A Princess' Tears

-Short Story-
(A sudden break up)

Rachel: Where have you been? Didn't you know I keep looking for you, I'm worried that something happened already to u that's why you're missing for a few days. Are you sick ? Why not message me :(

Kristoff: I'm very busy and  I don't feel to online and  message you.

Rachel: Why?

Kristoff: You're always getting mad and I don't know why and it makes me unhappy.

Rachel: You don't love me anymore? Are u giving up?

Kristoff: Yes I give up.

Rachel: Why like that? Why so soon? You said you love me. Now not anymore?

Kristoff: We can be friends if you want.

Rachel: You know I'm not mad, if I get mad, there will be a reason. And I already told you  if I get mad, it's just sulking. I can't mad to you. You know  I don't get mad to you for long. I even waiting your reply but there's nothing. :( You said you love me and  you accept me even I'm like this. And now you don't like it anymore? I don't always mad at you. You should know that. You made me fall in love with you and now you're going to leave me?

Kristoff: I'm sorry :(

Rachel: Can't you think about it? Let's fix this.

Kristoff: I also don't want  someday I will be tied  up.

Rachel: You know you are free, I never kept you from doing anything you want. You see me like that? Ok then..

Kristoff: Let's take a break first.

Rachel: Do you still like me?

Kristoff: Yes

Rachel: Alright, if that's what you want.. I can't force you.. I will wait for you and sorry for what I said before, I never mean it. :(

Kristoff: Yeah, we take a break first ok and rest..

Rachel sent a message after 2 hours

"I'm really sorry if my attitude to you makes you unhappy.. I never mean anything bad i said if you think I'm mad. I cant think right that time. I don't know now what will happen but I will wait for you.. i really love you and sorry."

He replied: "I know you don't mean bad just take care and rest well.. Goodnight, sweet dreams and  sleep tight."

........The next day........

Rachel was busy at work, she never think anything but she is only silent and not talking to other people. Then she got a call from Kristoff.

Kristoff: How are you?

Rachel: I'm fine

Kristoff: I heard you are leaving here. Why are you quitting? Is it because of me?

Rachel: I don't know.

Kristoff: Don't quit please.

Rachel: (in mind) are you always been like this? You're asking too much. First u gave up to me, second, you ask to be friends and now you want me stay with you? Did you ever consider what would I feel?

Kristoff: I will rest soon , I'm still sick, I'm 2 days sick.

Rachel: You should've taken care yourself.

Kristoff: I'll try. But I'm more worried for you.

Rachel: Why?

Kristoff: Because you're someone I loved before

Rachel:(in mind) before? So not anymore?

Kristoff: By the way, I am happy that I still see you here and talking to me.

Rachel: I will go out.

Kristoff: OK. I will go home, I'll see you later ok?

.....no reply...

Kristoff: what are you doing not sleeping?

Rachel: I'm busy doing installing my PC drivers

Kristoff: you got many car ah so long? (Laughs)

Rachel:(in mind) you still can joke ah. Lol

Kristoff: Ok I will see you tomorrow ok? I go off now. You should rest soon. You can message me anytime you want but I'll read it  If I got home already ok?

Rachel: Ok. Ty.

Then, Rachel sent a personal mail after an hour.

"I want to talk to you. But i don't want.. I wish you are fine.. but you know, i was keeping myself busy so i dont remember anything, but at the end of the day, i worry about u and i missed you. And it hurts, i didnt know that this will happen that the person i thought who love me will leave me all of a sudden. These past few days i didn't think about what happened. Yes , it hurts. And I cant even shout it because i don't know. And you take care yourself , you're not a baby anymore. Goodnight.."

 

 To be continued..

"Sometimes I wonder, if there's at least one reason to hold on, I will."

Yeon 

Love Ends Here

Chapter 5
(The End)


I don't know how to say.. People keep saying, it will pass, it will gone, but  until now its very hurt.. He even don't say why he choose to be just friends after what he promise to me that he will go through anything just for me.. Going here and taking me to their place.. in the future we will be together..

Is it because I don't deseve to be loved? Why I always getting hurt with the same reasons? Am I that stupid? My heart always longing and missing him.. What did i do to make him not love me anymore? He said, He will still come and see me, he will stay with me.. But he said that I should find a person who can love me "here" ... Is it because  I keep yelling at him? I keep getting mad because he is like that? Yes he is not sweet.. He will only sweet if he want or feel.. He also said.. "Even I love you, Im already like this.." I know my bad because I keep getting angry, because  I was  looking for attention.. But I already say sorry, I'm almost  ask him not to leave me.. Why always like this..Why...... :'(

The pain is so... I can't explain.. Tired..I don't care if my parents  get mad at me..
He didn't care.. I did everything to forget  him, I go to salon, color my hair, footspa,  I go theme parks, swimming, drinking, malling.. Everything to make me happy, but  at the end of the day.. It's still hurt.. All the happy memories we did together, will be end as  MEMORIES.. All just  suddenly gone.. (sigh) Im almost destroy my self again..

Just one thing.. If  he really don't want me anymore, why would i fight my love if he already gave it up. If he not care, why should I care? If that's what he wanted, I won't bother him anymore.. Even it hurts me.. I will face it, I will endure it. It's always be the same.. Because it's always happen to me.. But I can breathe now and  live again without worries and a carefree life, no cries, no sorrows. I BELIEVED IT WILL PASSED. I am worthy than all and that's  what you can't see.. Desperate to fight my love when you don't even do anything. When you can't fight your love to me. You don't know how I feel, because you are not here.. And I hope if you want to back again, do not try, because  I am tired to the point that I cannot love you anymore.. I don't know.  If it's not you, there will be someone out there who will love and accept me.

Many friends advices me but  I never listen, We know when people gives advices to us, we won't do it, because it is still us who have to choose. Because I love him, and  I'm in shocked. Torn to pieces, Brain cells shattered. But in the end of they day you know that it is right. and that is what you have to do. 

Maybe now, yes, I'm lost. But sooner, you will realize what you did and you will regret it. I hope so.
So many people who love me, but I can't see them.. Why? Because I only looking at you. But now.. I won't look for anything, I am just here, waiting.. And focus to my future self for now..
Thanks for Everything.

yeon

Take Me To Your Heart

Chapter 4
(Discovering Together)

As the day goes by...
Our hearts beats us one...
Every single day, every single week..
Every fight, every sulking
One wrong word becomes problem
One sentence becomes misunderstanding
One joke becomes serious
And sorry is not just enough...

Pride versus love..
Fight sometimes needs in relationship..
To test how long your love can stand and how the two of you will make it up for it..
They say, without it, it means there's no caring and love..

Yeah, but with this fight sometimes, I can know what his heart wants..
Yeah, I easy to feel sad, mad and easy to cry..
I only want him to care at me..
Even I know he is not that sweet guy..
I feel he is serious with me..
He is just jealous..

Sometimes he is sweet and caring..
But sometimes he is sulking and get mad easily..
What can I do? To make him calm..and understand him.. to be sweet even I hate him when he like that..
We don't let each other sleep til we fix the problems..
Instead of pride.. Why not just love each other more..
There's a lot failed relationship out there because of that pride..
Why?
They wait each other who will say sorry first...
No message or talk to each other..
You think you have a lot of time for your pride?
....It's not too late...

Even we fight.. I believe it's nice.. That we fight because he is always jelaous.. Yeah, because we are far away.. He don't like men around me.. I like telling story... But sometimes he misunderstood it.. I get mad too if he tease me bad... If he not sweet and forget me too...

I am a person who like attention always especially by my love one..
I like a guy who care and sweet to me..
With that I feel i am being loved..
Of course I do feel, that he feel the same.. Even we not yet see each other... He calls me when he know I'm sad.. And sometimes, I force him to call me if I want hear his voice..

“Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.”

Best Relationship: Talk like best friends, play like children, argue like husband and wife, protect each other like brother and sister.
 ♥

Invest love into your life. Because when you love life, life will love you back. And theres no attraction greater than love. People will notice the goodness surrounding you, and they will be naturally attracted to you.

“I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together.”
― Lisa Kleypas, Blue-Eyed Devil


“Every couple needs to argue now and then. Just to prove that the relationship is strong enough to survive. Long-term relationships, the ones that matter, are all about weathering the peaks and the valleys.” ― Nicholas Sparks

Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option..

                            I will wait  you because honestly  I don't want anyone else.. Only you..


princessyeon ♥

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From This Day Forward ♥

Chapter 3 
(I Love You So)

I'm so happy to have this feeling again and again and with the same person.
I thought I will never have someone like you in my life after what happen before..
I can say I'm falling in love and  I am finally know how it feels..
How it feels to be loved again.. ^_^

I've been waiting
I've been longing
I am so glad you want me to stay..
You didn't push me away..

So for now, Please take care of yourself for me.. And I will take care myself for you.. And will always here for you, every single day, will always love you.. Happily and contented. :p

"Even we not yet meet, I know someday we will, And I will be waiting for that day.. And when that day comes, You and I will be the happiest people in the world..

...You and Me in our perfect world..and create wonderful memories..."

Our song..: In Love With You
Wanna post his picture.. His record voice for me.. What he do.. How he is..?
But later he will get mad. Hahaha :p
Maybe soon *i'm evil witch again*

♥

Don't Let Me Go

Chapter 2 
(A Before and After)

If I can make a wish
I wish that you will like me
But I don't want
Because I don't want you to like me because I wish it..
I want you to like me by freewill with your heart..

If the world would let me be happy..
I want to have that happiness because I made you happy.
If I tell you I'm still In love with you,
Are you going to leave me again?

I'm lively again when you started talking about my life
It's like i can smile after all
I thought I can never have that feeling once more
That once broke my heart..

It's  so difficult this feeling for you..
Every day, I keep saying to myself, "Stop it, or you'll hurt again"
But I still hoping,
Maybe this time, I will be happy

I tried to not talk to you anymore
I cant control myself, If I don't,
It ends myself tearing
Afraid to be left again and again.

Am I annoying? Irritating?
I hate myself, Yeah, Yeah
I tried to be nice, but still i keep remembering those things
"Yeah, I'm afraid to be hurt again, Should I stay away first?"


Maybe now, I will walk away from you
I know you will never notice me
Love is not the cruel one, But it is when you hurt.
I'm crying.

But if you say, Please stay,
I will stay..
I wish you will say, "Sorry, I'm happy that you are back"
Please don't let me go

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Love Begins Here

Chapter 1
(A Short Story)

There was a girl, who have a pretty smile but sad eyes. A girl who is ambitious and optimistic and when she fall in love it will takes forever.

There is also a guy, he lives in other country, a tall, dark and handsome type. A friendly, caring, but a pervert. A guy who values religion and success in life. Helpful and very responsible guy.

The girl likes the  guy that he met in game, so he ask his number.. They always talk each other there before, care each other.. exchanging photos, story. One day, the girl said her feelings to that guy. Of course the guy won't believe. Who will believe to a love with a long distance and born so soon? He's wrong. That girl really love him, believe it or not. The guy now approach different to the girl now. Everyday the girl is trying to smile. That girl loves him so much as she don't even care if they are different in everything. The saddest thing.....the guy don't like her..

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Song for you
>>So I thought