Love Begins Here

Chapter 1
(A Short Story)

There was a girl, who have a pretty smile but sad eyes. A girl who is ambitious and optimistic and when she fall in love it will takes forever.

There is also a guy, he lives in other country, a tall, dark and handsome type. A friendly, caring, but a pervert. A guy who values religion and success in life. Helpful and very responsible guy.

The girl likes the  guy that he met in game, so he ask his number.. They always talk each other there before, care each other.. exchanging photos, story. One day, the girl said her feelings to that guy. Of course the guy won't believe. Who will believe to a love with a long distance and born so soon? He's wrong. That girl really love him, believe it or not. The guy now approach different to the girl now. Everyday the girl is trying to smile. That girl loves him so much as she don't even care if they are different in everything. The saddest thing.....the guy don't like her..

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Song for you
>>So I thought

Bunga Biru (BLue Flower)

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Bunga Biru Story

--Hati yang terkunci

Aku percaya bahwa ada pasangan untuk setiap orang

Ada sesaat, aku melihat dan membayangkan, apakah kau pernah duduk disana memikirkanku?? Kau akan terkejut apabila kau tahu betapa ku memikirkanmu

Aku bangun setiap pagi dari tidurku memikirkanmu, saat kudengarkan musik aku memikirkanmu. Dan disaat aku bekerja aku sangat berharap dapat bertemu denganmu..kuberbaring dan memikirkanmu. Andaikan kau sadar apa yang telah kau perbuat padaku, aku berpikir ini saatnya untuk berjalan maju dan tidak melihat ke belakang. Aku tak akan menyangkal bahwa ini sangat menyakitkan. Sebenarnya aku berpikir bahwa dirimulah yang kuinginkan untuk dapat bersamaku, dan kau sangat memiliki potensi untuk menjadi lebih dari dirimu sekarang. Ya, kau membuatku sakit hati, tetapi aku tidak apa-apa. Kita bisa saja menjadi sangat baik dan kau tak akan pernah mengharapkan sebanyak apa yang dapat kuberikan padamu.

Kau tak pernah memberikan ku kesempatan walaupun kau berkata kau akan memberikannya, dan itu berarti kau tidak pernah tau apa yang akan terjadi. Kau berkata bahwa kau akan membuatku jatuh cinta padamu seperti kau mencintaiku. Aku tidak tau dimana posisi dirikudihatimu dan aku tidak tahu apa arti diriku untukmu. Aku tahu semua yang kau pikirkan tentang diriku hanyalah seperti teman biasa , dan melewati batas ini adalah hal terakhir yang kau inginkan. Tetapi aku harus mengatakannya.. aku tak dapat melihat kedalam matamu tanpa menginginkan untuk menciummu, dan aku tak dapat berbicara padamu tanpa memberitahukanmu apa perasaanku.

Aku tahu mungkin hal ini akan membuat hubungan kita hancur, tetapi aku bersedia mengambil kesempatan ini. Aku tak pernah merasakan perasaan seperti ini sebelumnya kepada siapapun. Dan dengan menuliskan surat panjang ini aku takut kau akan menjauh dari ku dan kurasa ini sangat menyakitkan buatku. Aku tidak dapat membiarkan satu hari lagi berlalu tanpa memberitahukan hal ini padamu, tak perduli apapun yang akan terjadi. Aku tahu ada sesaat dalam dirimu merasa ragu. Dan apabila ada sesaat keraguan, itu berarti kau merasakan sesuatu juga. Aku rasa kau tidak tahu dimana posisimu dihatiku, dan hatiku hancur berkeping-keping hanya dengan memikirkan apa arti diriku untuk mu.

Kau adalah seseorang yang spesial bagiku, siapapun yang nantinya akan ku coba untuk kucintai, aku tetap cinta padamu

Terkadang aku berpikir apakah kita dapat hidup bersama. Hanya Tuhan yang tahu betapa aku merindukanmu, betapa aku mencintaimu.

Karena didalam mataku hanya kaulah satu-satunya. Tak ada satupun laki-laki lain yang dapat menggantikan posisimu di hatiku. Dan apabila aku bersama yang lain, itu tidak sama! Karena yang kupikirkan hanyalah tentang diriku dan dirimu, tentang apa yang telah terjadi diantara kita, dan apakah hal itu akan terjadi diantara kita.

Aku tidak dapat hidup tanpamu.. haruspun aku melihat bahwa aku dapat hidup, tetapi aku tidak bahagia. Mungkin suatu hari nanti kita akan berpikir bahwa kau adalah satu-satunya untukku dan begitu juga sebaliknya, dan kita dapat hidup bahagia selama-lamanya seperti kisah-kisah putri dalam dongeng. Namun itulah cerita yang kuinginkan untuk terjadi pada kita. Dan apabila kita pada akhirnya dapat bersama suatu hari nanti aku yakin kita akan lebih bahagia dari cerita-cerita itu.

Aku rasa aku sudah mengatakan yang ingin kukatakan, tetapi aku ingin kau tahu bahwa aku menyukaimu apa adanya. Dan aku ingin kau tau bahwa kau akan lebih bahagia bersamaku. Dan sebanyak yang kau katakan bahwa “dia tidak mengerti aku, dia tidak mencintaiku apa adanya, kita berbeda”, pikirkanlah sebanyak apa aku mengganggumu, menelponmu, dan hal-hal menyebalkan lainnya yang kuperbuat hanya untuk mendapatkan perhatianmu atau untuk dapat dekat denganku(HEHEHEH!). Kejadian itu, obrolan-obrolan itu tersimpan dalam hatiku. Ketika kau mencintai seseorang, perkataan-perkataannya akan sulit untuk dilupakan.. aku harap kau dapat mengerti semua itu.. dan satu hal lagi “ jangan mencoba untuk mengerti wanita, kau hanya akan gagal”


---- REQUESTED

~English Version

Blue Flower

--One heart is sealed.

I believe that there is someone for everyone.

One time, I just look and wonder, do you ever sit there and think about me?? You'd be surprised if you only knew how much I think of you..

I wake up every morning with you on my mind.. I listen to music and thinking of you.. and between I’m working I hope to see you..I lie in bed thinking about you. If you only knew what you do to me. So, I think it might be time for me to keep walking and not look back. I'm not going to deny that it hurts. I actually thought you were someone who I wanted to be with, and you had so much potential to be so much more than you are now. Yes, you did hurt me, but I'm okay. We would have been so great and you would never have wished for more than I could have given you. You never gave it a chance, even though you said you would, and that means you'll never know what could've been. You said I try to make you fall in love with me same as I love you. I don't know where I stand with you or what I mean to you. I know all you think of me is a friend and that crossing the line is the last you'd want to do, but I just had to say it. I can’t look into your eyes without wanting to kiss you, and I can’t talk to you without wanting to tell you how I feel.

I know this might ruin our connection, but I'm willing to take this chance. I've never felt this way before about anyone. If telling you this whole long message I’m afraid you will stay away from me then I guess this hurts me. I couldn't let another day go by without telling you, regardless what happens. I know some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there’s a moment of hesitation, that means you feel something too. I don’t think you know where you stand in my life and it tears my heart into pieces just thinking about where I stand in yours.

I feel your my special person, Whoever I try to love, I’m still in love with you. Sometimes I wonder if we'll ever be together. God only knows how much I miss you. How much I love you.

Because in my eyes your the only one for me. No other guy can ever take your place and when I'm with someone else, it’s not the same cause all i do is think about me and you and how things used to be or if those things will happen to us.

I couldn’t live without you, or should I see, I can live, but it’s not happy. Maybe one day we will realize we're the only ones for each other and live happily ever after like the princess's in the story books do. Thats how I want our story to live.. Happily ever after and if we end up together one day then I'm sure it will be more then happily ever after!

I guess I've said all there is, but I just want you to know that I like you for who you are... but I want you to know that if anything, you could be happier with me. And as much as you want to say, "She doesn't know me, she doesn’t like me for me, We are different." just think of how many times I keep nudging you, disturbing you, calling you, whatever irritating things just to make you notice me, or be close to me. (HEHEHEH!) Those conversations are stored in my heart, when you like someone their words don't just go away..I wish you would understand that. One more thing. “Don’t try to understand Ladies, you will only failed”:D

She miss you... $0fi


To share..
“The scariest thing about distance is that you don’t know whether they’ll miss you or forget you.”
― Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook 

“Sometimes the things that are felt the most are expressed between two souls over the distance and over time...where no words abide. And others may speak freely, live with one another freely, express themselves freely– just like everyone else, but then there is you... you have no words for proof of reassurance, no tokens of professed love, but you have something. Something worth keeping.”
― C. JoyBell C., Saint Paul Trois Ch Teaux: 1948  

"Love doesn't care  if you two are not together, as long as your hearts are  one"

-yeon♥

Heroic Odyssey ♥

My Currently favorite online MMORPG: HEROIC ODDYSEY (from koramgame too!) http://ho.koramgame.com.my/

But it is now closed, 2 years ago, I just file this photos as memories of my guild, friends and love ones!

Main 7heaven Members (9clouds)

Yeon Woo (Hawaii and  Vigor Fashion Dress and Titles)

(9clouds Yeon Woo, sopiboyz, SOULsAngel, Kielz Frost)

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(9clouds Guild)

 

 

 

 

 

 

Missing them =]

princessyeon ♥

When I Met You..

Dito magsisimula ang  panibagong buhay ko pagkatapos ng aking  pag-aaral sa kolehiyo. Ang matatawag kang napakagandang  simula.:D

May maganda kayang ala ala maiiwan sakin eto? Meron kaya akong makilalang mga kaibigang hindi ako iiwan kahit mghiwa hiwalay na kami? Meron kaya dito makakapagpabago ng paniniwala ko tungkol sa mga buhay buhay? Meron kaya si Clah clah na pasasayahin o mapapangiti.. ^O^

LOL. (agad?~~) Ayon.Nakatadhana  pala talaga ako sa Pancake House, Asian Hospital. Nagtatrabaho bilang osang  RSC o Restaurant Service Crew. Kung saan, tinulungan ako n g aking ate na makapasok, pero hindi ko aaminin dahil sa kanya kaya ako natanggap, kasi para sakin natanggap ako dahil magaling akong sumagot sa interview nung mga oras na yun. (haha syempre biro lang yun) Ayako kasi talaga dun nung una. Dapat kasi Last last year pa ako mgsisimula doon, kung hindi lang ako tumakas sa second interview kasi nabagot ako at sabi ko sa mama ko, magbabakasyon muna ako, kasi hindi pako nakakpgpahinga matapos ang  napaka-busy kong araw sa college at sa  naging ojt ko sa  isang hotel nuon. Nang mapadpad nako sa store, ung una sabi ko ano kaya feeling dito, marami kayang tao dito, nakakapagod kaya dito? O boring ba dito? Tulad ba dito sa dati kong pinagtrbahuan na Resto din na kung saan lahat ng ka-trabaho ko mababait at  sobrang malalahanin? Pala-kaibigan kaya sila? O Hindi masyado. Hehe.Hindi ako pala kaibigan nung mga oras na bago lang ako dun, or what I mean naman is Pala kausap, palabiro, ganun, nasunod lang ako sa utos, gingawa lang dapat gawin sa trabaho. Pagkatapos trabaho uwi agad, hindi tulad nila, minsan nagala, inum, hehe tinatamad kasi ako. LOL. Ayun, May mga naging ka-close naman ako, mgbabanggit ako ng  pangalan. Tulad nila Angelica, siga, alaskador, pero mabait at marunong makisama, hindi siya namimili ng kakaibiganin.. Siya yung una kong nakilala sa  ktrabaho ko, sa Head Office pa lang nung interview, doon ko siya nakilala. Lagi kami mgkasama, orientation, exam, maliban na lang nung nagstart na kami ng actual training at ma-deploy na mismo sa trabaho. Naging "medyo" ka-close  ko rin si Aries, na malapit lang din sa amin ang  bahay (medyo lang) nakakasabay madalas sa  jeep pag pauwi. Sweet syang tao, maalalahanin, mapagbiro at  marunong maisama din. Nagkakausap lang kami sa store. Yun lang, pag may gala nga lang sila, minsan o isang beses niyayaya ako, pero madalas, hindi talaga nila ako niyaya. Ang bad bad nilang mgttropa noh, 'Di 'ba Mat? hehehehe Oops, nabanggit ko agad name nya, hindi ko pa siya namemention. Hehehe!

So mali agad yung paragraph  ko kasi lumagpas na sya sa  dapat. Hehe, Sana dito perfect na. Pero may mga naging ka-close pa ako kasabay din nila. Ang madalas kong nakakasama pg breaktime o pag maaga nakauwi, kapag sabay ang oras namin, sila Ate Janeth, Ate puset (Suzette) Eric. Si Eric and madalas kong nakakaduty (kasabay sa duty) Si ate janeth o ate Zet. Nagppunta kami ng Festival, para Mag Mcdo, Gumala, at picture picture. ^o^ Masaya akong nakaksama sila. Hanggang sa Umalis na si ate Janeth, at Mis na miss ko na sya ngayon, di na sya malapit samin, kaya no connection na halos. Ang pumalit sa kanya na Si Ate Phom, At Ate Ella (na ngayon ay M'Ella) Sila ay mababait rin sakin. Much much ^o^ kaya love ko sila. Tapos, Ayun, Hanggang sa may bagong anghel sa store, Ibig ko po sabihin ay May preggy. 1.. tapos.. 2... tapos 3 na sila. Hehehe. Ninang ang tawag sakin.. Nakakatakot. Hehe. Namimis ko na din sila ngayon. Si  Migue (Mitch) na mataray, bully, pero sweet naman sakin pagdating sa pagkain. HAHA. Si Xildad na mataray din, ma pagka-bossy. Ayaw ng magulo, parang ako. Hehe. I mean ayako rin ng magulo, hindi ako yung magulo. XD  and si Angel nga, na pasaway na bata. Hehe.

Ayon, Masaya rin naman ako dahil nakilala ko sila habang tumatagal nga lang, minsan hindi nagiging ok, minsan ngkakaway away din. Pero until the end, magiging ok ang lahat. Ipakilala ko naman ang mga bosses ko. Unang una ang original sa Asian, Si M'Nette, Madam tawag sa kanya, minsan napaplingon ako kasi yun ang tawag ng mga best tropa ko nung college ako. Hehe. Or Mudra raw, pero Ma'am parin tawag ko sa kanya bilang pag-galang. Masitang tao, Pero ok lang yun, mas gusto ko yun. Malapit sa perfectionist. Optimistic, May pagka-pessimist din minsan. Yung mga ganung attitude  ok lang sakin. Parehas kami ng gustong kulay. Madalas ko sya binibigyan ng Food, o kahit ano mang naisipan kong ibigay. Hehe. Masaya kasi ako o natutuwa pag nkkapgpangiti ako ng tao dahil sa pagkain. Idol ko siya, kasi napakarami nyang alam sa trabaho, bukod na syempre yung matagal na sya. Beteran na. Susunod, si M'Sheryll.. Hindi ko po talaga alam kung bakit marami akong nababalitaan staff na ayaw sa kanya. Bukod siguro sa sobrang strict, tulad ng ayaw ng music o ngkwentuhan sa  kusina. Bwal na bawal ang cellphone sa duty. Kahit na sabihin ntn na bakit si ganito pwede, si ganyan ok lang basta mahina. Pag sya, bawal. Eh, hndi naman po lahat pareho pareho, Kung sakanila pwede, siguro sa kanya ayaw nya. Isipin na lang natin na para sa atin din yon kaya sya ganon. Paborito raw nya ako. LOL kahit bawal yun. Ewan ko lang. Minsan, Nasama loob ko sa kanya pg may pinagawa sya sakin na parang against ako. Pero ngssorry ako kasi ayakong  may nagagalit sakin. Pero minsan, pag ako ang tama, papanindigan ko yun, pero mgssorry ako. HEHE! >.< Happy ako naging visor ko sya, marami rin akong ntutunan sa kanya. At ang huling  visor ko ay, hmm, MT pala. Pero para sakin magaling sya. Si S'Raffy. Nung una, maraming may ayw din sa kanya, siguro sa pamamalakad, minsan nambabara kahit ako noon, di ko sya ganun nakakausap. Kasi seryoso nga ako eh haha. Si Sir, Mabait, Mapagkumbaba, standard.Flexible sa  trabaho, kahit walang opening dining at kitchen dati nga pati cashier wala. Mgeevolve lang sya, ok na. Kaso yun nga lang, hindi sya ganun kagaling sa kusina. Hehe. Dati kasi hindi ako nagising sa tamang oras. NAgising ako sa tym na sched ko. Tulad ng opening ako dapat  6 nandun nako, eh, 6am ako nagising, ayon, wala syang opener. Huhu. Buti di sya nagalit. Hehehe. Natatawa na lang sila sa hitsura ko nun. Namumula pa mata. Hehe text text pa ako, check op pala ako! >_< Para sakin hindi sa paborito, gusto ko sya ka-duty kasi bukod sa  may kasiyahang nagaganap, may kwentuhan kami na tungkol sa trabaho. Hindi plastik na tao. WAla kami pakelam kung may tropa tropa yung iba., basta kami kung ano ung  nanjan, gagawin. Hehe. MAsya akong nakilala ko ang  pinaka 3 boss na nakasama ko.Sana sa susunod na trbaho ko, gagawin ko kaung inspirasyon.

Dito na tyo sa pinaka main topic ko.---
Nung unang makilala ko sya.. Akala ko snob syang tao, boring, kasi napaka tahimik nya, pero totoo pala.. Hindi sya boring. Pero Snobber. (HAHAHA) Biro lang.. Pogi pogi pa. (^o^) Naks! Charming saka  Cute ng mata pag nakangiti. Oo, tahimik. Seryoso, parang ako, sa trabaho, seryoso, tahimik, may sariling mundo.Siya po ay si Matt.. Si matmat ko. Siya yung taong, mahal ko, minamahal ko ngayon at mamahalin bukas, at magpakailanman. Hehe. Kung mabasa man nya to, sorry. Na-iexpress ko lang to, kasi happy ako. Sweet sya. Hindi ko alam paano nagsimula, sa  dalas siguro naming magkasama sa duty, minsan magkausap, basta isang araw,  hehe. One time na magka-duty kami, yung tipong hindi ko aakalaing  bibigyan nya ako ng mga sweet na bagay. Yung candy na may message, sobrang kinikilig kaya ako nun, tapos syempre  bago pa yn, crush na crush ko sya. Hehehe. Isang kaibigan ko lang ang may alam non. Para naman pg knikilig ako,  hindi ako lang ung natawa mag isa diba. So pinipicturan at tinago ko ung bigay nyang yon. Syempre bumawi ako, naghanap din ako ng ganung candy. bumili ako isang pack sa  supermarket. Halos kinukwento ko sya sa bestfriend ko, si Jane and Leng. Hehe. Inaasar nga nila ako, ganyan, ganun daw, sabi ko na lang, "hindi ah, crush lang yun" XD hindi naman sa tuloy tuloy na yun. Pg ka-duty ko sya kinikilig ako pg nginingitian nya ako, ung tipong kinakausap nya ako, magkasama kami ganun, hanggang sa inaasar nila kami. Mga ganung bagay masaya nako. Tulad ng binibigyan ko sya ng food, (teka higa lang ako nangangalay na likod ko, o.O) tapos syempre para hndi halata na bbigyan ko sya ng food, bbigyan ko rin silang lahat. Hehe.XD Kasi pag ngumingiti sya, masayang masaya puso ko. ANg kyut kyut kaya nya. Hehe. >.< shy na tuloy ako! May mga oras din na pag hindi ko sa ka duty sad  talaga ako.. yung ganito =( :'( ayan. T.T Pero as long as makita ko sya. Pwede na.. Erm!! Siya lang yung taong nakapgpainom ng kape sakin, nakapagpakain ng burger, nakapgpakain sa mga resto na hindi ko kinakainan dahil sa  "baka hindi masarap"  Yung taong katulad ko na walang pakelam maubos pera basta sa pagkain mapupunta. Eh, hindi, Magastos din pla syang tao sa mga bagay na gusto nya bilhin, hehe :P Yung taong kaparehas  ko sa ibang mga bagay. Hindi ko po alam talaga paano nangyari na naging ganito kami ngayun, one time, na sabi ng utak ko, habang may oras pa, dapat  puntahan mo sya, anumang mangyari, masaktan ka man, o kung ano man, basta dapat  malaman nya, eh kaso sya kasi naunang nagsabing crush nya raw ata ako? Ewan ko lang ha kung yun nga pgkakasabi nya. Hehe, Oyy, nung sinabi nya  yun, kinlig ako, kaso ako kasi nung tym na yun, hindi ako ngpahalata na kinikilig. Hehehe. Baka sabihin na easy to get ako. LOL XD Natatawa na lang ako kasi pinuntahan ko sya nung tym na gusto ko sya makita, tinulugan ko naman sya. NGbabantay sya sa store nun may inaayos, ako kasi galing sa  bar, ayun hilo. Pero matino naman,. Saya saya ko kaso hinatid nya ako bahay. AYako dpat kasi gabi na non, grabe hinawakan nya kamay ko haha. Yung tym na un gusto kong tumawa ng  marami. Hehehe. >^_^< tapos hinitay nya ako sa bahay para ihatid ulit sa work. WAlang tulugan, hindi ko maimagine ngyari yung ganung bagay. Pero nung time na yun parang nangangamba ako sa ginawa ko, kasi, mali yun na  kasama ko sya. Mga sumunod na araw, lalo kaming ngng sweet, close. Hanggang sa  pinakilala ko sya sa mga close tropa ko. Hanggang sa  inaasar nako sa store. Kilig much. LOL. Hayy. 'pag naalala  ko yun, sabi ko, sarap sa pakiramdam. SAbihin na natin mabilis ang pangyayari, pero masya ako. Sana maging okey ang lahat. Andun yung kumakain kami sa iba't ibang  resto, gumagala kami kung san san, Minsan nga biglaan.  Hehe.

Sa mga gusto kong lugar. Lahat kinukuhanan ko ng litrato, kasi pag dumating ung tym na  mgtatago ako ng kayamanan, meron akong isang matatwag na  pinakakayaman ko na hindi mawawala. Habang buhay kong itatago at ipagmamalaki sa lahat ng taong pinakamamahal ko.. Na nakilala ko sya, ang taong pinaniniwalaan kong hindi ako iiwan, at taong andyan para sakin habambuhay.

Ipinakilala ko na din sya kay mama, ang unang  taong pinakilala ko ng personal. Nung Valentine's day. Ang naisip nya kasi na way para makapgpalit man lang ako n g damit eh yung dalan ng food sila mama sa bahay. Hala dami food  ang binili namin.. Hehehe. Tapos nagpaalam na lang kmi na lalabas kami para  kumain. Nakita ko nmn sa muka ni mama na masaya sya. Mejo di ko nga alam bakit ko naisip na  pakilala na sya. Eh kasi komportable naman ako. .Hmmm.. Kay papa, hehe tawa na lang ako. Sana maging ok ang lahat samin, yung hindi siya magtatago, hindi sya magaalinlangan.  Sana, kung ano kami ngaun, un kami habang pagtagal, yung masaya. Hindi ko alam kung anong tawag.


Sana maganda ang plano ni God sa akin. Anuman ibigay sakin ay tatanggapin ko. Salamat po at nakilala ko pa lalo ang sarili kong ito sa panibagong pangyayari ito.. Sa susunod muli..

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♥PrincessYeon.Ü

I am..

Just read..

Dear Boyfriend,

I’m a girl. Not just any girl. I’m a lady, a woman, a sensitive heart.
I am not like any other girl who likes to go superficial and materialistic.
I am my own unique individual. I’m special. And I’m different.
All I want from you is to realize that I’m different and love me for who I am.
I will do anything to make you have that sweet smile, which I know is for me.
I will do my best to make you proud. I will even help you out in anything you need.
But please acknowledge my difference, and that I’m enough the way I am.
I am different from your ex.
Other girls might seem tempting, might seem better, but remember behind every mask there are also problems.
So, before you think about hurting me and going out with someone else, please think about me and how I feel.
That I am there waiting for you to get back, worried about you, and that I love you.
I can be insecure. I tend to be a bit naggy. I apologize for that. I only do it because I care about you the most.
I want you to know that I am a special person, and you’re a special for me.
No, I haven’t kissed many guys before and I’m not an expert in bed. But I am ready to listen to you and what you want of me. As long as you will be just mine and I am just yours.
I promise I will not cheat on you and I will not let you go, but please consider me whenever you do anything.
I will be always there ready to take you in.
You are my home, and I am yours.
I love you.

From your  Girl 

NEW DOOR :)

New door means something new, new life, new friends, new opportunity, a new people in my life that brought me happiness and excitement.

This one already late to publish, It was only last week since I got back my connection in our house. So When I created this, I only use my mobile phone and edit it in my desktop.

The very first one is the guy i knew this 3 months ago..
I met him in game, he  is very nice guy, kind and very good to me. But he is some kind of a pervert  like my other guild mates.=.=" But in a way of joke only. I don't know  what or how  happen that I fell in love with him.. =.=" Lets say "it's just happen" Anyway.. He is not from PHL.. He is from MY. At first, he don't know how our relationship will go. :( But I said, as long you love each other, nothing to worry. He is a very shy guy. Wondering if he really  likes me. (hehehe)

When he message me, i response fast. it was my first time messaging  people to other country using SMS. Ermmm.. because its  kinda expensive. 15 php every SMS (1page) if call, 1 minute will go like 25 php. Since i like to hear  his voice, sometimes i call him. He also calls me, if i didn't reply him.. Or if he feels I'm mad. That's before though.

He is a gamer and  he so love the game. Same as me. Sometimes i feel jealous when someone  got stronger than me.. that i didn't know. I went to that game as new or should i say, i only transfer to that server. But im glad i can adapt there. I'm the same  level with them alr.. See.. :D
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Second.is the new.friends I've met in RL...
REAL LIFE.
I've met new friends from my  old friend Rj. (sorry ha, old friend :P)
They are cool, funny and very friendly. So.. I never get bored with them. Same as them, they can't  party party w/o me. Actually, After 3 weeks  i think, they decide we go out of town at Batangas, (if u wanna see pics just take a look at my  FB account) Their name is Danica, Kobe, Neil, Kaye, etc..

When i met them.. They make me always go home late. But they pick me up and send me home. Actually, I want to commute (ride a public transportation) if I'm with them. 'Coz I'm a lazy person. Dun wan walk walk walk. (hahaha) Oh! That time i met them when we  got flood in our village. We stay at my godmother's house. Hehe. So poor, we need to transfer house temporary.. we wait until the water gone in our  street. T.T

What I hate when we transfer is all the things we do in that house is very limited.. I have to go home before 9 pm because the housemaid oblige to lock the gate and the kitchen door that connects to the second house by 10 pm. I'm working and my schedule is very flexible. So they have to endure it for awhile. Sometimes I don't go to work because of that and very hard to live far away with tight security which causing laziness and tardiness. Also, I can't go gala (hanging out) with my friends sometimes because of that reason too.. The network signal there is very slow. diam lah.. phone and even internet. Lols and last,I'm a gamer but  I can't use the PC at there for a long time cos some of my  little brother also play.. x_x The only thing I like is got many foods there and we always do baking with my ninang in her kitchen. I also teach her how to cook other gourmet foods or my specialties.

Third is..
The another opportunity i have to grab... And wait... And to work for..
Im applying in our company as Store Supervisor. Since  I got my  "kinakapatid" sister working at there, She want give me  higher  position... Cos  I am 4 years graduate. She don't want me stuck on the work that anybody can get. Because of that also I wanna make money alr, i want to save some of my salary for the next year.

Anyway about my application, my sister said, I need to resign in my current work. So that i can apply. I said, i will finish first the last remaining 3 months contract  before i apply. And take note, i only apply for MT.. I wonder why in the file, i applied SS. Hehe that's because  I didn't put  the  job position I want..so HR make it as SS. >.<

GOOD LUCK!

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Online Games Will Makes You Save Money!

Haha. Hmmm.

Wala lang, pero totoo naman. Try mo..Lalo na pg may  pc ka sabahay o kaya laptop. Kung mejo mhilig  ka naman sa ol games, why not, Ako kasi oo, kaso pag isa, isa lang. eh kaso dalawa nilalaro ko. LOL eh anyway. Bakit nakaktipid? Kasi pag kagaling ko sa work, hindi nako gagala o pupunta kung saan saan. derecho uwi nako (kung walang  importanteng lakad or  usapan. Sa ngayon kasi, wala naman.) at  magpapahinga saglit then bubuksan ko na ang pc ko at maglalaro! Yahoo. Online nanaman ako. Oh kung  panggabi man ako eh di pagkagising  kongting  pc.. tapos  larga na. Ayun, paguwi. ganun lang ulit. Oh diba.  Hindi naman sa  hindi na gumala o pumuta sa mall. Akin lng eh, dahil pala sa pglalaro ako. Hindi ako nakakagastos. Kahit magaling ako sa laro at todo invest (Choz!!) Maliban sa pagkain. Hehehehe. Hindi tulad ng dati, puro mall, mall, mall. This time talaga, nakakatipid ako. Yun din sabi ni mama. XD

Ermm.. Eh ewan ko na lang sa mga adik sa pc at dota ng dota sa  labas ng kanilang bahay, mgrrent pa. Ewan ko lng sakanila kung mgkano nagagastos nila. :-/

In short = Stay at  home = Save Money

PS.

Angtagal kong di nkapagpost dito, sobrang busy. Hahaha.

WL

Leather Shoes

Ehem! Una sa lahat, nagpapasalamat ako sa aking mentor sa Bar na si Ate Janet na sinamahan akong bumili ng SPLASHER ba un? Ung magaan na malambot na flat shoes Crocs. Kasi, isang linggo mahaigit ng dumudugo ang paa ko sa sakit. Ako lang ata naka leather shoes dun sa PHI kaya laging ako lng ang nasakit ang paa.

Anyway, Nakayanan ko naman lahat yun, kahit masakit, tiniis ko para lang doon, makauwi kahit ano, habang suot ang sapatos kong iyon. ikaw ba namang bumili ng 3 salonpas every 2 days para lang may maitapal ka sa talampakan mo! Pero, para sakin, di ko naramdaman un. Hahaha! Paano, papasok at uuwi, leather shoes parin ang suot ko, (tamad kasi magbaon) Ayun, ung pinambili ko ng shoes, para dapat sa health permit ko yun, Kaya good luck sa akin dapat thursday maipasa ko na yun, Huhuhu.

Sana bukas, pag naisuot ko na ang mahiwagang splasher ko, ay umoK na ang aking Paa. Hahaha.
Take Note: Kaya po Leather shoes binili ko, kasi ung ung nakalagay sa Requirements ko. Sayang ung 300 ko T_T Kung alam ko lng na pwede pala un, edi sana un na binili ko.
(ikaw talaga clarisa!) HAHAHA.

Hohoho

WL

Serendipity

Serendipity means a "happy accident" or "pleasant surprise"; specifically, the accident of finding something good or useful without looking for it.

"I super like this words, because it's always happening to me." This happens when you follow your innermost guidance; you don't know why you are doing the things you are doing; So, it turns out there was some specific purpose and pattern only the world can knew about..

Isang Kwento: Ang lungkot, pero dapat lang yung ginawa ko. Kasi may paniniwala ako. Hindi porket siya ang pinakamamahal mo eh pwede mo ng makasama. May mga bagay na kung ano ang na sa iyo ngayon, pahalagahan mo, hindi porket may dumating, iiwan mo na ito. Pero ano nga ba ang tama? Yung right person at the wrong time o wrong person at the right time. Mahirap din sagutin, dahil kanya kanyang rason yan. Hindi ako klase ng tao na, makakasakit ng tao para lamang sa pansariling kaligayahan. May mga oras na hindi mo dapat ipakitang nasasaktan ka di dahil sa wala kang karapatan.Kundi, Mali. Kasi, bigla ka na lang dumating at ngayon ay sasabihin ang mga bagay-bagay na dapat matagal na at noon nya kaylangan. Mga bagay na hindi mo pwedeng ipilit dahil lang sa alam mong lamang ka. Kasi may mga bagay na kaya mong ipaglaban pero siya mismo, hindi magawa dahil sa ayaw din niyang mangyari ang ayaw kong mangyari. (Hindi ako magulo, sadyang ganun talaga ang sinabi niya.)

Heto na: Tutal yun na din ang naging desisiyon ng bituin. At dapat kong initindihin yun. Ayoko naman na lumabas akong isang bulalakaw na tatama sa buwan para lang maging dahilan ng pagkakaroon ng sira o hindi magandang landing nito. Ayokong maging isang bulalakaw na bigla bigla na lang tatama sa kung saan saan. Itinigil ko na lang. Para sa ikabubuti ng mundo. Manhid na. Kasi napapagod din. Sana balang araw, maging maayos din ang lahat. Hindi man ipinaglaban ng bituin ang kanyan langit, at least, kahit sandali, naramdaman niyang may halaga din pala siya kahit na pinili niya ang buwan at iniwan ang langit.

Magulo. Kasi biglaan. Masaya na din kasi matatapos na din ito.

WL

God Bless 2012!

Ayun oh, 2012 na, ayan na! Sinasabi nila na magugunaw na raw ang mundo! Eh hello, Hindi hahayaan ni God na sirain nya ang sarili nyang creation, basata manalig lang tayo at amgtiwala. Pangalagaan natin and kanyang nilikha, dahil ito'y para sa atin. Maraming pangyayari na ang ating nakikita at nararamdaman. Natural na yun sa mundo, dahil din naman ito sa ating kagagawan. Tayo ay magtulungan na lang upang mas maging maayos ang ating buhay.

Sa pagpasok ng taong ito, Binigyan naman agad ako ng problema. Hahaha. At hanggang ngayon ako ay hindi matahimik. Pero ok na yun sa akin, at least, habang maaga pa ay nasabi at naipahiwatig ko na ang dapat kong ipaalam. Para hindi na ako mabaliw at mawala sa tamang pag iisip. LOL! Sa pagpasok na rin ng taong ito ay bagong buhay na kung saan ay tutuparin ko na ang ipinangako ko sa sarili ko, at umpisahing matupad ang aking mga pangarap. I admit I have a great ambition. Pero, hindi ko rin masasabi kung hanggang saan at kug gaano nga ka-great iyon. LOL Ang tanging masasabi ko na lang ay sana suportahan ako ni papa God at ng aking mga minamahal sa buhay para may lakas ako ng loob tuparin iyon. Dahil hindi lamang yun para sa akin, kundi para sa kanila din.

Ang tanging hiling ko para sa taong ito ay:
1. Sana maging better Lady na ako, kasi last year sabi ko good girl. So ngayun, ibahin natin.
2. Magigng mas mapagbigay na ako, lalo na sa kapatid ko, kahit na minsan gusto ko na syang sakalin pag naiinis ako sa kanya. Kasi mas madrama at matampuhin pa yun kaysa sa akin.
3. Magkakaroon ako ng maayos na work this 2012! Yung food related na!
4. Sana lahat ng mga taong mahal ko ay maging masaya. Yung mga mahal ko sa buhay, iisa lang naman ang lagi kong hiling, eh yung maging ok sila at walang mangyayaring masama sa kanila.
5. At ang huli, Sana hindi nga magunaw muna ang mundo. Please lang. Hahaha.

Wala naman akong hiihiling na materyal na bagay. Kung may dumating man, edi salamat ng marami.
Sana etong taon ay magbigay ng bagong pag asa. Lalo na sa mga nasalanta ng bagyo. Sana ay makabawi din sila, at makapgsimula ng bagong buhay. Sana rin ay magkaisa ng ang mga tao ngayong taon at huwag nang gumawa ng hindi maganda o mabuti. Hindi naman tayo pababayaan ng Maykapal kahit anung mangayari. Manalig lang tayo.

WORLD PEACE for all!

WL

Kirii's Flu again

I started tutoring our neighborhood (2 kids 1 boy 1 girl) last week.. I accepted the  favor of my previous  tutor because i wanna help them for their upcoming examination, 'cause they are absent for 1 month due to their sick  and was confined in the hospital during the said time.

--- I thought this is my first time that I will not get sick this December.. But, rawr, After  the first day of my tutorial, I got fever.. It actually goes for 3 days.. Hehehe, then after my fever, Okay--- I ady got Flu.. or trangkaso. T_T and until now, i am still suffering from that :( You know by this season my immune system is weak, i don't know why.. Every December i always got this sick.. But I am hoping that it will gone soonessssstt!! (Please!) I ady missed 3 nights of simbang gabi :( I also missed the puto bumbong and bibingka.. err i love puto bumbong with many margarine :) I hope I can attend simbang gabi in tuesday! 

http://www.google.com.ph/search?q=puto+bumbong&hl=tl&biw=1024&bih=677&prmd=imvns&source=lnms&tbm=isch&ei=0uvtTsFg5qGIB9aVgLYH&sa=X&oi=mode_link&ct=mode&cd=2&sqi=2&ved=0CBAQ_AUoAQ

I bought this one coz i wanna drink coke. coz i feel better with it.. :)

Ok then, I also went to a mall to buy some gifts to my parents and brother.. I ady feel bad and faint cause of my sick.. but I still ignore it (Last friday) But then, I already go home and take my rest.. Hehehehe..

Im really hoping that I will get well.. Because starting from 20, already party party.. I wish I can see the christmas trees and lights in Makati..(Ayala Triangle) OMG so cool... =.= Huuuu! I miss seeing them.. Hahaha..

Well. I wish i can do what I want this christmas! Thanks God for everything! Wish you all the best everyone! Have a good one..

WhiteLady

Cold December (Fa la la la la la la la la la...)

*La la la la..

Sleeping too late, "Zzzzz zzz zzzzzz.." -------- Always getting late to wake up because of Cold mornings.. (rawr super cold) Wearing jacket, socks, even my tiger headgear.. Pillow and Blanket almost covering all my body,m looks like i am dead zombie (?!!!) Freeeeziinng....* How I wish no more storm, or typhoon or any bad weather. Because As I know, December should be cold because of it's season and not cold because of typhoon,whatever. Here it comes.. ----

The very much awaited season......  Christmas..

I am still thinking what memorable present I will give to my love ones.. Even though not expensive one but it's a precious one than money.  One more thing, I hope I can see him soon.. ^_^ I have so many plan but i don't know if I can do it all. Hohoho!

My only wish in coming Christmas is to have a joyous one for my family and friends and my love, and of course, to our Almighty Jesus Christ. It is the season for love for everyone, remembering the birth of our God. And give thanks for all the blessings that He gave.

Hope we will have a great one and always remember that Christmas Day is a blessing for all of Us.

WhiteLady

Am I still deserving to be loved?

Because I'm scared of everything. I hurt the only guy I love. I didn't mean all the stupid things i have said, but i  know that I hurt him so much especially his ego, one more thing is, I even said that I don't want to trust anymore.

Actually, I never mean those things to him, I am just obsessed, possessed lol whatever.. but it was all happen already, I cannot take those things back again. Even if I already said sorry for many times, I still feel bad and not right for it. I love him very much, No word can describe how i really love him. Im just stupid and I think I'm not deserving anymore to be loved. I am selfish for thinking only what I feel.

Because of my trauma and fear, I feel that I already lost him.
I cannot even control myself crying here. I wanna say sorry and I wanna prove it to him that I wont ever do it anymore. But i don't know if still right.

I can accept him from his worst to his best, even though we are far from each other now. I love him with all my heart and mind.

But one thing is for real, I'm really sorry, for what happen and I hope you still love me. I can wait for that time.
Even it takes a lifetime.

I'm very sorry, my love.

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WhiteLady ♥

Hoping in Rainy Days

You are not afraid of heights, you are afraid to fall.

You are not afraid of water, you are afraid of drowning.

You are not afraid to die, you are afraid for what the things aren't you haven't achieve or done.

You are not afraid to love, you are afraid to hurt....

Yes. To be hurt all over again. Why? You just love, why you also need to be hurt by million times? So sad, painful, wanna die. You already give your best,your trust and love. *Sigh..

I don't want to trust anyone anymore.. So I don't wanna be hurt again and hope for nothing.

If i experience it again, maybe i should die. My heart isn't strong like them. Mine is weak. easy to be break. No one wants to take care of it.

Story: If I love, I can wait, but my heart that missing the one she loves is a pain,that leads to death.

I trusted you,since i love you. I care for you,I never forget you, I only want to be with you, every time, every second of every minute of every hour of the day.You are always here in my heart and mind. But why you didn't understand me. Why you guys didn't aware of girls feelings?

Hope you love me and stick to your promise,like you said, i only want to see you happy.

I love you,no matter what. I am still here for you.

WhiteLady

Love Is All That Matter

Months passed, and were doing good and getting stronger for each other. You are 16 hours in my mind and 8 hours in my dreams. Zzzz.

Every second of every minute of every hour of everyday, i missing you so much. You are always in my heart and it will never change. ^^

Though, we fight sometimes because of misunderstandings, i hope you feel the same way that my heart only beats for you. That, I really care for you. Maybe I can survive a day without you, but i am not happy and I will feel so empty.

Many unexpected things happening right now, hope we can endure it, hope it wont mess the things that we have right now, like communication, though I hate my connection this past few days, I always wish that I can talk/chat with you. (Im praying that please no more another bad thing will happen right now and in the next days. Surely, I will die. T_T) even once a day, at least,i can sleep better, because i know you are there for me, and you will never leave me. I also said to you, that I will never leave you, I will wait for you. ^_^

Although somethings happening here, I hope that I can still see you "here" and have a talk to you. Nobody or Nothing in this world can stop us, because we are In-love with each other, and that's the important. I hope God will help us to survive. We can do it! I love you so much. Mahal kita. ^_^


WhiteLady

Sleepless nights, Headache. Survivor.

Everyday that lady waiting for him, hopes to see him and have chat with that man. Every night that lady wants to be with him and tell to that guy that she loves this person so much. Every single day, there's no time that's she forgot YOU even she is busy.

"She felt being ignored sometimes not because shes not worth of attention or time."  But the lady feel these past few days that, that guy is only taking that lady for granted. That's even what he doing it's alright to the lady. The lady wants only his attention, time and love. As they have deep relationship with each other, Of course, we all know that a man knows what he must do with it. "Don't tell you love me,if you not mean it, you just hurt me, you aren't like this before. I did everything for this, because we have, but WE must for the sake of our love." The Lady said. "I always wait for you here, cause i know sometimes you are busy with ur life at "THERE". but not, busy in where? oh yeah,we both playing games, but i hope you will not ignored me or else,it means its more important than me." Its more likely to play alone than to play here with you but felt being ALONE. Lady cried while she sending this mail.

Cannot sleep well,thinking what will happen tomorrow. Butterflies flying in the stomach. And headache because of angry and disappointment. Uh, In short, Pillows full of tears. Blankets crumpled, PC murdered and katinko died. As a boyfriend, you should have to take care of your girl. Do not ever try making her only an option if you have got nothing to do. In the first place, you love her, but don't take her for granted. If you do that, your girl will leave you and when you want to be with her again, sorry you are late. "I'm so sorry, I'm very fool, I love you, please, i don't want to lose you. I need you." Lady  left the game temporary and so he is. She just wanna see how he really loves that lady, because today is not anymore like yesterday. "Everything is changing"


WhiteLady 

Missing You

Last night, I had a dream about you. You are having your vacation here in our place, spending all your time with me everyday,eating together, traveling, malling, having a very long conversations, playing ds together, etc,etc.Feels like you don't want to skip the time when you two are together. Spending time with him, maybe the most happiest moment for the two of us..

Suddenly, I wake up. I wake up, when he already left me here because he needs to go back at their place. After that, tears coming out from my eyes, As in, early morning, I cried, then I fell asleep. Hehehe. I don't know, it's just I felt, I'm happy---then sad, because of what happen in my dreams. Happy because, he spend his vacation with me, Became sad, because, He left, Another months, or maybe years before we see each other again. Anyway, I'm okay, if he already here. I will cherish the very moment when i'm with him.

Maybe I just missing him so Much, that's why I have dreamed about him..
Hope to see him here, soon...


WhiteLady

Goodbye Teenage life, Welcome 20..

Oh, hindi naman kahabaan to, gusto ko lng magpasalamat at i-welcome ang buhay "adult" Hahaha.. Yay 20 years old na ako.. But, hindi ibig sabihin nun eh, magppaka stress na ako sa buhay. Tanda lng un na kaylangan mo ng mag adjust dahil hindi ka na bata!

Anyway, thanks sa mga naging parte ng buhay ko for the past 19 years, hinding hindi ko kayo makakalimutan. Besides, I ave many memories na nakaukit dito sa isip at puso ko..Nagpapasalamt ako dahil naging masaya ako dahil nakasama ko kayo.. Saa hanggang sa ngayun,at tuloy tuloy pa, magkkitakita at magkasama sama pa tayo! Hello!! Hehehehe! Ilang luha at hindi mabilang na ngiti at saya ang naranasan ko mula sa nakaraang 19 years. Super thankful ako.

Hay, na-touch ako sa mga maagang bumati,at inaabangan ang bday ko,snalubong talaga, kahit simpleng text message or mail lang e, masaya ako dahil naalala nila ako.. Mejo naiyak pa nga ako eh, kasi angdami agad nilang bumati sakin,kalain mo yun, naalala ako! kidding hahaha..

Ang tanging hiling ko lang naman eh, sna maging maayos ang darating  pang mga araw,maging maasaya at sana magkatrabaho na ako.. Yun lang naman, wala na akong hinihiling na iba pa..
Maraming salamat kay GOD.. Sana wag muna magunaw yung mundo. ^_^ Marami pa akong pangarap. At MArami pang gustong mabuhay!

"Let the world betray me, but i will never let the world down" - Lol..

WhiteLady

Birthday cake

Hahahaha! Birthday cake, is one of the most kids wishes to have.. It is served to a person on his or her birthday. Surrounded by your friends and family  while they are singing a birthday song for you, making a wish and blow the candles..


Wooootttt!!!!


Anyway, my first birthday cake I had when I was 2 years old. I just saw my birthday celebrations pics in my baby album..An unforgettable memories, that all of your love ones are there and saying, "happy birthday little cute!" and "oh watta cute baby" hahahaha!! (hahahaha talaga!!!) =p


That is also my last birthday cake. I have almost 16 years without cake and candles to blow. =( I don't know why, its just that maybe cakes don't like me. Lol.. So sad yet its true.. I'm celebrating my birthday with my favorite foods together with my family here only in our  house.. Simple yet happy. During my college days, I'm now celebrating my birthday together with my classmates and friends in our house, though we only few, we celebrating it happy. During that time, I also thinking what i'm gonna do with my upcoming 18th birthday. We have a catering management during that time, and the theme of our event is birthday. I requested to ma'am nica that I want to be the debutant in that event. So gladly she agreed. I became sad at first because i'm bothering if my parents will finance my 18th bithday at our school.. And after a week they give me enough money to support it.I really did my best and all hard work in our catering. Because I was assigned in programs (designs,sounds,set-ups, etc.) and  I love arts, i love to design, i can do multitasking job, etc..I get easily mad when somebody not doing their work, lean to others. I'm so happy, when i made the invitations and souvenirs, really cool, matched all the colors,designs and stuffs i want. The theme is tropical rain forest. I love nature.


When the event has come, "OMG!!!!! I only have 1 hour to prepare, and i look very haggard." So, i go to the mock room(mini hotel) then prepare for my debut. Then after an hour the event has started.
I am very happy for my 18th bday..I feel like a Princess escorted by a Prince, walking in a carpet(even if there's really no carpet lol) Then watching my videos (Photos shoot in mock room) and they taking me a shot/picture like i am a famous celebrity in a prestigious birthday event. (dreaming) Hahahaha! My mother is there, friends, professors, classmates, teammates and also my bf that time is there. Anyhow, that event was so great.. Perfect, though the person I want to see is not  there. I felt a little sadness, coz I had no candles to blow that time or should i say, no birthday cake. I supposed that time I will have a cake with candles. But, still, I had a cute little muffins (like muffins in a fountain) made by our classmates(kitchen staffs). Though I have no birthday cake, I'm still happy for that time. I also celebrate my birthday here in our house, that day also a busy day for me, I'm the only one who cook all the dishes I prepared of course with the help of my mom and dad. When the party begins, it rain very hard, and i had a lots of guests, our house is not big, so it gets populated. I always wondered why it always raining during I'm having my birthday.. I know it's rainy season, but hmmm... maybe its a blessing for me.. Hehehe.. But I'm very happy to see them laughing, smiling and enjoying the night even it is raining. That's my unforgettable moment during college days..


August 3, 2010, is one of my happiest birthday I ever had. Why? First, because my friends came over here in our house to celebrate it with me,party,eating,playing billiards, drinking, teasing, funny jokes, etc.. Second, My high school friends, buy a foods,drinks and we celebrate it together in their house. And last, when my college classmates buy me a cake (mini mamon) with candle. We are in HRM laboratory that day having western cuisine lab, at first Tristan ordered me to wash the plates, I got a little bit angry coz he forced me to wash it, but it's okay, rather than to disobey him.. Then while I'm washing those plates, Tristan and my classmates sang a happy birthday song for me.. I didn't expected and I'm so very shocked that time, I want to cry, but my tears doesn't want to flow.. Its my 2nd time to blew again the candles.. ^_^ I am very thankful for having them in my life.. I hope this coming 20th birthday will be more blessings to come, (ohmy tanda ko na! Im not a teen anymore T_T lol) even without cake and candles to blow just having my family and friends are safe and happy would be okay. ^_^
(regalo na lang po.. Okay na yun! =p HAHAHA!!! kidding)


WhiteLady

How can I get over a heartache?

Yes. For now, i'll be using English. Because, I want everyone to understand my blog. (Laughs!) Especially, I have noticed that, many of my friends, including me have experienced this before, and NOW...


To start with, what is heartache?
Answer: intense anguish or mental suffering.
..."what???" (nosebleed)
Answer: intense sorrow caused by loss of a loved one .
.."Ahhh.."

Okay. So now, how can WE get over a heartache?


..."Heartache is hard to get rid of. I guess we all go through it at some point in time. I know, still, even though you love that some one, you need to give his/her happiness. Though, it hurts, Life still go on. Hard for me to do this blog, coz im still affected, hard because I cannot advice my self from this. But i can share what should you do, or I do to get over this (as I've experienced some before) now.


I know they say time heals all wounds but who needs time when you are heartbroken? How do you get over an ex- boyfriend when you still see him everyday. It hurts, really. To see someone whose in your arms before, but now, even talk you cannot do. Some people make closer attachments than others and that's why its the most harder to accept. But what can you do?


Reasons for some broke up:
1. Need space. ("daw")
2. All out of love (wew ure just liking another girl/boy lol)
3. saw him/her with another girl/boy. (nice 2 timer!)
4. Infidelity (jealous but inside ur the one planning it to show if he/she really loves u lol)
5. Misunderstanding (zzzzzz)
6. Lack of communication (free unli call? or share a load u want?)
7. Non stop arguing (cats and dogs, eat some pride pls)
....etc.


How can I get over a heartache?
..." find some activities to think about and get excited about. it. Go for a vacation, travel. Go play game, party! Hahaha.Be busy for it. In that, your focus will be on your work/activities. Less time in thinking about the past. Pray also to GOD, remember to thank him everyday for your life. Life goes on after all. If your'e really attached to a person, find someone that cares enough to listen to how you feel or who is going through the same thing( it makes me fell a lot better because you can say all the reasons why your hurt.,all the pain you've feel inside.) You can also try talking to other guys. But dont forget that do not hurt yourself. It doesn't help. People change, and many people don’t change for the good.


So hard right? You dont know what to do. You dont know what will happen next, how can u survive everyday? Nah.. Just be strong, always think positive. Still, that's not the end of the world. ".........zzzzzzzzzz, thats what they said" How would you feel when you are about to sleep you had everything, and then, when you wake up, you have nothing at all. I'm still waiting. I just need a break. We must trick it to heal, to think of.... build new neurons/connections of positive thoughts in hopes of moving on. Move on. Sigh. I don't want to tell the story of mine regarding this.. but I hope this one helps.


So..I keep telling myself ..."this too shall pass"…and I know it will..
Life is good.. Enjoy every minute of it. Don't lose hope. God will guide you all the way..
So for those of you who are sitting,lying there crying a drum of tears.. Try to watch this music vid: Kiss the rain and My memory and only you by my favorite piano artists...For him..


WhiteLady