Secret Love

It's started as a crush


Today, I looked up into the sky aimlessly
I tried to draw your face slowly
I tell myself that I need to forget you
But you’re the only one for me
It can’t be anyone else
Will you now accept my heart?

Should I tell you that I love you?
Do you know how I feel when I look at you everyday?
If you stay by my side, I don’t want anything else
Will you just please stay by my side?
Should I try to run to you?
I want to know the way you feel about me
That’s the only thing I need
I can’t imagine a day without you
Will you accept the way I feel about you?



pRincessyeon

A Princess' Tears

-Short Story-
(A sudden break up)

Rachel: Where have you been? Didn't you know I keep looking for you, I'm worried that something happened already to u that's why you're missing for a few days. Are you sick ? Why not message me :(

Kristoff: I'm very busy and  I don't feel to online and  message you.

Rachel: Why?

Kristoff: You're always getting mad and I don't know why and it makes me unhappy.

Rachel: You don't love me anymore? Are u giving up?

Kristoff: Yes I give up.

Rachel: Why like that? Why so soon? You said you love me. Now not anymore?

Kristoff: We can be friends if you want.

Rachel: You know I'm not mad, if I get mad, there will be a reason. And I already told you  if I get mad, it's just sulking. I can't mad to you. You know  I don't get mad to you for long. I even waiting your reply but there's nothing. :( You said you love me and  you accept me even I'm like this. And now you don't like it anymore? I don't always mad at you. You should know that. You made me fall in love with you and now you're going to leave me?

Kristoff: I'm sorry :(

Rachel: Can't you think about it? Let's fix this.

Kristoff: I also don't want  someday I will be tied  up.

Rachel: You know you are free, I never kept you from doing anything you want. You see me like that? Ok then..

Kristoff: Let's take a break first.

Rachel: Do you still like me?

Kristoff: Yes

Rachel: Alright, if that's what you want.. I can't force you.. I will wait for you and sorry for what I said before, I never mean it. :(

Kristoff: Yeah, we take a break first ok and rest..

Rachel sent a message after 2 hours

"I'm really sorry if my attitude to you makes you unhappy.. I never mean anything bad i said if you think I'm mad. I cant think right that time. I don't know now what will happen but I will wait for you.. i really love you and sorry."

He replied: "I know you don't mean bad just take care and rest well.. Goodnight, sweet dreams and  sleep tight."

........The next day........

Rachel was busy at work, she never think anything but she is only silent and not talking to other people. Then she got a call from Kristoff.

Kristoff: How are you?

Rachel: I'm fine

Kristoff: I heard you are leaving here. Why are you quitting? Is it because of me?

Rachel: I don't know.

Kristoff: Don't quit please.

Rachel: (in mind) are you always been like this? You're asking too much. First u gave up to me, second, you ask to be friends and now you want me stay with you? Did you ever consider what would I feel?

Kristoff: I will rest soon , I'm still sick, I'm 2 days sick.

Rachel: You should've taken care yourself.

Kristoff: I'll try. But I'm more worried for you.

Rachel: Why?

Kristoff: Because you're someone I loved before

Rachel:(in mind) before? So not anymore?

Kristoff: By the way, I am happy that I still see you here and talking to me.

Rachel: I will go out.

Kristoff: OK. I will go home, I'll see you later ok?

.....no reply...

Kristoff: what are you doing not sleeping?

Rachel: I'm busy doing installing my PC drivers

Kristoff: you got many car ah so long? (Laughs)

Rachel:(in mind) you still can joke ah. Lol

Kristoff: Ok I will see you tomorrow ok? I go off now. You should rest soon. You can message me anytime you want but I'll read it  If I got home already ok?

Rachel: Ok. Ty.

Then, Rachel sent a personal mail after an hour.

"I want to talk to you. But i don't want.. I wish you are fine.. but you know, i was keeping myself busy so i dont remember anything, but at the end of the day, i worry about u and i missed you. And it hurts, i didnt know that this will happen that the person i thought who love me will leave me all of a sudden. These past few days i didn't think about what happened. Yes , it hurts. And I cant even shout it because i don't know. And you take care yourself , you're not a baby anymore. Goodnight.."

 

 To be continued..

"Sometimes I wonder, if there's at least one reason to hold on, I will."

Yeon 

Sad Truth

Some people are just a little too scared to get close with other people You know why? Because those people who said that they will stay no matter what happen, always leaving. The part that I don't understand is one day someone will tell you that  they love you then the next day, not anymore. That he is the only one you ever loved and he doesn't want you anymore and you don't even know if he really  loved you all this time or what. How come people changed so soon? How can a love hurt so much?

If that person don't love you enough and left you with no choice, you can't do anything. It will be always up to him. No matter how or in what way you fight your love for him, you can't force a love that has gave up. People around you will say the same thing, "You deserved someone better, someone who will love you unconditionally." No matter what the outcome, whatever you feel, you still have to be strong and move on. It will pass anyway, you have to move forward and accept the reality that he is not the one for you. You have to live with the pain. One thing to remember, don't force yourself to forget the person instead just keep thinking about him and think about positive outcome that you are thankful. Why? Because the more you try to forget the person, the more you will remember and be hurt. Even you hide it you can never make it forever. 

Even it really hurts..  

Pain makes  people change and stronger. And that's why some  people  scared to love and trust again. This is one of the reason you shouldn't make your hopes high and don't expect anything.. Love is give and take. Trust your partner and respect each other. You can hurt each other, that's the thing that you can never avoid.. You have to risk something for everything. People don't know what they got until it's gone, but the truth is they knew what they had and just never thought we could lose it. I'm happy this way and very thankful that I got enough real and loving people around me so I don't miss the ones that left. They can stay away for all I care. It's not my loss anyway. 

Yeon ♥

Acceptance

Everyone said.. "Love is hard", that nobody who fall in love come out with good feeling. Why do you believe that a love can last forever? Forever?  It's a no. Love not last forever. Its you and your significant other way of trusting and caring each other that last. Love only last if you both are healthy and if you have energy.. Know what I mean? connection, trust and respect equals love. I am not lying. Someday, you will realize it. As much as we love somebody, we also get bored. But you know..  I also wish that love can last forever. I loved a man so much that make my heart broken. I can't do anything for a love that gave up.

Remember that when you fall in love, it's easy. It is very easy to fall in love.. A reality that if your partner broken up with you it is not them who suffers, it's you. We can only love as long as somebody is interested. People are like toys. They come and go. You want this thing to last.. but the other person says no. What do you want me to do? Kill myself? Hehe. Nothing. This is reality. We must first love ourselves. This is how we can accept the truth and the real world. Let us hope that we all find "true" love but remember that it is hard to find. Don't just find. Find your self first and be happy with your own. So whoever come and go in your life, you will not be hurt too much like hell. And once you find your true love, don't let it go anymore.

Yeon ♥

Hay naku!

Ang pinaka ayokong palaging iniisip ng tao ay pera. Pera? Wala naman sigurong tao ang hindi namomroblema sa pera. Kahit saan tayo mag punta kailangan may pera. Gagala dapat may pera. Manliligaw dapat may pera, Mag-aaral dapat may pera. Pupunta sa mall dapat may pera. Nagkasakit ka, dapat may pera. Birthday, dapat may pera ka. Nagugutom ka, dapat may pera. Bored ka, dapat may pera. Nasa bahay ka lang, dapat may pera.Hay naku!

Kahit anong gawin mo, yun lagi dapat ang meron ka. Pag may pera ka, ano naman ang ginagawa mo?

Itatabi sa bangko
Ipambibili ng gamot
Ibibili ng pagkain
Pambayad ng tuition fee
Allowance ng mga anak
Ipangbibili ng cellphone
Magsshopping
Gagala with family
Inuman o Foodtrip with barkada
For emergency

Tama. Pero bakit problema pa rin nila ang pera?
Dahil sa utang. Bakit? Kasi di sapat ang natatanggap nating pera. Ano naman ang inuutang mo?

Kulang kasi pangtuition ng anak ko ngayong sem pang down lang, pwede bang pahiramin mo naman ako?

Ang mister ko kasi nasa ospital, sa katapusan pa ako susweldo kailangan daw makapagbayad kami within this week.

Dalawang buwan na ang kuryente namin, pag naputulan kami, madadagdagan yun gawa ng reconnection fee.

Kung nanay ka o tatay ka at may trabaho ka, asan po ang sinusweldo niyo?

Napupunta raw sa utang. So yung kinikita nyo po sa utang lang napupunta? Kaya uutang po kayo para may makain kayo.

Bakit nga ba ganun? Lubog na ang tao sa utang, pero makita mo mga gamit nila, ang gaganda. Magagarbo. Ang refrigerator puno ng pagkain, kada buwan may magarang damit, may bagong labas ng smartphone, meron agad. Kahit premium copy. Every sunday nasa bar. O mall nanunuod ng movie.

Sabagay tama nga yon luho sa sarili. Magpapahinga kasi nakakapagod sa trabaho,nakaka stress. Pero dapat bang tolerate natin mga sarili natin?
Yung bill mo sa kuryente at tubig alam mo nang overdue na. Mas pinili mong punuin yang ref mo ng kung ano anong. Pagkain nga,pero ahat ba yan angkop sa pangaraw araw nyo? Pag may bisita kayo, feeling maraming pagkain? Yung tipong iniisip nyo pg may magaganda kayong gamit ,sasabihin ng tao maunlad kayo. Habang mapputulan na kayo ng kuryente at tubig. PRIDE. At ang hindi alam ng tao eh marami kayong utang. Hindi ba mas maganda isantabi muna ang luho, at unahin natin ang mas importante. Pra khit papano mabawasan yung utang at ma minimize ang gastusin. Sa atin, Hindi nalaki ang sahod. Empleyado ka, may "minimum" parin ang pangalan ng sahod mo. Minimum wage at above minimum. Kahit businessman kapa, may utang ka pa rin. Kahit ang pinakamayamang tao sa mundo, may utang. Ang bansa nga natin, lubog sa utang. Yung hindi papinapanganak na sanggol may utang na.

Nagtataka ka bakit ganito. Ikaw tanungin mo sa sarili mo, bakit ganito?

Mga tao umaalis ng bansa, mangungutang para makaalis at makapagtrabaho sa ibang bansa para makasweldo ng malaki. Kapalit ay mawawalay sa kaibigan at kaanak.

Sa sobrang laki ng utang natin, pati tayong pilipino hindi umuunlad. Kasi puro tayo asa, tamad, inggit at ma-PRIDE. Wala akong masabi kundi puro bad noh? Saloobin ko lang. Yung magnanakaw, nagnanakaw para  ibenta yung gamit na nanakaw para makabenta. Uy, ang laki ng katawan niyo para gumawa ng ganon. Mas mabuti pa pulubi sa kalye maghapon nakaupo o nakatayo at namamalimos, mas ok pa yun kesa gumawa ng masama. Nagkapera ka nga galing sa masama, makakarma ka naman. Mas ok pa rin ang pinaghirapan. Ang iba naman, tambay mukhang gusgusin at di kumakain pero mamaya may dudukutin sa bulsa mo na bote  o plastic na may lamang rugby. Adik lang? Tapos napakalaki mo ng tao mamalimos ka ng barya at sasabihin pambili ng pagkain, pero sabihin niyo nga sa akin, pagkain na pala ang rugby at katol. :-/

Hindi ba kayo nahihiya, yung mga kabataan ngayon nag tatrabaho para makapagaral, kahit underage, hinahati ang kanilang oras sa eskwelahan, trabaho at paguwi ng bahay ay tutulungan ang kanilang magulang. Nagiibang bansa ang mga masisipag at matatalino nating kababayan, para saan? Para sa pera. Para makilala. Isa sa dahilan kung bakit hindi tayo  umuunlad. Yung mga magagaling nating kababayan na imbis na dito magtrabaho ay pumupunta sa ibang bansa. Pag dito, wala silang kasiguraduhan, kapag dito, hindi sila magtatagumpay, kapag dito, hindi sila yayaman at kapag dito, hindi sila mapapansin kasi may mga favoritism at kapit. INFERIORITY COMPLEX, isa sa definition nun. Kahit ang sweldo natin dito sa pinas a kapiranggot na tipong mas tumataas pa ang bilihin imbis na sweldo sa dami ng utang ng bansa eh ewan ko kung kailan magkakaroon ng salary increase!!

Kahit ako eh, gusto ko na mag ibang bansa, maraming dapat isakripisyo, pero kung para sa pamilya mo naman at sa sarili mo para lalong mapalawak ang aking nalalaman at karanasan. Bakit hindi?

TO BE CONTINUED..wait lng :P

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Happiness ♥

You can start creating your happiness, first is SMILE. You can smile, yes. Why not? Get all the  positive energy that life gave for everyone. DREAM. BELIEVE. DO IT.

Start being honest to yourself, know what you want and what you need. You can't forever depend on anyone in your  life, you are the only one who you can count on.. Don't problem the problems, it's already problem, don't make it another problem. Do what it takes. If you fail, it means you tried. Trying something you don't know what will be the result, but trying means you want to know how to solve it or how can you manage to trust and believe in yourself. Mistakes is a part of life and a lesson. Accept it and Bring it on!
Don't waste your time loving those people who really are not worth it. There will be a time when you don't need to look for  love or happiness.. A time when you can start think of doing something for yourself before anyone else. Be productive, don't frown, explore somewhere be with someone who you really  love and  loves you and enjoy every day of your life! Happiness starts from us and not to other people, if we know how to love ourselves first, then wherever we go we can find happiness without looking it first to other people.Spending time with the right and real people and enjoying things that you already have, you don't have to look for anything. Be contented. You can always have anything you are deserved. With those things, you can find contentment and contentment means happiness.. If you are not contented then you are not happy. You will try  to keep looking for something that will make you happy. That's people in real world unless they find themselves in a very hard situation then a thought and realization will come..

You can always meet right people, but you have to know who is the real ones.. Do not be afraid of anything. After you love and understand yourself, you can find happiness everywhere in every opportunity. Don't let  negative people hanging around you. Cheer up! Just don't expect too much, expecting too much leads to destroying yourself because you're gonna change again. Work up and reach your dreams. Get out from your comfort zone. If you know what you want, you can always do something. Don't be lazy, time is too precious..

Forgive everyone, forgive yourself, forget all the things that hurt you before, that's already a lesson in your life. If you keep stick on it, you can never move on, you can never find happiness. When you forgive you will receive the peaceful in your heart.. Let go all the negative things inside of you. Accept and be happy with what you have now, we are not  living forever, enjoy the every single day of our lives.. Always thank God for all the blessings he gave especially, today, that we are living and tomorrow again for another life. Thank Him for everything.


yeon

Conversation With A Shadow

Are you hurt?Or are you confused?
Is there someone who loves you now?
Do you like him?

To think that you should be happy, that there's someone who's loving you,
the real YOU.
But why your heart is crying.
I can see you're happy, but what is wrong now?

Are you going to ignore him? Avoid him now?
Even it will break your heart by being apart from him?
Don't ask me how, I also don't know. That's why I'm talking to you.

Too much sadness and sorrows
Just how I define love..
Love?
Its really wonderful.
But, what can you do if you are afraid?
You love. You can be afraid.
But you are afraid to be hurt.
But you cannot love at all if you don't try.

There's no words to express how to love..
It is by action
There's no wrong to try again
Try and try until you found your true love.

Failure is a part of life
If you don't fail it means you didn't try at all
If you are too hurt or you are not prepared
How can you know if you are ready?

If you are really scared to do it
OK you can stop..
But be sure when you stop,
You will never regret it..



yeon❤

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Question and Answer

1.
A Guys ask me..
"Do you like to be getting hit?"

I answered.. "No.. Why would I??? I like to hit people that being hit.." She laughs... "But in love, it's different, If I love the  person, It's okay if I'm the one getting hurt than I hurt people. I can't take it, because  I know how it feels to be hurt."

2.
G: ""Do you want to date?"

M: I don't think dating is the best solution to start off a relationship.

3.
Him: "Why you don't want to love again?"

Her: "Because, I am afraid by being not loved back and I'm afraid that He will leave me for the same reason.."

4.
He: "Do you think why is our boss always easily mad?"
She: "why?"
He: "People like her have painful past or facing problems, struggling right now, she is weaker than you think. She gets mad easily because its her way to defend herself, for her to avoid the hurt. or for her to not think too much about her problems"

5.
Guy: "Hello"
Girl: "Hey, why do you keep calling me, Just wait til I get there, OK"
Guy:" Then why do you keep answering if you don't like I'm calling, hehehehe, I just want to hear your voice that's why I called.."

6.
Her: "Hey! Why are you  getting mad at me now?"
Him: "I already told you, don't ever show your smile to him anymore. Don't ever make that face to others also!"
Her: "Why? Why are you doing this to me?"
Him: "You don't know? Because  I don't want them to fall In love with you too."


7.
Me: "If you have to choose to live with someone who truly loves you but you don't love him back, or to live alone for the rest of your life loving someone who doesn't love you, who would you choose?"
You:  "I will choose to live with someone who loves me, even I don't love him. It will take time to learn to love a person if you  will like it and if your heart is open. Person who loves you will never  ever hurt you and will love you unconditionally. Because loving a person who doesn't love you is the worst because you will only  hurt yourself and he will only  hurt you."


8.
He: "What would you choose? Live happily, Live peacefully, or Live with Love?
She: "When you  love your life, love  the people around you and you love yourself, peace will come and you will feel the happiness from within."

9.
Girl: "When should I say I love you to the person I love?"
Guy: "As long as it is not never too late. Hehehe!"
Girl: "I just don't want he think I'm too forward."
Guy: "If you feel it, say it. Love is never planned. But once you said  it, it's no turning back, it's like you're giving a promise with your heart to your love ones. You can take your time."

10.
Her: "Is long distance relationship works?"
Him: "Yes. As long as you  have trust with your some one, when there's trust, there is love. If you can communicate most of the time, it will be fine. As long as  you will meet him soon. If one of you changed then its the saddest part of it."

11.
Sister: "Brother, how can I stop liking someone?"
Brother: "If you don't want to like him anymore, don't bother to see him or talk with him anymore."

12.
Me: "He said that he loves me, but why I do feel I'm the  only one who's loving him?"
You: "Maybe because you  expecting too much, that he  love you too like you do."

13.
Girl1: "Hello, how are you? Can I  ask a favor from you?"
Girl2: "Yes, what is it?"
Girl1: "Will you help me rely this message to him, Thanks for helping me last time.. That's all thank you."
Girl2: "Do you want me to thank him, because he did something you are grateful for, or you want me to know that he did something that you are  grateful for? If you are really thankful, you should not ask someone to send your message to another person. Do not tell others to say it for you."


yeon ♥

How To Make Up With Her?

If you want to make up again with your ex-girlfriend..

I'm feeling teenager now to make some advice based on my friends and my own  experience.

1. Straight to the point that don't expect that she still likes you, no matter what. When a girl hurts, no one can describe how much pain she feels, if a girl says "no", don't force her. Well, If a girl still likes you, it will be a surprise, but she will never be the same as before. Not all girls will chase the guy after he broke her heart, left to nowhere and will back and pretend nothing happen and we will happy to say that "OMG, he's back?! Ah finally, I love him so much!" NO! Remember if the girl said she's tired and shes had enough. It's true. (Depends in you two are married couple or with a baby. lol)
~~ Even we still like you, we will never say it.. We want to see if you are serious to us and you love me so much.

It's not people who change,

it's the feeling anyway.. 

2.Talk to her in private. We, especially me I like if the guy will suddenly call me and ask me "How are you?" Well.. I find it very special and melts my heart if a  guy will call..And don't let us know that you miss us or what ever the reason you called. Few only will do that kind of thing. We want you to talk to us in person.. So if you live very very far away, other country or other planet.. You have to come!

~ Try to talk to her friends too, but remember her friends hate you more than she hates  you. They can curse you and talk to a witch to cast a spell over to you. HAHAHAHA! Try a  mild gathering or ask them what you have to do or if there is a chance, or just ask and tell them you are sorry too for hurting. For me, I like when a guy talks to my friends about me. =]

3.   Ask if we can still be friends? Yes, you can. But, again don't expect us to change and back to normal as before. Because that is a a miracle.. They said...LIFE GOES ON...or SHE STILL LOVE YOU AND EXPECT YOU TO BE BACK. Hmmmm?! It's a little awkward because we girls, find it hard to be sweet again with you guys who broke our heart..

~ The answer will be  only  YES if she's still like you or wants you to come back. And a NO if she's done with you, PERIOD!

YOUR EX ASKING TO BE FRIENDS 

AFTER BREAKING UP IS LIKE........

KIDNAPPERS ASKING TO "KEEP IN TOUCH" 

AFTER LETTING YOU GO

-_-

4. Always think what are you really want to say. We hate things that we make us bored. You should always tell anything like a story, about  your life, about happy thoughts. You can ask us a questions but don;t be so forward or overboard. You may end up being kicked out by our heels or pointed shoes. A flying hand too.

"YESTERDAY

 YOU SAID

TOMORROW"

~~ Try to do a surprise or anything which you not yet do for her. Not so glamorous  but  let her feel she's special for you.

5.Don't Joke. Be serious. If you do it,we will only think that you are not sure  to your feelings and you only want to make fun of us. We won't ever fall in any of your tricks. Not all girls is as stupid as you know. Remember a hurt girl will curse you. LOL

~ You know what kind of joke. Not the joke as you trying to make her laugh out of your pick up lines or what ever.

"Do you believe in love

at first sight?

Or, should I walk by again?" ^_<

6 Don't say promises. Because promises are made to be broken. It's true. You want a second chance or else, Be true and say it clearly to her.. establishing things in a proper way will make us think that you are sincere.

"Since you went away..

my heart breaks everyday..

you don't know because

you're not there.."

~Girls mostly always looking forward to a promises. They hold to that belief that you love them.

7. Say sorry and mean it. Even our hearts has been broken by our love ones, we still wanna hear the words sorry and feel that you really mean it.. Don't let us remember the last worst situation or any situation that you did last time that make your girl sad and hurt. Don't make us worried again that you may end up doing it again, we are  not just afraid.. Do you want us to feel that "why am I always hurt by the one I love"
Simply, we don't blame you guys if you hurt us even you don't mean it. Because we think also to avoid let you feel that you only hurt me".. Make a proper and serious apology from your heart.

Removing sadness and sorrows in our heart is a part of moving on and to have a peaceful life..Because forgiveness is what we can give to you, for us to move on, and start a new life..  You are part of it.. Should I forgive you or not, it's me who will suffer.. And that's not mean I accept you again in my life.. If we two are meant to each other for real, then we will be together.. And let's see if it's part of us too.

We are still have the loveliest heart of all..

*Photo credits from google.

~yeon

Take Me To Your Heart

Chapter 4
(Discovering Together)

As the day goes by...
Our hearts beats us one...
Every single day, every single week..
Every fight, every sulking
One wrong word becomes problem
One sentence becomes misunderstanding
One joke becomes serious
And sorry is not just enough...

Pride versus love..
Fight sometimes needs in relationship..
To test how long your love can stand and how the two of you will make it up for it..
They say, without it, it means there's no caring and love..

Yeah, but with this fight sometimes, I can know what his heart wants..
Yeah, I easy to feel sad, mad and easy to cry..
I only want him to care at me..
Even I know he is not that sweet guy..
I feel he is serious with me..
He is just jealous..

Sometimes he is sweet and caring..
But sometimes he is sulking and get mad easily..
What can I do? To make him calm..and understand him.. to be sweet even I hate him when he like that..
We don't let each other sleep til we fix the problems..
Instead of pride.. Why not just love each other more..
There's a lot failed relationship out there because of that pride..
Why?
They wait each other who will say sorry first...
No message or talk to each other..
You think you have a lot of time for your pride?
....It's not too late...

Even we fight.. I believe it's nice.. That we fight because he is always jelaous.. Yeah, because we are far away.. He don't like men around me.. I like telling story... But sometimes he misunderstood it.. I get mad too if he tease me bad... If he not sweet and forget me too...

I am a person who like attention always especially by my love one..
I like a guy who care and sweet to me..
With that I feel i am being loved..
Of course I do feel, that he feel the same.. Even we not yet see each other... He calls me when he know I'm sad.. And sometimes, I force him to call me if I want hear his voice..

“Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.”

Best Relationship: Talk like best friends, play like children, argue like husband and wife, protect each other like brother and sister.
 ♥

Invest love into your life. Because when you love life, life will love you back. And theres no attraction greater than love. People will notice the goodness surrounding you, and they will be naturally attracted to you.

“I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together.”
― Lisa Kleypas, Blue-Eyed Devil


“Every couple needs to argue now and then. Just to prove that the relationship is strong enough to survive. Long-term relationships, the ones that matter, are all about weathering the peaks and the valleys.” ― Nicholas Sparks

Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option..

                            I will wait  you because honestly  I don't want anyone else.. Only you..


princessyeon ♥

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What Is A Real Boyfriend?

A REAL BOYFRIEND

I don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don't care if you are a guy or a woman.
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
don't look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she re-posts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's OK don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is: "Whose ass am i kicking baby?"
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(Just Reading)
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I saw this post at some website and some comments are so hard and gettin wrong and negative with this post..

I think this post is not really "What girl wants to be with their guys" It's like... Just you know girls, ladies, woman is just want attention, appreciation and to be loved.. (Of course...So....) And  I think The one who create it and "if a  girl like this, a guy should be like that" Is not that the girl demands what a guy need to do. I don't know if you get my point. It's just...like hints.. or what a guy will or need to do if their girlfriends are like that like these...so if their girl have a problem, having bad moods, bad days, a good insights.  Just like that.. LOL, sweet things are the sweetest. Accept your girl for what and who she is.. Even she is a crying baby, an evil witch (lol) always wants you, missing you, loving you.. "A real woman never demands and a real man know how to take care of their lover."

For me.. It's not important having a perfect or right man... Or what your guy or man should be and have to be... No Requirements...No Instructions..Just..If you and Him is doing the sweet efforts, care to each other, loving each other physically and mentally, appreciation, respect both sides, being loyal and having TRUST to each other is the most IMPORTANT of all.. Then the two of YOU will be perfectly together.. =)

Happy and Contented!

BE and  STAY POSITIVE! 

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My Love From the Star Review ♥

 You Who Came From the Stars ♥

Though I'm not yet done watching this Korean drama series at the internet. I can make a review already.  I'm at episode 19 already.. (and i am streaming it at dramaload, you can also download it)And i will say sorry first because I'm going to spoil it already! Hehe! Why I like this drama in the first place? First of all, Kim So Hyun and my favorite Korean actress Jun Ji Hyun is the main character. Second, The story is about A Girl who is very beautiful and popular and A Guy which is handsome and smart  fall in love with each other and they are very different. Third, the story is just too charming for me and I really like this kind of drama. LOL, comedy and romantic one. and the other Reasons are I just love it and you have to watch it for you to know.. Haha, I even ask my friends to watch this.. :P

I think I always cry in this drama whenever Cheon Song yi is crying or hurt. Hahaha.. I even making a dialogue photos for her unforgettable painful lines like this..

Just click for the picture to see clearly the caption
My own photo dialogue caption.

Yea, this are some of the painful moments of Cheon Song Yi and Do Min Joon..
Anyway, There's more sweet and romantic moments for them too.. Hihihihihih ^^

Cheon Song Yi missing Do Min Joon at the other room, she's trying if he can hear her.. LOL

"Stare at me.. I will do anything to make your heart fluttered with me.. If I still can't make you like me, it means I'm just like a washing machine or rice cooker to you." - Cheon Song Yi

Sound Tracks that I love the most
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-F0Jyj3-FiY&list=PLUXFs3YhmN2lsWlkfvx7BIK8z-PyIVkLF
My Destiny and Hello, Good Bye.

I am super relate with this drama because i have a love and he's far away. Before, We are not like this as sweet.. before we are always  fighting, that he keep pushing me away, that he  don't like me, that he even can't imagine that we will be close as this. But now, we are happy, even if we are different, our minds and heart is the same and will always love each other no matter what happen.

*I finished watched this long time ago already, i think 2 months alrdy.. The  script, the plot the twist especially the ending.. is so cool.. Ending is, Do Min Joon can only temporary go at Earth for a minutes only.. So I'm actually wondering how they got a baby? Hehehehe. LOL even they are far from each other, their relationship is working and going strong.. And Cheon Song Yi became the top artist again at korea.. You will know how ti feels when you're love on is very far from you.. That you will do all you can while he/she is with you.. At some point, I'm wondering if Earth accept Do Min Joon as Cheon Song Yi wife.. I know I'm going deep already for the answers.. It's just, Part 2 please? Hehehehe.. I knew Koreans already made same like this drama, but some are different, but this one I believe is indeed one of the best korean drama about alien romance with a beautiful and stunning earthling..

I hope Korea make more quality like drama like this again, I'm looking forward for more shocking and a-must-watch-drama!


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From This Day Forward ♥

Chapter 3 
(I Love You So)

I'm so happy to have this feeling again and again and with the same person.
I thought I will never have someone like you in my life after what happen before..
I can say I'm falling in love and  I am finally know how it feels..
How it feels to be loved again.. ^_^

I've been waiting
I've been longing
I am so glad you want me to stay..
You didn't push me away..

So for now, Please take care of yourself for me.. And I will take care myself for you.. And will always here for you, every single day, will always love you.. Happily and contented. :p

"Even we not yet meet, I know someday we will, And I will be waiting for that day.. And when that day comes, You and I will be the happiest people in the world..

...You and Me in our perfect world..and create wonderful memories..."

Our song..: In Love With You
Wanna post his picture.. His record voice for me.. What he do.. How he is..?
But later he will get mad. Hahaha :p
Maybe soon *i'm evil witch again*

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Peter Pan and Tinkerbell

Conversation from  a Disney Characters

Peter Pan: "Why did you have to go far away for so long?"
Tinkerbell: "You never gave me a reason to come back. I was always there when you needed me but i guess you never showed how important I am in your life. Now it's different and now we've changed, but  I'm still smiling."
Peter Pan: "Why?"
Tinkerbell: "I, myself, don't know the reason. It's just that now, IT'S YOUR TURN TO MISS ME."

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Yeon

Did you ever think?

Did you ever think
that he looks at you when you are not looking?

Did you ever think
that he likes you but he's just too nervous to tell you?

Did you ever think
that he doesn't text you because he wants you to miss him.

Did you ever think
that he talks about you all the time to his friends?

Did you ever think
that he is just too shy to talk/ hang-out with you?

Did you ever think
that he loves you in a way he's not ready to deal with?

Did you ever think
that he miss you so much and he can't tell you directly instead he teasing you.

Yeon

Aiyoooo!

Bagong taon, bagong pag-asa.
Bagong plano para sa bagong buhay.

Heto na nga ba ang pinakahihintay kong pagkakataon?
Sobrang excited ako! Makakapagtrabaho sa ibang bansa?
Aba! Sinong aayaw at tatanggi sa oportunidad na ito?
LOL.

Sana nga, kahit medyo mahirap ang pagdadaanan bago makapunta don.
Heto at nagiipon na ng perang gagamitin panimula doon.
Sana sa simulang ito, unti unting magkakatotoo ang mga pangarap ko.
SANA..

Nawa'y maging matatag ang kalooban ko at hindi ako pabayaan ng  langit..
Sa pag-alis kong ito,a ng aking mga kaibigan, kamag-anak at pamilya sana patuloy
nyo po silang gabayan at ilayo sa masasamang pangyayari at sakuna..
MAMIMIS KO PO KAYO.

Hanggang sa muli,
(Sana next month na!)

Yeon

Silent Night

Dancing lights played every 30 minutes..

People are waiting for the dancing lights to be started

MY CAPTURED VIDEOS

 

'JOY TO THE WORLD'

CHRISTMAS SONG 2

 

'CHRISTMAS SONG 3'

'SA PASKONG DARATING

PASKO Na NAMAN'

this last video is my favorite :)
Have fun watching the  dancing lights performance at Ayala triangle
Merry Christmas ♥

Don't Let Me Go

Chapter 2 
(A Before and After)

If I can make a wish
I wish that you will like me
But I don't want
Because I don't want you to like me because I wish it..
I want you to like me by freewill with your heart..

If the world would let me be happy..
I want to have that happiness because I made you happy.
If I tell you I'm still In love with you,
Are you going to leave me again?

I'm lively again when you started talking about my life
It's like i can smile after all
I thought I can never have that feeling once more
That once broke my heart..

It's  so difficult this feeling for you..
Every day, I keep saying to myself, "Stop it, or you'll hurt again"
But I still hoping,
Maybe this time, I will be happy

I tried to not talk to you anymore
I cant control myself, If I don't,
It ends myself tearing
Afraid to be left again and again.

Am I annoying? Irritating?
I hate myself, Yeah, Yeah
I tried to be nice, but still i keep remembering those things
"Yeah, I'm afraid to be hurt again, Should I stay away first?"


Maybe now, I will walk away from you
I know you will never notice me
Love is not the cruel one, But it is when you hurt.
I'm crying.

But if you say, Please stay,
I will stay..
I wish you will say, "Sorry, I'm happy that you are back"
Please don't let me go

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Hoping...

Wala namang ibang nakakaunawa sakin sa clan.. ung taong inaasar ako kasi masaya sya pag nkkta nya itsura ko pg naazar. ung taong nakakaintindi sakin.. Ung taong simula nong una tinanggap ko at pnrotectahan ko kahit knino.. kht marami silang snsabing masama.. pinagttanggol ko sya.. Yung taong kahit angdaming  sinasabi o pinapaala sakin ,siguro iniisip nya na  hindi ko sya  pinapansin, ung  mabait na to sa kabila ng  pinagdaanan,.. hindi sa ngpaparinig ako kundi sana malaman nya.. na yun lang ung way para mgprotect ako ng tao.. hindi ko alam na naging mean na pala ako.. ung naging unfair na pala ako kasi hindi ako makapagdesisyon. Ung napakahina kong tao kasi pinaalis ko ung taong pinakanakaaintindi sakin. Yung tinutulungan ako sa lahat ng bagay,pero para sakanya hindi na ata mahalaga ung pinagsamahan. Pero ano bang mggawa ko.. laro lang ito... natatakot kasi ako baka sa sobrang bait ko iwanan lang ulit ako.. kya sinubukan kong manging strict...di ko alam ngng mean na pala ako. Gusto ko lng naman mgpasaya ng kaibigan..ung ddamayan sila kahit anong mangyari anjan ka.. siguro nga i already lost a very good friend of mine.. dahil sa ugali ko.. pero umaasa parin ako na mapapatawad din nya ako.. hindi ko naman kasi sinasadya.. nagsisisi nako.. Ayokong mawalan ng kaibigang tulad mo... at..marami ding naghihintay sayo dito... sana bumalik ka.. pag nangyari yun,pwede mokong batukan, sana hindi pa huli ang lahat. Sana hindi mo kalimutan na dahil sau kaya ganito ang clan natin... masaya.

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Teddy Bear

Small, cute and a fluffy friend of mine.
My companion.
I named him Seol

The one who always wait me to go back home.
The one who every day's watching me how to eat my foods.
The one who sees me how  I do my make up.
The  one who always saw how I dress.

The one who is there to spy whose the person I chat or talk.
The one who was watching my online games.
The one who secure me if a friend is here to visit me.
The one who is accompany me when i watching movies at my free time.


The one who always see how I am so happy if someone make me happy.
The one who is there if I am pissed off.
The one that is ready to wait to hug when I am sad.
The one who is being my shoulder when I cry every night.

He is my room mate at my room. Even he is not talking, moving. I know he understands me.
Even my room is coming messy. I always clean and stay away my seol first before anything else.
He is the only one who can understand me. Who can see  how I look good when smiling, how  I look terrible when I am sad, and how  I look so hurt when I am in pain. Every night I'm telling to Seol this words..

"I am afraid, that one day, I cannot love anymore.
I am afraid, I cannot feel any love already.
I am afraid, no one can ever let inside my heart again.
I am afraid, My heart will forever numb."

But,

"I am still want to feel how to be loved.
I am still love him.
I want to try.
I am still waiting for him."

Hear this song..
Tomorrow