Sleepless nights, Headache. Survivor.

Everyday that lady waiting for him, hopes to see him and have chat with that man. Every night that lady wants to be with him and tell to that guy that she loves this person so much. Every single day, there's no time that's she forgot YOU even she is busy.

"She felt being ignored sometimes not because shes not worth of attention or time."  But the lady feel these past few days that, that guy is only taking that lady for granted. That's even what he doing it's alright to the lady. The lady wants only his attention, time and love. As they have deep relationship with each other, Of course, we all know that a man knows what he must do with it. "Don't tell you love me,if you not mean it, you just hurt me, you aren't like this before. I did everything for this, because we have, but WE must for the sake of our love." The Lady said. "I always wait for you here, cause i know sometimes you are busy with ur life at "THERE". but not, busy in where? oh yeah,we both playing games, but i hope you will not ignored me or else,it means its more important than me." Its more likely to play alone than to play here with you but felt being ALONE. Lady cried while she sending this mail.

Cannot sleep well,thinking what will happen tomorrow. Butterflies flying in the stomach. And headache because of angry and disappointment. Uh, In short, Pillows full of tears. Blankets crumpled, PC murdered and katinko died. As a boyfriend, you should have to take care of your girl. Do not ever try making her only an option if you have got nothing to do. In the first place, you love her, but don't take her for granted. If you do that, your girl will leave you and when you want to be with her again, sorry you are late. "I'm so sorry, I'm very fool, I love you, please, i don't want to lose you. I need you." Lady  left the game temporary and so he is. She just wanna see how he really loves that lady, because today is not anymore like yesterday. "Everything is changing"


WhiteLady 

Missing You

Last night, I had a dream about you. You are having your vacation here in our place, spending all your time with me everyday,eating together, traveling, malling, having a very long conversations, playing ds together, etc,etc.Feels like you don't want to skip the time when you two are together. Spending time with him, maybe the most happiest moment for the two of us..

Suddenly, I wake up. I wake up, when he already left me here because he needs to go back at their place. After that, tears coming out from my eyes, As in, early morning, I cried, then I fell asleep. Hehehe. I don't know, it's just I felt, I'm happy---then sad, because of what happen in my dreams. Happy because, he spend his vacation with me, Became sad, because, He left, Another months, or maybe years before we see each other again. Anyway, I'm okay, if he already here. I will cherish the very moment when i'm with him.

Maybe I just missing him so Much, that's why I have dreamed about him..
Hope to see him here, soon...


WhiteLady

How can I get over a heartache?

Yes. For now, i'll be using English. Because, I want everyone to understand my blog. (Laughs!) Especially, I have noticed that, many of my friends, including me have experienced this before, and NOW...


To start with, what is heartache?
Answer: intense anguish or mental suffering.
..."what???" (nosebleed)
Answer: intense sorrow caused by loss of a loved one .
.."Ahhh.."

Okay. So now, how can WE get over a heartache?


..."Heartache is hard to get rid of. I guess we all go through it at some point in time. I know, still, even though you love that some one, you need to give his/her happiness. Though, it hurts, Life still go on. Hard for me to do this blog, coz im still affected, hard because I cannot advice my self from this. But i can share what should you do, or I do to get over this (as I've experienced some before) now.


I know they say time heals all wounds but who needs time when you are heartbroken? How do you get over an ex- boyfriend when you still see him everyday. It hurts, really. To see someone whose in your arms before, but now, even talk you cannot do. Some people make closer attachments than others and that's why its the most harder to accept. But what can you do?


Reasons for some broke up:
1. Need space. ("daw")
2. All out of love (wew ure just liking another girl/boy lol)
3. saw him/her with another girl/boy. (nice 2 timer!)
4. Infidelity (jealous but inside ur the one planning it to show if he/she really loves u lol)
5. Misunderstanding (zzzzzz)
6. Lack of communication (free unli call? or share a load u want?)
7. Non stop arguing (cats and dogs, eat some pride pls)
....etc.


How can I get over a heartache?
..." find some activities to think about and get excited about. it. Go for a vacation, travel. Go play game, party! Hahaha.Be busy for it. In that, your focus will be on your work/activities. Less time in thinking about the past. Pray also to GOD, remember to thank him everyday for your life. Life goes on after all. If your'e really attached to a person, find someone that cares enough to listen to how you feel or who is going through the same thing( it makes me fell a lot better because you can say all the reasons why your hurt.,all the pain you've feel inside.) You can also try talking to other guys. But dont forget that do not hurt yourself. It doesn't help. People change, and many people don’t change for the good.


So hard right? You dont know what to do. You dont know what will happen next, how can u survive everyday? Nah.. Just be strong, always think positive. Still, that's not the end of the world. ".........zzzzzzzzzz, thats what they said" How would you feel when you are about to sleep you had everything, and then, when you wake up, you have nothing at all. I'm still waiting. I just need a break. We must trick it to heal, to think of.... build new neurons/connections of positive thoughts in hopes of moving on. Move on. Sigh. I don't want to tell the story of mine regarding this.. but I hope this one helps.


So..I keep telling myself ..."this too shall pass"…and I know it will..
Life is good.. Enjoy every minute of it. Don't lose hope. God will guide you all the way..
So for those of you who are sitting,lying there crying a drum of tears.. Try to watch this music vid: Kiss the rain and My memory and only you by my favorite piano artists...For him..


WhiteLady