Love Begins Here

Chapter 1
(A Short Story)

There was a girl, who have a pretty smile but sad eyes. A girl who is ambitious and optimistic and when she fall in love it will takes forever.

There is also a guy, he lives in other country, a tall, dark and handsome type. A friendly, caring, but a pervert. A guy who values religion and success in life. Helpful and very responsible guy.

The girl likes the  guy that he met in game, so he ask his number.. They always talk each other there before, care each other.. exchanging photos, story. One day, the girl said her feelings to that guy. Of course the guy won't believe. Who will believe to a love with a long distance and born so soon? He's wrong. That girl really love him, believe it or not. The guy now approach different to the girl now. Everyday the girl is trying to smile. That girl loves him so much as she don't even care if they are different in everything. The saddest thing.....the guy don't like her..

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Song for you
>>So I thought

Serendipity

Serendipity means a "happy accident" or "pleasant surprise"; specifically, the accident of finding something good or useful without looking for it.

"I super like this words, because it's always happening to me." This happens when you follow your innermost guidance; you don't know why you are doing the things you are doing; So, it turns out there was some specific purpose and pattern only the world can knew about..

Isang Kwento: Ang lungkot, pero dapat lang yung ginawa ko. Kasi may paniniwala ako. Hindi porket siya ang pinakamamahal mo eh pwede mo ng makasama. May mga bagay na kung ano ang na sa iyo ngayon, pahalagahan mo, hindi porket may dumating, iiwan mo na ito. Pero ano nga ba ang tama? Yung right person at the wrong time o wrong person at the right time. Mahirap din sagutin, dahil kanya kanyang rason yan. Hindi ako klase ng tao na, makakasakit ng tao para lamang sa pansariling kaligayahan. May mga oras na hindi mo dapat ipakitang nasasaktan ka di dahil sa wala kang karapatan.Kundi, Mali. Kasi, bigla ka na lang dumating at ngayon ay sasabihin ang mga bagay-bagay na dapat matagal na at noon nya kaylangan. Mga bagay na hindi mo pwedeng ipilit dahil lang sa alam mong lamang ka. Kasi may mga bagay na kaya mong ipaglaban pero siya mismo, hindi magawa dahil sa ayaw din niyang mangyari ang ayaw kong mangyari. (Hindi ako magulo, sadyang ganun talaga ang sinabi niya.)

Heto na: Tutal yun na din ang naging desisiyon ng bituin. At dapat kong initindihin yun. Ayoko naman na lumabas akong isang bulalakaw na tatama sa buwan para lang maging dahilan ng pagkakaroon ng sira o hindi magandang landing nito. Ayokong maging isang bulalakaw na bigla bigla na lang tatama sa kung saan saan. Itinigil ko na lang. Para sa ikabubuti ng mundo. Manhid na. Kasi napapagod din. Sana balang araw, maging maayos din ang lahat. Hindi man ipinaglaban ng bituin ang kanyan langit, at least, kahit sandali, naramdaman niyang may halaga din pala siya kahit na pinili niya ang buwan at iniwan ang langit.

Magulo. Kasi biglaan. Masaya na din kasi matatapos na din ito.

WL

Am I still deserving to be loved?

Because I'm scared of everything. I hurt the only guy I love. I didn't mean all the stupid things i have said, but i  know that I hurt him so much especially his ego, one more thing is, I even said that I don't want to trust anymore.

Actually, I never mean those things to him, I am just obsessed, possessed lol whatever.. but it was all happen already, I cannot take those things back again. Even if I already said sorry for many times, I still feel bad and not right for it. I love him very much, No word can describe how i really love him. Im just stupid and I think I'm not deserving anymore to be loved. I am selfish for thinking only what I feel.

Because of my trauma and fear, I feel that I already lost him.
I cannot even control myself crying here. I wanna say sorry and I wanna prove it to him that I wont ever do it anymore. But i don't know if still right.

I can accept him from his worst to his best, even though we are far from each other now. I love him with all my heart and mind.

But one thing is for real, I'm really sorry, for what happen and I hope you still love me. I can wait for that time.
Even it takes a lifetime.

I'm very sorry, my love.

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WhiteLady ♥