kleypas, Blue-Eyed Devil


“Every couple needs to argue now and then. Just to prove that the relationship is strong enough to survive. Long-term relationships, the ones that matter, are all about weathering the peaks and the valleys.” ― Nicholas Sparks

Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option..

                            I will wait  you because honestly  I don't want anyone else.. Only you..


princessyeon ♥

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What Is A Real Boyfriend?

A REAL BOYFRIEND

I don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don't care if you are a guy or a woman.
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
don't look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she re-posts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's OK don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is: "Whose ass am i kicking baby?"
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credits to https://www.facebook.com/official.AnneCurtis/photos/a.197696223582412.48262.195556317129736/586744848010879/?type=1

(Just Reading)
.
.
I saw this post at some website and some comments are so hard and gettin wrong and negative with this post..

I think this post is not really "What girl wants to be with their guys" It's like... Just you know girls, ladies, woman is just want attention, appreciation and to be loved.. (Of course...So....) And  I think The one who create it and "if a  girl like this, a guy should be like that" Is not that the girl demands what a guy need to do. I don't know if you get my point. It's just...like hints.. or what a guy will or need to do if their girlfriends are like that like these...so if their girl have a problem, having bad moods, bad days, a good insights.  Just like that.. LOL, sweet things are the sweetest. Accept your girl for what and who she is.. Even she is a crying baby, an evil witch (lol) always wants you, missing you, loving you.. "A real woman never demands and a real man know how to take care of their lover."

For me.. It's not important having a perfect or right man... Or what your guy or man should be and have to be... No Requirements...No Instructions..Just..If you and Him is doing the sweet efforts, care to each other, loving each other physically and mentally, appreciation, respect both sides, being loyal and having TRUST to each other is the most IMPORTANT of all.. Then the two of YOU will be perfectly together.. =)

Happy and Contented!

BE and  STAY POSITIVE! 

♥♥♥

Did you ever think?

Did you ever think
that he looks at you when you are not looking?

Did you ever think
that he likes you but he's just too nervous to tell you?

Did you ever think
that he doesn't text you because he wants you to miss him.

Did you ever think
that he talks about you all the time to his friends?

Did you ever think
that he is just too shy to talk/ hang-out with you?

Did you ever think
that he loves you in a way he's not ready to deal with?

Did you ever think
that he miss you so much and he can't tell you directly instead he teasing you.

Yeon

Sungkyunkwan Scandal

photo credits to: http://www.dramafever.com/st/img/wp/2013/05/SKK-Scandal.jpg

Sungkyunkwan Scandal is set in Sungkyunkwan University in the late Joseon era during the reign of King Jeongjo, revolving around the exploits and love stories of four youths. When her younger brother's illness worsens and their family is in danger of being evicted from their house for lack of money, Kim Yoon Hee enters the school under his name, disguised as a boy in her desperation to support him. There, she becomes friends with the intelligent and upright Lee Sun Joon, the playboy Goo Yong Ha and rebellious Moon Jae Shin.

photo credits to: http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_oHNNC_HO4gE/TNYxkmzqRtI/AAAAAAAAPv4/17I3ivlFoeE/s1600/su.jpg

Set during an era when society does not allow females to be educated nor employed, Kim Yoon-hee (Park Min-young) disguises herself as her brother, Kim Yoon-shik, in order to make ends meet for her family. She goes through a series of odd jobs, mainly at a local bookstore, before she gets offered a chance to increase her earnings by becoming a substitute test-taker (an illegal act) for the upcoming entrance examination in the prestigious Sungkyunkwan. She gets caught by the upright Lee Sun-joon (Park Yuchun), who later acknowledges Yoon-hee's talents, and even encourages her to enroll in the university. There, she must bear with the endless mischief of upperclassman Gu Yong-ha (Song Joong-ki), put up with the constant mood swings of roommate Moon Jae-shin (Yoo Ah-in), avoid getting in trouble with the strict student body president Ha In-soo (Jun Tae-soo), keep her secret from being discovered, all the while trying to hold her growing feelings for Lee Sun-joon at bay.
Together, Kim, Lee, Gu, and Moon form the "Jalgeum Quartet" (sometimes affectionately called the "Joseon F4" by fans)


CUTE GALLERY

all photo credits to: http://www.randomdetox.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/sungkyunkwan.jpg and http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-iKly7LNBb2s/T7GxhCkkB9I/AAAAAAAABOk/KLuFLijp7ME/s1600/Sungkyunkwan-Scandal.jpg

I like how this storyline made great, from the start, middle, then,  while im watching this drama, in the middle story i thought Dae Mul will fall in Love to Yoo ah In that she will remember that He's the one who save her before. A protector of her, but sad he got heartbroken in the end. :( Huhuhu. or Joong Ki  aka Gu Yong Ha, the ultimate fashionista wearing flamboyant and ornate outfits, He is the one that always tease her. -_-

Anyway it's just the ending im not satisfied. What happen after all? I thought Dae Mul will became a  real lady inside the SungKyunKwan. Hehehe!

Deh, I don't want to be a    spoilers      here. Just watch it :P

Actually I don't like the leading man of  Dae Mul, cos I am Yoo Ah In and Soong Joong Ki fan :P sorry! lol
You can fall in love watching this comedy drama ^_^

Im so in love watching Korean Dramas.. 

watch with english sub: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Kb_4RmgyM8
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sungkyunkwan_Scandal
http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Sungkyunkwan_Scandal

WhiteLady ♥

Don't Let Me Go

Chapter 2 
(A Before and After)

If I can make a wish
I wish that you will like me
But I don't want
Because I don't want you to like me because I wish it..
I want you to like me by freewill with your heart..

If the world would let me be happy..
I want to have that happiness because I made you happy.
If I tell you I'm still In love with you,
Are you going to leave me again?

I'm lively again when you started talking about my life
It's like i can smile after all
I thought I can never have that feeling once more
That once broke my heart..

It's  so difficult this feeling for you..
Every day, I keep saying to myself, "Stop it, or you'll hurt again"
But I still hoping,
Maybe this time, I will be happy

I tried to not talk to you anymore
I cant control myself, If I don't,
It ends myself tearing
Afraid to be left again and again.

Am I annoying? Irritating?
I hate myself, Yeah, Yeah
I tried to be nice, but still i keep remembering those things
"Yeah, I'm afraid to be hurt again, Should I stay away first?"


Maybe now, I will walk away from you
I know you will never notice me
Love is not the cruel one, But it is when you hurt.
I'm crying.

But if you say, Please stay,
I will stay..
I wish you will say, "Sorry, I'm happy that you are back"
Please don't let me go

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♥

Teddy Bear

Small, cute and a fluffy friend of mine.
My companion.
I named him Seol

The one who always wait me to go back home.
The one who every day's watching me how to eat my foods.
The one who sees me how  I do my make up.
The  one who always saw how I dress.

The one who is there to spy whose the person I chat or talk.
The one who was watching my online games.
The one who secure me if a friend is here to visit me.
The one who is accompany me when i watching movies at my free time.


The one who always see how I am so happy if someone make me happy.
The one who is there if I am pissed off.
The one that is ready to wait to hug when I am sad.
The one who is being my shoulder when I cry every night.

He is my room mate at my room. Even he is not talking, moving. I know he understands me.
Even my room is coming messy. I always clean and stay away my seol first before anything else.
He is the only one who can understand me. Who can see  how I look good when smiling, how  I look terrible when I am sad, and how  I look so hurt when I am in pain. Every night I'm telling to Seol this words..

"I am afraid, that one day, I cannot love anymore.
I am afraid, I cannot feel any love already.
I am afraid, no one can ever let inside my heart again.
I am afraid, My heart will forever numb."

But,

"I am still want to feel how to be loved.
I am still love him.
I want to try.
I am still waiting for him."

Hear this song..
Tomorrow

Story of Heaven (Ho to YC)

Hello gamers. I would like to share my/our story of friendship and family that we build up the game. It was started at our previous game called Heroic Odyssey. It was our favorite game before it was closed, that game give us happiness even we are working or after work , fun even we are not same nationalities, and friendship even we are very far from each others. We call the guild as family... Helping each other, trust each other and treating everyone as brothers and sisters.

From 7Heaven to 9Clouds now to HEAVEN clan.




Way back at our previous game, we are the top guild and so the members. In this game, Yitien, We will also make it, even if not, it's not a problem to us. We can get stronger because "If you think you can, you can do it"

Now in Yitien, before we all build as one HEAVEN clan, We also some of our friends frm HO at Songo. They join us in Heaven and we are making great things happen now. Growing stronger for fun and making friendship to the closest. We all are very close to each other, we have FB group, Watsapp group and even WeChat group. So we can update each other, whether we can online or not, need help to play the accout nof your friends, some important events, making plans and also socializing, even before we sleep, we also making jokes and funny conversations.




Do you know that in our guild have a lots of pretty ladies? Oh yeah, Here they are. . .

BlakeAngel, Me, MizzXhina, Tie, and Sanily.



Everyday we are getting stronger, and tougher, if we feel we are going weak, we will make a way to be strong again. Some of us are really a casher, some of us, are not. Like me, huhu. LOL. Even we are not always win the Clan battle, Second or Third is already happiness to us.

You know why heaven girls are strong? Because, we don't want other guys from other clan bully us. Because we will not agree, that only guys are strong. You guys soon , you will see how the girls are strong. HOHOHO! Bluffing >.< One of the good things you can do at you own clan with your friends is, making fun everywhere, support each other like helping even in silvers, if need ingots, or items, materials we will help as long as we can. Other one is by raising the clan morale when in battle, when u feel like youre losing, still in the end, Family is still there. Family is Heaven.

My Husband in Yitien is not my husband in my previous game, but a Guildmate, and He is one of the Top before, and also now.





Sigh, we are not same dress now. Because my dress still missing, huhu. He is my husband in game, I also helping him to play if he is busy at work. We are doing HP everyday, to increase our intimacy, as of this moment, we already have 11069 intimacy. If my husband is strong, I also making myself to be more strong wife and as a Clan leader also, as a model to my members. When my members need to finish their goal, We are helping them. When we are lacking of materials especially about meridian orbs, we are trading each other or drop a bid, for free or for a few silvers in exchange. Hehe, Because i believe when you are sharing your blessing, you can get also without expecting. Anyway, I am having a hard time in enchanting my gears, maybe i don't ahve luck on it., but refining, I always wanted to have the better refine. As a warrior, I more focus at my Attack and Defend. In our clan, mostly got Warrior and Sword Dancer, and a few Healer. Our clan, I admit has a lots of rookies in s1. They will never agree to be weak. Because Im always saying to them. No weak in our clan. All of us are strong especially when we are together. Some of us may not be as strong as our top and elders but as soon they will be. We have 10 members in top 20 arena. Others are from different clan already.

We are all active in this game, in our clan Heaven. No events we are missing.

In order to get ingots, if you are not a casher. We are always present at duel and sell the meridian scrolls we are getting from the gold chest. if you are getting 100+ gold chest everyday is a chance of 10-15 scrolls actually its a luck already when u got the amount of it. Anyways, the scroll price now are not expensive already. From 100i down to 50i down to 35i.. But im selling it 20-25i for fast money. HAHAHA! The other TP sellers already at mad when someone lower the price than them. HAHA!


We are also selling medals we got from recycling unbound gears, some are selling voucher pack and bag from killing Lore guardians. Selling lower level epic also for cheap price. Low level epic gears can get rare medals. Mystery Shop medals now are not so in need already.

Always active in Kunlun with 3 chars are also good. Helping your member chars to run at kunlun for honor and getting pellets and orbs. It is also away to benefit yourself and help your friend. Example, You need lvl 2 pellet already, and your friend need level 1. After kunlun, Trading is happening, by giving ur level 1 pellet to him, and his level 2 pellet to yourself is also a way for making pets stronger. Anyway it is only good if your friend agree to you. Or your id you playing is alt or a dead character already. HAHAHA

Til here first, Even we have many enemies that wanted to bring us down, we are still more be competitive and getting more a reason why we are still at our place and keep on playing. Play for fun, and share the fun with friends! Happy Gaming.

Bunga Biru (BLue Flower)

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Bunga Biru Story

--Hati yang terkunci

Aku percaya bahwa ada pasangan untuk setiap orang

Ada sesaat, aku melihat dan membayangkan, apakah kau pernah duduk disana memikirkanku?? Kau akan terkejut apabila kau tahu betapa ku memikirkanmu

Aku bangun setiap pagi dari tidurku memikirkanmu, saat kudengarkan musik aku memikirkanmu. Dan disaat aku bekerja aku sangat berharap dapat bertemu denganmu..kuberbaring dan memikirkanmu. Andaikan kau sadar apa yang telah kau perbuat padaku, aku berpikir ini saatnya untuk berjalan maju dan tidak melihat ke belakang. Aku tak akan menyangkal bahwa ini sangat menyakitkan. Sebenarnya aku berpikir bahwa dirimulah yang kuinginkan untuk dapat bersamaku, dan kau sangat memiliki potensi untuk menjadi lebih dari dirimu sekarang. Ya, kau membuatku sakit hati, tetapi aku tidak apa-apa. Kita bisa saja menjadi sangat baik dan kau tak akan pernah mengharapkan sebanyak apa yang dapat kuberikan padamu.

Kau tak pernah memberikan ku kesempatan walaupun kau berkata kau akan memberikannya, dan itu berarti kau tidak pernah tau apa yang akan terjadi. Kau berkata bahwa kau akan membuatku jatuh cinta padamu seperti kau mencintaiku. Aku tidak tau dimana posisi dirikudihatimu dan aku tidak tahu apa arti diriku untukmu. Aku tahu semua yang kau pikirkan tentang diriku hanyalah seperti teman biasa , dan melewati batas ini adalah hal terakhir yang kau inginkan. Tetapi aku harus mengatakannya.. aku tak dapat melihat kedalam matamu tanpa menginginkan untuk menciummu, dan aku tak dapat berbicara padamu tanpa memberitahukanmu apa perasaanku.

Aku tahu mungkin hal ini akan membuat hubungan kita hancur, tetapi aku bersedia mengambil kesempatan ini. Aku tak pernah merasakan perasaan seperti ini sebelumnya kepada siapapun. Dan dengan menuliskan surat panjang ini aku takut kau akan menjauh dari ku dan kurasa ini sangat menyakitkan buatku. Aku tidak dapat membiarkan satu hari lagi berlalu tanpa memberitahukan hal ini padamu, tak perduli apapun yang akan terjadi. Aku tahu ada sesaat dalam dirimu merasa ragu. Dan apabila ada sesaat keraguan, itu berarti kau merasakan sesuatu juga. Aku rasa kau tidak tahu dimana posisimu dihatiku, dan hatiku hancur berkeping-keping hanya dengan memikirkan apa arti diriku untuk mu.

Kau adalah seseorang yang spesial bagiku, siapapun yang nantinya akan ku coba untuk kucintai, aku tetap cinta padamu

Terkadang aku berpikir apakah kita dapat hidup bersama. Hanya Tuhan yang tahu betapa aku merindukanmu, betapa aku mencintaimu.

Karena didalam mataku hanya kaulah satu-satunya. Tak ada satupun laki-laki lain yang dapat menggantikan posisimu di hatiku. Dan apabila aku bersama yang lain, itu tidak sama! Karena yang kupikirkan hanyalah tentang diriku dan dirimu, tentang apa yang telah terjadi diantara kita, dan apakah hal itu akan terjadi diantara kita.

Aku tidak dapat hidup tanpamu.. haruspun aku melihat bahwa aku dapat hidup, tetapi aku tidak bahagia. Mungkin suatu hari nanti kita akan berpikir bahwa kau adalah satu-satunya untukku dan begitu juga sebaliknya, dan kita dapat hidup bahagia selama-lamanya seperti kisah-kisah putri dalam dongeng. Namun itulah cerita yang kuinginkan untuk terjadi pada kita. Dan apabila kita pada akhirnya dapat bersama suatu hari nanti aku yakin kita akan lebih bahagia dari cerita-cerita itu.

Aku rasa aku sudah mengatakan yang ingin kukatakan, tetapi aku ingin kau tahu bahwa aku menyukaimu apa adanya. Dan aku ingin kau tau bahwa kau akan lebih bahagia bersamaku. Dan sebanyak yang kau katakan bahwa “dia tidak mengerti aku, dia tidak mencintaiku apa adanya, kita berbeda”, pikirkanlah sebanyak apa aku mengganggumu, menelponmu, dan hal-hal menyebalkan lainnya yang kuperbuat hanya untuk mendapatkan perhatianmu atau untuk dapat dekat denganku(HEHEHEH!). Kejadian itu, obrolan-obrolan itu tersimpan dalam hatiku. Ketika kau mencintai seseorang, perkataan-perkataannya akan sulit untuk dilupakan.. aku harap kau dapat mengerti semua itu.. dan satu hal lagi “ jangan mencoba untuk mengerti wanita, kau hanya akan gagal”


---- REQUESTED

~English Version

Blue Flower

--One heart is sealed.

I believe that there is someone for everyone.

One time, I just look and wonder, do you ever sit there and think about me?? You'd be surprised if you only knew how much I think of you..

I wake up every morning with you on my mind.. I listen to music and thinking of you.. and between I’m working I hope to see you..I lie in bed thinking about you. If you only knew what you do to me. So, I think it might be time for me to keep walking and not look back. I'm not going to deny that it hurts. I actually thought you were someone who I wanted to be with, and you had so much potential to be so much more than you are now. Yes, you did hurt me, but I'm okay. We would have been so great and you would never have wished for more than I could have given you. You never gave it a chance, even though you said you would, and that means you'll never know what could've been. You said I try to make you fall in love with me same as I love you. I don't know where I stand with you or what I mean to you. I know all you think of me is a friend and that crossing the line is the last you'd want to do, but I just had to say it. I can’t look into your eyes without wanting to kiss you, and I can’t talk to you without wanting to tell you how I feel.

I know this might ruin our connection, but I'm willing to take this chance. I've never felt this way before about anyone. If telling you this whole long message I’m afraid you will stay away from me then I guess this hurts me. I couldn't let another day go by without telling you, regardless what happens. I know some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there’s a moment of hesitation, that means you feel something too. I don’t think you know where you stand in my life and it tears my heart into pieces just thinking about where I stand in yours.

I feel your my special person, Whoever I try to love, I’m still in love with you. Sometimes I wonder if we'll ever be together. God only knows how much I miss you. How much I love you.

Because in my eyes your the only one for me. No other guy can ever take your place and when I'm with someone else, it’s not the same cause all i do is think about me and you and how things used to be or if those things will happen to us.

I couldn’t live without you, or should I see, I can live, but it’s not happy. Maybe one day we will realize we're the only ones for each other and live happily ever after like the princess's in the story books do. Thats how I want our story to live.. Happily ever after and if we end up together one day then I'm sure it will be more then happily ever after!

I guess I've said all there is, but I just want you to know that I like you for who you are... but I want you to know that if anything, you could be happier with me. And as much as you want to say, "She doesn't know me, she doesn’t like me for me, We are different." just think of how many times I keep nudging you, disturbing you, calling you, whatever irritating things just to make you notice me, or be close to me. (HEHEHEH!) Those conversations are stored in my heart, when you like someone their words don't just go away..I wish you would understand that. One more thing. “Don’t try to understand Ladies, you will only failed”:D

She miss you... $0fi


To share..
“The scariest thing about distance is that you don’t know whether they’ll miss you or forget you.”
― Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook 

“Sometimes the things that are felt the most are expressed between two souls over the distance and over time...where no words abide. And others may speak freely, live with one another freely, express themselves freely– just like everyone else, but then there is you... you have no words for proof of reassurance, no tokens of professed love, but you have something. Something worth keeping.”
― C. JoyBell C., Saint Paul Trois Ch Teaux: 1948  

"Love doesn't care  if you two are not together, as long as your hearts are  one"

-yeon♥

When I Met You..

Dito magsisimula ang  panibagong buhay ko pagkatapos ng aking  pag-aaral sa kolehiyo. Ang matatawag kang napakagandang  simula.:D

May maganda kayang ala ala maiiwan sakin eto? Meron kaya akong makilalang mga kaibigang hindi ako iiwan kahit mghiwa hiwalay na kami? Meron kaya dito makakapagpabago ng paniniwala ko tungkol sa mga buhay buhay? Meron kaya si Clah clah na pasasayahin o mapapangiti.. ^O^

LOL. (agad?~~) Ayon.Nakatadhana  pala talaga ako sa Pancake House, Asian Hospital. Nagtatrabaho bilang osang  RSC o Restaurant Service Crew. Kung saan, tinulungan ako n g aking ate na makapasok, pero hindi ko aaminin dahil sa kanya kaya ako natanggap, kasi para sakin natanggap ako dahil magaling akong sumagot sa interview nung mga oras na yun. (haha syempre biro lang yun) Ayako kasi talaga dun nung una. Dapat kasi Last last year pa ako mgsisimula doon, kung hindi lang ako tumakas sa second interview kasi nabagot ako at sabi ko sa mama ko, magbabakasyon muna ako, kasi hindi pako nakakpgpahinga matapos ang  napaka-busy kong araw sa college at sa  naging ojt ko sa  isang hotel nuon. Nang mapadpad nako sa store, ung una sabi ko ano kaya feeling dito, marami kayang tao dito, nakakapagod kaya dito? O boring ba dito? Tulad ba dito sa dati kong pinagtrbahuan na Resto din na kung saan lahat ng ka-trabaho ko mababait at  sobrang malalahanin? Pala-kaibigan kaya sila? O Hindi masyado. Hehe.Hindi ako pala kaibigan nung mga oras na bago lang ako dun, or what I mean naman is Pala kausap, palabiro, ganun, nasunod lang ako sa utos, gingawa lang dapat gawin sa trabaho. Pagkatapos trabaho uwi agad, hindi tulad nila, minsan nagala, inum, hehe tinatamad kasi ako. LOL. Ayun, May mga naging ka-close naman ako, mgbabanggit ako ng  pangalan. Tulad nila Angelica, siga, alaskador, pero mabait at marunong makisama, hindi siya namimili ng kakaibiganin.. Siya yung una kong nakilala sa  ktrabaho ko, sa Head Office pa lang nung interview, doon ko siya nakilala. Lagi kami mgkasama, orientation, exam, maliban na lang nung nagstart na kami ng actual training at ma-deploy na mismo sa trabaho. Naging "medyo" ka-close  ko rin si Aries, na malapit lang din sa amin ang  bahay (medyo lang) nakakasabay madalas sa  jeep pag pauwi. Sweet syang tao, maalalahanin, mapagbiro at  marunong maisama din. Nagkakausap lang kami sa store. Yun lang, pag may gala nga lang sila, minsan o isang beses niyayaya ako, pero madalas, hindi talaga nila ako niyaya. Ang bad bad nilang mgttropa noh, 'Di 'ba Mat? hehehehe Oops, nabanggit ko agad name nya, hindi ko pa siya namemention. Hehehe!

So mali agad yung paragraph  ko kasi lumagpas na sya sa  dapat. Hehe, Sana dito perfect na. Pero may mga naging ka-close pa ako kasabay din nila. Ang madalas kong nakakasama pg breaktime o pag maaga nakauwi, kapag sabay ang oras namin, sila Ate Janeth, Ate puset (Suzette) Eric. Si Eric and madalas kong nakakaduty (kasabay sa duty) Si ate janeth o ate Zet. Nagppunta kami ng Festival, para Mag Mcdo, Gumala, at picture picture. ^o^ Masaya akong nakaksama sila. Hanggang sa Umalis na si ate Janeth, at Mis na miss ko na sya ngayon, di na sya malapit samin, kaya no connection na halos. Ang pumalit sa kanya na Si Ate Phom, At Ate Ella (na ngayon ay M'Ella) Sila ay mababait rin sakin. Much much ^o^ kaya love ko sila. Tapos, Ayun, Hanggang sa may bagong anghel sa store, Ibig ko po sabihin ay May preggy. 1.. tapos.. 2... tapos 3 na sila. Hehehe. Ninang ang tawag sakin.. Nakakatakot. Hehe. Namimis ko na din sila ngayon. Si  Migue (Mitch) na mataray, bully, pero sweet naman sakin pagdating sa pagkain. HAHA. Si Xildad na mataray din, ma pagka-bossy. Ayaw ng magulo, parang ako. Hehe. I mean ayako rin ng magulo, hindi ako yung magulo. XD  and si Angel nga, na pasaway na bata. Hehe.

Ayon, Masaya rin naman ako dahil nakilala ko sila habang tumatagal nga lang, minsan hindi nagiging ok, minsan ngkakaway away din. Pero until the end, magiging ok ang lahat. Ipakilala ko naman ang mga bosses ko. Unang una ang original sa Asian, Si M'Nette, Madam tawag sa kanya, minsan napaplingon ako kasi yun ang tawag ng mga best tropa ko nung college ako. Hehe. Or Mudra raw, pero Ma'am parin tawag ko sa kanya bilang pag-galang. Masitang tao, Pero ok lang yun, mas gusto ko yun. Malapit sa perfectionist. Optimistic, May pagka-pessimist din minsan. Yung mga ganung attitude  ok lang sakin. Parehas kami ng gustong kulay. Madalas ko sya binibigyan ng Food, o kahit ano mang naisipan kong ibigay. Hehe. Masaya kasi ako o natutuwa pag nkkapgpangiti ako ng tao dahil sa pagkain. Idol ko siya, kasi napakarami nyang alam sa trabaho, bukod na syempre yung matagal na sya. Beteran na. Susunod, si M'Sheryll.. Hindi ko po talaga alam kung bakit marami akong nababalitaan staff na ayaw sa kanya. Bukod siguro sa sobrang strict, tulad ng ayaw ng music o ngkwentuhan sa  kusina. Bwal na bawal ang cellphone sa duty. Kahit na sabihin ntn na bakit si ganito pwede, si ganyan ok lang basta mahina. Pag sya, bawal. Eh, hndi naman po lahat pareho pareho, Kung sakanila pwede, siguro sa kanya ayaw nya. Isipin na lang natin na para sa atin din yon kaya sya ganon. Paborito raw nya ako. LOL kahit bawal yun. Ewan ko lang. Minsan, Nasama loob ko sa kanya pg may pinagawa sya sakin na parang against ako. Pero ngssorry ako kasi ayakong  may nagagalit sakin. Pero minsan, pag ako ang tama, papanindigan ko yun, pero mgssorry ako. HEHE! >.< Happy ako naging visor ko sya, marami rin akong ntutunan sa kanya. At ang huling  visor ko ay, hmm, MT pala. Pero para sakin magaling sya. Si S'Raffy. Nung una, maraming may ayw din sa kanya, siguro sa pamamalakad, minsan nambabara kahit ako noon, di ko sya ganun nakakausap. Kasi seryoso nga ako eh haha. Si Sir, Mabait, Mapagkumbaba, standard.Flexible sa  trabaho, kahit walang opening dining at kitchen dati nga pati cashier wala. Mgeevolve lang sya, ok na. Kaso yun nga lang, hindi sya ganun kagaling sa kusina. Hehe. Dati kasi hindi ako nagising sa tamang oras. NAgising ako sa tym na sched ko. Tulad ng opening ako dapat  6 nandun nako, eh, 6am ako nagising, ayon, wala syang opener. Huhu. Buti di sya nagalit. Hehehe. Natatawa na lang sila sa hitsura ko nun. Namumula pa mata. Hehe text text pa ako, check op pala ako! >_< Para sakin hindi sa paborito, gusto ko sya ka-duty kasi bukod sa  may kasiyahang nagaganap, may kwentuhan kami na tungkol sa trabaho. Hindi plastik na tao. WAla kami pakelam kung may tropa tropa yung iba., basta kami kung ano ung  nanjan, gagawin. Hehe. MAsya akong nakilala ko ang  pinaka 3 boss na nakasama ko.Sana sa susunod na trbaho ko, gagawin ko kaung inspirasyon.

Dito na tyo sa pinaka main topic ko.---
Nung unang makilala ko sya.. Akala ko snob syang tao, boring, kasi napaka tahimik nya, pero totoo pala.. Hindi sya boring. Pero Snobber. (HAHAHA) Biro lang.. Pogi pogi pa. (^o^) Naks! Charming saka  Cute ng mata pag nakangiti. Oo, tahimik. Seryoso, parang ako, sa trabaho, seryoso, tahimik, may sariling mundo.Siya po ay si Matt.. Si matmat ko. Siya yung taong, mahal ko, minamahal ko ngayon at mamahalin bukas, at magpakailanman. Hehe. Kung mabasa man nya to, sorry. Na-iexpress ko lang to, kasi happy ako. Sweet sya. Hindi ko alam paano nagsimula, sa  dalas siguro naming magkasama sa duty, minsan magkausap, basta isang araw,  hehe. One time na magka-duty kami, yung tipong hindi ko aakalaing  bibigyan nya ako ng mga sweet na bagay. Yung candy na may message, sobrang kinikilig kaya ako nun, tapos syempre  bago pa yn, crush na crush ko sya. Hehehe. Isang kaibigan ko lang ang may alam non. Para naman pg knikilig ako,  hindi ako lang ung natawa mag isa diba. So pinipicturan at tinago ko ung bigay nyang yon. Syempre bumawi ako, naghanap din ako ng ganung candy. bumili ako isang pack sa  supermarket. Halos kinukwento ko sya sa bestfriend ko, si Jane and Leng. Hehe. Inaasar nga nila ako, ganyan, ganun daw, sabi ko na lang, "hindi ah, crush lang yun" XD hindi naman sa tuloy tuloy na yun. Pg ka-duty ko sya kinikilig ako pg nginingitian nya ako, ung tipong kinakausap nya ako, magkasama kami ganun, hanggang sa inaasar nila kami. Mga ganung bagay masaya nako. Tulad ng binibigyan ko sya ng food, (teka higa lang ako nangangalay na likod ko, o.O) tapos syempre para hndi halata na bbigyan ko sya ng food, bbigyan ko rin silang lahat. Hehe.XD Kasi pag ngumingiti sya, masayang masaya puso ko. ANg kyut kyut kaya nya. Hehe. >.< shy na tuloy ako! May mga oras din na pag hindi ko sa ka duty sad  talaga ako.. yung ganito =( :'( ayan. T.T Pero as long as makita ko sya. Pwede na.. Erm!! Siya lang yung taong nakapgpainom ng kape sakin, nakapagpakain ng burger, nakapgpakain sa mga resto na hindi ko kinakainan dahil sa  "baka hindi masarap"  Yung taong katulad ko na walang pakelam maubos pera basta sa pagkain mapupunta. Eh, hindi, Magastos din pla syang tao sa mga bagay na gusto nya bilhin, hehe :P Yung taong kaparehas  ko sa ibang mga bagay. Hindi ko po alam talaga paano nangyari na naging ganito kami ngayun, one time, na sabi ng utak ko, habang may oras pa, dapat  puntahan mo sya, anumang mangyari, masaktan ka man, o kung ano man, basta dapat  malaman nya, eh kaso sya kasi naunang nagsabing crush nya raw ata ako? Ewan ko lang ha kung yun nga pgkakasabi nya. Hehe, Oyy, nung sinabi nya  yun, kinlig ako, kaso ako kasi nung tym na yun, hindi ako ngpahalata na kinikilig. Hehehe. Baka sabihin na easy to get ako. LOL XD Natatawa na lang ako kasi pinuntahan ko sya nung tym na gusto ko sya makita, tinulugan ko naman sya. NGbabantay sya sa store nun may inaayos, ako kasi galing sa  bar, ayun hilo. Pero matino naman,. Saya saya ko kaso hinatid nya ako bahay. AYako dpat kasi gabi na non, grabe hinawakan nya kamay ko haha. Yung tym na un gusto kong tumawa ng  marami. Hehehe. >^_^< tapos hinitay nya ako sa bahay para ihatid ulit sa work. WAlang tulugan, hindi ko maimagine ngyari yung ganung bagay. Pero nung time na yun parang nangangamba ako sa ginawa ko, kasi, mali yun na  kasama ko sya. Mga sumunod na araw, lalo kaming ngng sweet, close. Hanggang sa  pinakilala ko sya sa mga close tropa ko. Hanggang sa  inaasar nako sa store. Kilig much. LOL. Hayy. 'pag naalala  ko yun, sabi ko, sarap sa pakiramdam. SAbihin na natin mabilis ang pangyayari, pero masya ako. Sana maging okey ang lahat. Andun yung kumakain kami sa iba't ibang  resto, gumagala kami kung san san, Minsan nga biglaan.  Hehe.

Sa mga gusto kong lugar. Lahat kinukuhanan ko ng litrato, kasi pag dumating ung tym na  mgtatago ako ng kayamanan, meron akong isang matatwag na  pinakakayaman ko na hindi mawawala. Habang buhay kong itatago at ipagmamalaki sa lahat ng taong pinakamamahal ko.. Na nakilala ko sya, ang taong pinaniniwalaan kong hindi ako iiwan, at taong andyan para sakin habambuhay.

Ipinakilala ko na din sya kay mama, ang unang  taong pinakilala ko ng personal. Nung Valentine's day. Ang naisip nya kasi na way para makapgpalit man lang ako n g damit eh yung dalan ng food sila mama sa bahay. Hala dami food  ang binili namin.. Hehehe. Tapos nagpaalam na lang kmi na lalabas kami para  kumain. Nakita ko nmn sa muka ni mama na masaya sya. Mejo di ko nga alam bakit ko naisip na  pakilala na sya. Eh kasi komportable naman ako. .Hmmm.. Kay papa, hehe tawa na lang ako. Sana maging ok ang lahat samin, yung hindi siya magtatago, hindi sya magaalinlangan.  Sana, kung ano kami ngaun, un kami habang pagtagal, yung masaya. Hindi ko alam kung anong tawag.


Sana maganda ang plano ni God sa akin. Anuman ibigay sakin ay tatanggapin ko. Salamat po at nakilala ko pa lalo ang sarili kong ito sa panibagong pangyayari ito.. Sa susunod muli..

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♥PrincessYeon.Ü

Kiss - Because I'm A Girl 

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Uploaded by drahcirodip on Feb 17, 2012

English translation.


I just cant understand the hearts of men
They tell you they want you and then they leave you
This is the first time, you're special
I believed those words, It was my happiness

You should've told me that you didn't like me anymore
But I didn't have a clue and I depended on you
Although I will curse you I'll still miss you a lot
Because I am a girl to whom love is everything

If you give all the things too easily he'll get sick of you
That's men, I have been told and it's no lie
Trying my best not to be fooled again
But falling in love again, that's a girl

You should have told me you didn't like me anymore
But I didn't have a clue and I depended on you
Although I will curse you I'll still miss you a lot
Because I am a girl to whom love is everything

Narration:

We parted ways today, please be happy?
Please meet a person better than me?
You're just the same with other men
It was just then when you told me you love me
Honestly, I don't want you to be happy
What if you'll find a girl prettier than me and live happily with her?
How if it makes you forget me then?
I'm so hurt, so much i want to die
When I still love you so much

Please don't take advantage of a girl's willingness
I didn't know that to be born and loved as a girl
Is this hard and difficult

Although I will curse you I'll still miss you a lot
Since I am a girl, to whom love is everything
Although I will curse you I'll still miss you a lot
Since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

WL

New Favorite Taiwanese-Comedy Drama Series - Drunken To Love You.

Two strangers, both proposed marriage to their respective girl/boyfriend, were rejected on the same day. They decided that the best way to deal with the rejection was to get drunk, real drunk. During the 24 hours of their crazy drunkenness, these two stranger became fast friends and got married... to each other. When they finally sobered up, they embarked on a mission to undo every crazy thing they did while they were drunk and prayed that their girl/boyfriend wouldn't find out. However, it turns out that Jie Xiu's girlfriend, Ai Wei, doesn't want a scandal affecting her movie so she asks him to stay married to Xiao Ru for three months.

To be continued (just watch)

I finished watching Love You series Last month, before New Year, For 4 days only. Naakit ako sa unang episode kaya hinanap ko agad ang streaming nito sa internet. Hindi kasi kaya ng PC ko ang down load, kaya aun na lang. Mas mabilis pa. Anyway, Matutuwa ka sa story. Akala mo boring na puli ulit pero hindi. Nagagandahan ako dahil sa bagong twist ng story na ito. Sana magustuhan niyo rin ito, Try nyo lang! Bago lang silang Love team, kasi si Rainie Yang madalas ang kapartner nya eh Mike He. Hehehe. Ngayon, natutuwa ako sa bago niyang love team na si Joseph Chang AKA Song Jie Xiu dito (pag tagalog sub JV Song). Bagay na bagay sila! Hahaha! LOL

More info, links:http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Love_You
http://es.drama.wikia.com/wiki/Drunken_to_Love_You

Links for free watching w.english sub:http://www.viki.com/channels/2161/videos/49050/5

I love their (2) two main theme songs
Wo Men Dou Sha by Rainie Yang (We are Silly) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tXAI6OqvvCo
Good Things by Yen J http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=508xuzarUCQ

Serendipity

Serendipity means a "happy accident" or "pleasant surprise"; specifically, the accident of finding something good or useful without looking for it.

"I super like this words, because it's always happening to me." This happens when you follow your innermost guidance; you don't know why you are doing the things you are doing; So, it turns out there was some specific purpose and pattern only the world can knew about..

Isang Kwento: Ang lungkot, pero dapat lang yung ginawa ko. Kasi may paniniwala ako. Hindi porket siya ang pinakamamahal mo eh pwede mo ng makasama. May mga bagay na kung ano ang na sa iyo ngayon, pahalagahan mo, hindi porket may dumating, iiwan mo na ito. Pero ano nga ba ang tama? Yung right person at the wrong time o wrong person at the right time. Mahirap din sagutin, dahil kanya kanyang rason yan. Hindi ako klase ng tao na, makakasakit ng tao para lamang sa pansariling kaligayahan. May mga oras na hindi mo dapat ipakitang nasasaktan ka di dahil sa wala kang karapatan.Kundi, Mali. Kasi, bigla ka na lang dumating at ngayon ay sasabihin ang mga bagay-bagay na dapat matagal na at noon nya kaylangan. Mga bagay na hindi mo pwedeng ipilit dahil lang sa alam mong lamang ka. Kasi may mga bagay na kaya mong ipaglaban pero siya mismo, hindi magawa dahil sa ayaw din niyang mangyari ang ayaw kong mangyari. (Hindi ako magulo, sadyang ganun talaga ang sinabi niya.)

Heto na: Tutal yun na din ang naging desisiyon ng bituin. At dapat kong initindihin yun. Ayoko naman na lumabas akong isang bulalakaw na tatama sa buwan para lang maging dahilan ng pagkakaroon ng sira o hindi magandang landing nito. Ayokong maging isang bulalakaw na bigla bigla na lang tatama sa kung saan saan. Itinigil ko na lang. Para sa ikabubuti ng mundo. Manhid na. Kasi napapagod din. Sana balang araw, maging maayos din ang lahat. Hindi man ipinaglaban ng bituin ang kanyan langit, at least, kahit sandali, naramdaman niyang may halaga din pala siya kahit na pinili niya ang buwan at iniwan ang langit.

Magulo. Kasi biglaan. Masaya na din kasi matatapos na din ito.

WL

Hoping in Rainy Days

You are not afraid of heights, you are afraid to fall.

You are not afraid of water, you are afraid of drowning.

You are not afraid to die, you are afraid for what the things aren't you haven't achieve or done.

You are not afraid to love, you are afraid to hurt....

Yes. To be hurt all over again. Why? You just love, why you also need to be hurt by million times? So sad, painful, wanna die. You already give your best,your trust and love. *Sigh..

I don't want to trust anyone anymore.. So I don't wanna be hurt again and hope for nothing.

If i experience it again, maybe i should die. My heart isn't strong like them. Mine is weak. easy to be break. No one wants to take care of it.

Story: If I love, I can wait, but my heart that missing the one she loves is a pain,that leads to death.

I trusted you,since i love you. I care for you,I never forget you, I only want to be with you, every time, every second of every minute of every hour of the day.You are always here in my heart and mind. But why you didn't understand me. Why you guys didn't aware of girls feelings?

Hope you love me and stick to your promise,like you said, i only want to see you happy.

I love you,no matter what. I am still here for you.

WhiteLady

Love Is All That Matter

Months passed, and were doing good and getting stronger for each other. You are 16 hours in my mind and 8 hours in my dreams. Zzzz.

Every second of every minute of every hour of everyday, i missing you so much. You are always in my heart and it will never change. ^^

Though, we fight sometimes because of misunderstandings, i hope you feel the same way that my heart only beats for you. That, I really care for you. Maybe I can survive a day without you, but i am not happy and I will feel so empty.

Many unexpected things happening right now, hope we can endure it, hope it wont mess the things that we have right now, like communication, though I hate my connection this past few days, I always wish that I can talk/chat with you. (Im praying that please no more another bad thing will happen right now and in the next days. Surely, I will die. T_T) even once a day, at least,i can sleep better, because i know you are there for me, and you will never leave me. I also said to you, that I will never leave you, I will wait for you. ^_^

Although somethings happening here, I hope that I can still see you "here" and have a talk to you. Nobody or Nothing in this world can stop us, because we are In-love with each other, and that's the important. I hope God will help us to survive. We can do it! I love you so much. Mahal kita. ^_^


WhiteLady