Sad Truth

Some people are just a little too scared to get close with other people You know why? Because those people who said that they will stay no matter what happen, always leaving. The part that I don't understand is one day someone will tell you that  they love you then the next day, not anymore. That he is the only one you ever loved and he doesn't want you anymore and you don't even know if he really  loved you all this time or what. How come people changed so soon? How can a love hurt so much?

If that person don't love you enough and left you with no choice, you can't do anything. It will be always up to him. No matter how or in what way you fight your love for him, you can't force a love that has gave up. People around you will say the same thing, "You deserved someone better, someone who will love you unconditionally." No matter what the outcome, whatever you feel, you still have to be strong and move on. It will pass anyway, you have to move forward and accept the reality that he is not the one for you. You have to live with the pain. One thing to remember, don't force yourself to forget the person instead just keep thinking about him and think about positive outcome that you are thankful. Why? Because the more you try to forget the person, the more you will remember and be hurt. Even you hide it you can never make it forever. 

Even it really hurts..  

Pain makes  people change and stronger. And that's why some  people  scared to love and trust again. This is one of the reason you shouldn't make your hopes high and don't expect anything.. Love is give and take. Trust your partner and respect each other. You can hurt each other, that's the thing that you can never avoid.. You have to risk something for everything. People don't know what they got until it's gone, but the truth is they knew what they had and just never thought we could lose it. I'm happy this way and very thankful that I got enough real and loving people around me so I don't miss the ones that left. They can stay away for all I care. It's not my loss anyway. 

Yeon ♥

Acceptance

Everyone said.. "Love is hard", that nobody who fall in love come out with good feeling. Why do you believe that a love can last forever? Forever?  It's a no. Love not last forever. Its you and your significant other way of trusting and caring each other that last. Love only last if you both are healthy and if you have energy.. Know what I mean? connection, trust and respect equals love. I am not lying. Someday, you will realize it. As much as we love somebody, we also get bored. But you know..  I also wish that love can last forever. I loved a man so much that make my heart broken. I can't do anything for a love that gave up.

Remember that when you fall in love, it's easy. It is very easy to fall in love.. A reality that if your partner broken up with you it is not them who suffers, it's you. We can only love as long as somebody is interested. People are like toys. They come and go. You want this thing to last.. but the other person says no. What do you want me to do? Kill myself? Hehe. Nothing. This is reality. We must first love ourselves. This is how we can accept the truth and the real world. Let us hope that we all find "true" love but remember that it is hard to find. Don't just find. Find your self first and be happy with your own. So whoever come and go in your life, you will not be hurt too much like hell. And once you find your true love, don't let it go anymore.

Yeon ♥

Hay naku!

Ang pinaka ayokong palaging iniisip ng tao ay pera. Pera? Wala naman sigurong tao ang hindi namomroblema sa pera. Kahit saan tayo mag punta kailangan may pera. Gagala dapat may pera. Manliligaw dapat may pera, Mag-aaral dapat may pera. Pupunta sa mall dapat may pera. Nagkasakit ka, dapat may pera. Birthday, dapat may pera ka. Nagugutom ka, dapat may pera. Bored ka, dapat may pera. Nasa bahay ka lang, dapat may pera.Hay naku!

Kahit anong gawin mo, yun lagi dapat ang meron ka. Pag may pera ka, ano naman ang ginagawa mo?

Itatabi sa bangko
Ipambibili ng gamot
Ibibili ng pagkain
Pambayad ng tuition fee
Allowance ng mga anak
Ipangbibili ng cellphone
Magsshopping
Gagala with family
Inuman o Foodtrip with barkada
For emergency

Tama. Pero bakit problema pa rin nila ang pera?
Dahil sa utang. Bakit? Kasi di sapat ang natatanggap nating pera. Ano naman ang inuutang mo?

Kulang kasi pangtuition ng anak ko ngayong sem pang down lang, pwede bang pahiramin mo naman ako?

Ang mister ko kasi nasa ospital, sa katapusan pa ako susweldo kailangan daw makapagbayad kami within this week.

Dalawang buwan na ang kuryente namin, pag naputulan kami, madadagdagan yun gawa ng reconnection fee.

Kung nanay ka o tatay ka at may trabaho ka, asan po ang sinusweldo niyo?

Napupunta raw sa utang. So yung kinikita nyo po sa utang lang napupunta? Kaya uutang po kayo para may makain kayo.

Bakit nga ba ganun? Lubog na ang tao sa utang, pero makita mo mga gamit nila, ang gaganda. Magagarbo. Ang refrigerator puno ng pagkain, kada buwan may magarang damit, may bagong labas ng smartphone, meron agad. Kahit premium copy. Every sunday nasa bar. O mall nanunuod ng movie.

Sabagay tama nga yon luho sa sarili. Magpapahinga kasi nakakapagod sa trabaho,nakaka stress. Pero dapat bang tolerate natin mga sarili natin?
Yung bill mo sa kuryente at tubig alam mo nang overdue na. Mas pinili mong punuin yang ref mo ng kung ano anong. Pagkain nga,pero ahat ba yan angkop sa pangaraw araw nyo? Pag may bisita kayo, feeling maraming pagkain? Yung tipong iniisip nyo pg may magaganda kayong gamit ,sasabihin ng tao maunlad kayo. Habang mapputulan na kayo ng kuryente at tubig. PRIDE. At ang hindi alam ng tao eh marami kayong utang. Hindi ba mas maganda isantabi muna ang luho, at unahin natin ang mas importante. Pra khit papano mabawasan yung utang at ma minimize ang gastusin. Sa atin, Hindi nalaki ang sahod. Empleyado ka, may "minimum" parin ang pangalan ng sahod mo. Minimum wage at above minimum. Kahit businessman kapa, may utang ka pa rin. Kahit ang pinakamayamang tao sa mundo, may utang. Ang bansa nga natin, lubog sa utang. Yung hindi papinapanganak na sanggol may utang na.

Nagtataka ka bakit ganito. Ikaw tanungin mo sa sarili mo, bakit ganito?

Mga tao umaalis ng bansa, mangungutang para makaalis at makapagtrabaho sa ibang bansa para makasweldo ng malaki. Kapalit ay mawawalay sa kaibigan at kaanak.

Sa sobrang laki ng utang natin, pati tayong pilipino hindi umuunlad. Kasi puro tayo asa, tamad, inggit at ma-PRIDE. Wala akong masabi kundi puro bad noh? Saloobin ko lang. Yung magnanakaw, nagnanakaw para  ibenta yung gamit na nanakaw para makabenta. Uy, ang laki ng katawan niyo para gumawa ng ganon. Mas mabuti pa pulubi sa kalye maghapon nakaupo o nakatayo at namamalimos, mas ok pa yun kesa gumawa ng masama. Nagkapera ka nga galing sa masama, makakarma ka naman. Mas ok pa rin ang pinaghirapan. Ang iba naman, tambay mukhang gusgusin at di kumakain pero mamaya may dudukutin sa bulsa mo na bote  o plastic na may lamang rugby. Adik lang? Tapos napakalaki mo ng tao mamalimos ka ng barya at sasabihin pambili ng pagkain, pero sabihin niyo nga sa akin, pagkain na pala ang rugby at katol. :-/

Hindi ba kayo nahihiya, yung mga kabataan ngayon nag tatrabaho para makapagaral, kahit underage, hinahati ang kanilang oras sa eskwelahan, trabaho at paguwi ng bahay ay tutulungan ang kanilang magulang. Nagiibang bansa ang mga masisipag at matatalino nating kababayan, para saan? Para sa pera. Para makilala. Isa sa dahilan kung bakit hindi tayo  umuunlad. Yung mga magagaling nating kababayan na imbis na dito magtrabaho ay pumupunta sa ibang bansa. Pag dito, wala silang kasiguraduhan, kapag dito, hindi sila magtatagumpay, kapag dito, hindi sila yayaman at kapag dito, hindi sila mapapansin kasi may mga favoritism at kapit. INFERIORITY COMPLEX, isa sa definition nun. Kahit ang sweldo natin dito sa pinas a kapiranggot na tipong mas tumataas pa ang bilihin imbis na sweldo sa dami ng utang ng bansa eh ewan ko kung kailan magkakaroon ng salary increase!!

Kahit ako eh, gusto ko na mag ibang bansa, maraming dapat isakripisyo, pero kung para sa pamilya mo naman at sa sarili mo para lalong mapalawak ang aking nalalaman at karanasan. Bakit hindi?

TO BE CONTINUED..wait lng :P

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Someone

Someone asked me what I like in a guy..

I said, "Tall, dark and handsome..

But, that is only my dream guy and an impression. What I want really is..

Someone who will live and stay very long time with me and will never leave me.."

Whatever the reasons... As long as he love me and will stay with me, that is worth much already.



Yeon♥

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Typhoon Glenda Ph

July 16, 2014, Wednesday , 12:00 am

12:30 am - the very strong wind comes, with little rain.. I was reading my Facebook news feed, checking PAGASA news and GMA news about the weather.. It is 101-120 kmph cyclone wind and It's frightened me 'cos i really feel that she is coming. Our place, Laguna has a signal warning 3.

3:00am - As of now, I felt my brother's roof at his room is already ripping off. I keep checking our room every minute. Covering the important things like fan, bags, television, his window. He is sleeping and I can't understand how he can asleep when it's so noisy. Our room located at the second floor, we called it attic.

3:30 am - the electricity is already cut. It's gone around 1am the back after 30 minutes. And now its gone.

4:00 am- It becomes worse, my brothers wall and ceiling has a water flowing already, that part is made of wood, I'm hoping it will be fine not to break. I keep praying and saying His name to let our house endure the wind and the rain til she get out of our area of responsibility. I am waiting someone, whoever to call me,cos I need some communication, because i know it will be hard without signal,electricity after this Glenda mess.

4:30 am- I keep praying and saying.. stop it already. I decided to put all my important things inside my cabinet. My PC, telephone, speaker, bags. My monitor, I covered it with plastic and cloth. Since I don't have a space anymore in my cabinet. I keep going to bathroom to pee but the door can't open because of the wind keep fighting me. The window there is half open, can't close due to its rusty metal already. Since the roof of my brothers room ripped of the water keep entering. It has a connection to the bathroom downstairs. And omg. I heard a roof piece flew!!! So metal sound. I don't know if its ours. OMG. Please stop it already.

5:00 am- I thought I am going to have a heart attack, she still keep on blowing! WooOoshhhh woOoshhhh!!!. And the roof i feel half of it has been ripped off and trying to stay there until she get out. You can't sleep if like this.

5:30 am - It is. Indeed. Typhoon Glenda was a very strong one. Its been 5 hours already and she still keeps on whistling,growling like a very mad tiger. Our worries is not the black out or flood.. it is the wind that she keep blowing into our roofs,windows, trees, vehicles.And I.................. am still wishing the sun to come, because I can see light already! But, Glenda still here and whistling, growling and keep destroying Laguna! Hufff... I can see the trees, plants, streets, farms is like a....... . . . .

6:00 am - when she will stop?? I still can't sleep. I can't sleep downstairs, my brother use the sofa bed at the small hallway near our parents room. I cant sleep in the chair in dining area too. The kitchen floor and sink is full of water from window. The stairs have water too from i don't know where the fark they came!! Only my Room not wet and safe. And i also cant stand the smell of the pig came from the farm nearby. And now i have no signal. My mobiles battery down to 50% i hope typhoon
Glenda will go away already.

6:30 am -Antenna and some roof piece from our neighbor fell. Glenda still on a fight. Final battle using super cyclone wind that made our guava tree fell, big post slant, my father's tricycle go to the middle of street. Glad I check everything every time and so I wake up my Father to pull back his trike. Unfortunately he has flu. So, I asked my brother to do it and I assist.

7:00 am - Ugh! This Glenda will not leave til she not she not break all the things she wants. Dang it. I told you don't break woman's heart. That's why shes like this (kidding aside). The newly made pig pen and junk area near the farm, roofs all gone, woods keep flying, leaves and garbage keep dancing with Glenda. I feel sooner my room window glasses will collapse and break. This time is the wind is stronger than earlier.

This time too I am super duuuuuuuuuper hungry. I cant eat because im not feel at ease. I want to sleep really. >_<

9:00 am - My room walls such a messy already filled with water.. Same to my best friend room ,because of the wind direction changed. It's terrible. I'm feeling sleepy so much but i kept awake because of the noise of the room.clang!bannng!! Bamm! tong!bang bang BAANNGgggg!!! plaaanNNNnGGG!

10:00 am - I fell asleep. The wind became slower and slower..

12:00 pm - im awake to change the towels that i put in my walls to protect my bed and to the&nbsp; floor. My cabinet a little wet but the things inside are safe.

2:00 pm - Glenda has gone already and im awake, go bath and eat. I eat like haven't eat for 1month. No water so I used the mineral water. I decided to clean asap my room, I changed my PC place next to my cabinet because the roof need to be fix where got water pouring in my bed. Father fix temporarily the roof and the walls

6:00 pm- still no electricity, the MERALCO still keep fixing the post and the cable wires. All of our mobiles losing battery already.. we only have my mom's phone for fm radio to listen to the news.

7:00 pm - candle light dinner.its very cold. We had fun dinner even we faced such a bad weather.
8:00 pm - my college classmate visit me and my best friend to check if we are OK. And that time too the electricity and water is back finally! Internet not yet back, maybe tomorrow.

July 17, 2014

The power is gone again. Black out! We don't know why.. But at least we already charge our phones, clean some clothes, towels, dishes all we used in cleaning the house. At night it back again.

July 18, 2014

BLACK OUT AGAIN! for6 hours. I just knew what is the reason of black out when the power is back, I watched the news and it's rotating black out because of the other places needs to be fix and shortage of electricity. My gad MERALCO! We are very understanding but please tell us what time or inform us as soon as possible not afterwards! Because it may cause problems with out appliances that we are using.

I'm thankful everyone is safe and no such a flood happened. Thanks God you didn't leave us. Glenda please have mercy.. There's a LPA forming found outside the PAR. I hope it will gone and no more very strong typhoon this year.

#GlendaPh
#HorribleTyphoon
#PleasePrayForThePhilippines

Note: This article was posted after 2 days when we got the electricity back.

Yeon❤

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Happiness ♥

You can start creating your happiness, first is SMILE. You can smile, yes. Why not? Get all the  positive energy that life gave for everyone. DREAM. BELIEVE. DO IT.

Start being honest to yourself, know what you want and what you need. You can't forever depend on anyone in your  life, you are the only one who you can count on.. Don't problem the problems, it's already problem, don't make it another problem. Do what it takes. If you fail, it means you tried. Trying something you don't know what will be the result, but trying means you want to know how to solve it or how can you manage to trust and believe in yourself. Mistakes is a part of life and a lesson. Accept it and Bring it on!
Don't waste your time loving those people who really are not worth it. There will be a time when you don't need to look for  love or happiness.. A time when you can start think of doing something for yourself before anyone else. Be productive, don't frown, explore somewhere be with someone who you really  love and  loves you and enjoy every day of your life! Happiness starts from us and not to other people, if we know how to love ourselves first, then wherever we go we can find happiness without looking it first to other people.Spending time with the right and real people and enjoying things that you already have, you don't have to look for anything. Be contented. You can always have anything you are deserved. With those things, you can find contentment and contentment means happiness.. If you are not contented then you are not happy. You will try  to keep looking for something that will make you happy. That's people in real world unless they find themselves in a very hard situation then a thought and realization will come..

You can always meet right people, but you have to know who is the real ones.. Do not be afraid of anything. After you love and understand yourself, you can find happiness everywhere in every opportunity. Don't let  negative people hanging around you. Cheer up! Just don't expect too much, expecting too much leads to destroying yourself because you're gonna change again. Work up and reach your dreams. Get out from your comfort zone. If you know what you want, you can always do something. Don't be lazy, time is too precious..

Forgive everyone, forgive yourself, forget all the things that hurt you before, that's already a lesson in your life. If you keep stick on it, you can never move on, you can never find happiness. When you forgive you will receive the peaceful in your heart.. Let go all the negative things inside of you. Accept and be happy with what you have now, we are not  living forever, enjoy the every single day of our lives.. Always thank God for all the blessings he gave especially, today, that we are living and tomorrow again for another life. Thank Him for everything.


yeon

Conversation With A Shadow

Are you hurt?Or are you confused?
Is there someone who loves you now?
Do you like him?

To think that you should be happy, that there's someone who's loving you,
the real YOU.
But why your heart is crying.
I can see you're happy, but what is wrong now?

Are you going to ignore him? Avoid him now?
Even it will break your heart by being apart from him?
Don't ask me how, I also don't know. That's why I'm talking to you.

Too much sadness and sorrows
Just how I define love..
Love?
Its really wonderful.
But, what can you do if you are afraid?
You love. You can be afraid.
But you are afraid to be hurt.
But you cannot love at all if you don't try.

There's no words to express how to love..
It is by action
There's no wrong to try again
Try and try until you found your true love.

Failure is a part of life
If you don't fail it means you didn't try at all
If you are too hurt or you are not prepared
How can you know if you are ready?

If you are really scared to do it
OK you can stop..
But be sure when you stop,
You will never regret it..



yeon❤

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Question and Answer

1.
A Guys ask me..
"Do you like to be getting hit?"

I answered.. "No.. Why would I??? I like to hit people that being hit.." She laughs... "But in love, it's different, If I love the  person, It's okay if I'm the one getting hurt than I hurt people. I can't take it, because  I know how it feels to be hurt."

2.
G: ""Do you want to date?"

M: I don't think dating is the best solution to start off a relationship.

3.
Him: "Why you don't want to love again?"

Her: "Because, I am afraid by being not loved back and I'm afraid that He will leave me for the same reason.."

4.
He: "Do you think why is our boss always easily mad?"
She: "why?"
He: "People like her have painful past or facing problems, struggling right now, she is weaker than you think. She gets mad easily because its her way to defend herself, for her to avoid the hurt. or for her to not think too much about her problems"

5.
Guy: "Hello"
Girl: "Hey, why do you keep calling me, Just wait til I get there, OK"
Guy:" Then why do you keep answering if you don't like I'm calling, hehehehe, I just want to hear your voice that's why I called.."

6.
Her: "Hey! Why are you  getting mad at me now?"
Him: "I already told you, don't ever show your smile to him anymore. Don't ever make that face to others also!"
Her: "Why? Why are you doing this to me?"
Him: "You don't know? Because  I don't want them to fall In love with you too."


7.
Me: "If you have to choose to live with someone who truly loves you but you don't love him back, or to live alone for the rest of your life loving someone who doesn't love you, who would you choose?"
You:  "I will choose to live with someone who loves me, even I don't love him. It will take time to learn to love a person if you  will like it and if your heart is open. Person who loves you will never  ever hurt you and will love you unconditionally. Because loving a person who doesn't love you is the worst because you will only  hurt yourself and he will only  hurt you."


8.
He: "What would you choose? Live happily, Live peacefully, or Live with Love?
She: "When you  love your life, love  the people around you and you love yourself, peace will come and you will feel the happiness from within."

9.
Girl: "When should I say I love you to the person I love?"
Guy: "As long as it is not never too late. Hehehe!"
Girl: "I just don't want he think I'm too forward."
Guy: "If you feel it, say it. Love is never planned. But once you said  it, it's no turning back, it's like you're giving a promise with your heart to your love ones. You can take your time."

10.
Her: "Is long distance relationship works?"
Him: "Yes. As long as you  have trust with your some one, when there's trust, there is love. If you can communicate most of the time, it will be fine. As long as  you will meet him soon. If one of you changed then its the saddest part of it."

11.
Sister: "Brother, how can I stop liking someone?"
Brother: "If you don't want to like him anymore, don't bother to see him or talk with him anymore."

12.
Me: "He said that he loves me, but why I do feel I'm the  only one who's loving him?"
You: "Maybe because you  expecting too much, that he  love you too like you do."

13.
Girl1: "Hello, how are you? Can I  ask a favor from you?"
Girl2: "Yes, what is it?"
Girl1: "Will you help me rely this message to him, Thanks for helping me last time.. That's all thank you."
Girl2: "Do you want me to thank him, because he did something you are grateful for, or you want me to know that he did something that you are  grateful for? If you are really thankful, you should not ask someone to send your message to another person. Do not tell others to say it for you."


yeon ♥

Colors of Spring

~ There's no relationship started without uneasiness..

Xian is a childhood friend of Mei who has a crush to her since they were young.. Xian back after he studying and graduate college to see Mei.. Given the excuses he's back because he wanted to work in his motherland,after all he's a pianist and singer. Xian invited Mei to have a dinner, they had a long conversation and Xian realized that he still in love with Mei.. While Mei is just had a break up from his boyfriend for 2 years and she still mad and hate her life about it. But still she can mange herself a totally tigress even they work in the same industry.

The next day, Mei is working at her office, asked by his boss to choose who will be their next model on their next magazine issue. All the staff wants Jie Zion to be the model, but Mei disagree and said "there are so many models, why you all wants him?"

Ann: "Mei, He's popular and wanted all by the magazine to make him the model for this month issue. But Jie still not accepting any offer because he wants a high class magazine but humble staffs. So I think we can get him"

Director: "I know Mei can do it, she never failed me since before, I'll wait for the decision."

Mei: "But, what if I can't get him?"

Director: "Well, you can think many strategy.."

Mei called Jie and she can't reach him, so she decided to go on his apartment."


Mei: "Hey Jie, why are you doing this to me? Because you know that our company wants you, so you all reject every offer that the other company, for what? Aren't you tired seeing me and make me pissed off?"

Jie: "I didn't know your company needs me, well, if you don't like, I won't too.

Mei: "Okay, I got it. Don't worry even u break up with me because you like my friend, Lols you think I care? This is just a business.

Jie: "You still didn't know anything. Don't accuse me for you don't know."
Mei: " For what I have to know?" All I know you just throw me up for no reasons at all.. That's how you ended our relationship. And Ok, I don't care anymore. So if we meet again each other in the future, that's maybe a business purposes only."

"And, I only care about myself now, I'm better"

Mei left and go back to the office, while Xian called her and ask to meet him at the park..

Xian: "Hi Mei.. I know you know that when we are still in our  high school days, I'm already In love with you. Even you don't like me before, now when i say, I like you, are you going to believe?

Mei: "Why? Huh.. what do you like about me? Ugh I don't believe. I'm annoying, selfish, always looking for attention, I'm almost childish when getting mad. But I'm smart and pretty. So, aside from that what is so nice about me?"

Xian: "Are you always asking like this stuffs when someone tells you that they like you?"

Mei: "Ugh, what should I say then?"

Xian: "You always starting a relationship with many questions?"
Mei: "How I should start then?"

Xian: "By dating. Know the person."

Mei: "Dating? Should people always dating in the start of relationship? Why not go back to the old times where the guy visits and waits the girl at home? No holding hands, no kisses."

Xian: "You like that? Then should I do it now? Like before?"
Mei: "Hell , no."

Xian: "But, still, I like you."

Mei: "How come you like me? you said, you're a popular singer and pianist."

Xian: "So? Is there a level of people who can only like you? But, I love you."

Mei: "I'm not saying that, I mean...... Suddenly Xian grab Mei's waist and kiss her in the lips, Mei felt that the world just stop for 10 seconds. She's totally can't do anything and think herself.. "Why, why I can't move? Why is the feeling like this? I can't let go of this."

Mei felt that is the perfect and sweetest kiss she had in her whole life.  A kiss that she read in the books,  a kiss with true love and with magic that you can't ever compare to anyone's kiss that you had in your life. The kiss that will change everything and will make you fall in love, true love.

After Xian brought Mei to her home,
Xian: "Goodnight dear"

Mei hearts has been fluttering while going inside, finish bath and go to her bed, she keeps wondering how, why, she can't even explain, all she know is she is very happy and keep smiling. She's waiting Xian to call her again before sleep. Until..

She fell asleep..

In the morning..

Mei: "Why isn't he calling?" She yells....."Didn't he know I'm waiting his call since last night :-/ ugh never mind, I'll wait after I eat.."

1 hour later...

"Aissshhh I don't like this feeling, I'm gonna throw my phone!!!!"

__"He said, He love me, he kissed me, then he gave me a ride going home and say goodnight dear. And today is Sunday, no work and he hasn't called me.. It doesn't makes sense. T_T .."

~~The guy is actually order her a food for afternoon snack~~ Hehehehe.

Xian checks his phone and whispers, "Should I call her or I wait her call. I'm shy after all. What if she reject me suddenly?"

He ask someone to deliver the food to Mei's house, then Mei called him and said: "Hey what's all of this food and so many? Come here and eat with me.."

Xian: "I'm busy now, don't worry I already eat. Please eat a lot ok"

At night..

Mei go to the place where Xian and Her always playing when they was still a kid, she's waiting that something coincidence will happen that night, even though Mei just met again that guy, She fell in love already with him.. But, she still feel hesitate because of the past incidents that she's always getting heartbroken and left by the guy she loves..

She called the guy, while calling she suddenly hold the call and cancel..
Mei: "Ugh, wait, why I'm calling him? I already did this&nbsp; before, so stupid, I won't call him!"

"Wwaaaait....! Why I keep thinking of him?? Aiish" She whispered with a sad face..

Xian really didn't call Mei when he will about to sleep.. Instead, he look and kiss Mei picture in his phone.. "Goodnight, Mei.."

The&nbsp; next day, Mei and her friends having a breakfast and talking about guys..

Lina: "Hey Ann, why don't to you go out already with your suitor?"

Ann: "Ugh, go out, you said? Aissh it's just waste of time, now he likes me, ask me to date, but he even don't ask me go on a sweet date which is only the two of us, he always wants us to go to the bar or hotel with his friends.. Even he ask me to meet his parents, in the end he will only left me and find another girl, he is not that serious. It's just a waste of time!"

"EXACTLY A WASTE OF TIME!!!! A waste of feelings.." She smiled..

Mei: "Oh okay"

Next day..

Mei done work and preparing to go back home when Xian waits her at the gate of their office.

Xian said: "Have you been well? Why you didn't call me?"
Mei: "Eh why??"

Xian: "I've waited for your answers, please tell me how you feel?"
Mei was silently tell to herself, "I guess I have to tell to him, that I know he is just played me for fun, because I looked so easy to get"
Mei: "It was fun.=) "

Xian: "hah?" then a girl come out from Xian's car who's Mei hate.. the girl come to him and hug him.

Mei said to herself.. "See! right, geez"

Mei: "You two look together, hope you live well!! GRRRR!!"

Following day.. Xian comes to Mei house to eat with her..


Xian: "I miss you.."
Mei: "What now?"
Xian: " Do you want we live together here?"
Mei: "What are you saying? Isn't it enough that you played me for fun, ah?"
Xian: "Me? What's wrong with you? Can't someone like me, like you? Did you think I was not serious?"
Mei: "Yah, Why you just kissed me that day, why? You said you love me, but you didn't call afterwards, then you do all the craziest thing and now you will appear here? Do you think you're normal? I really can't see what did you like about me."

Xian: "That is why I kissed you. Because you're always getting mad over tiny details. What's with you that you always gone mad."

Mei: "Because, I can't understand."

Xian: "Because when you fall in love, you're using your head first. why not listen to your heart?"

Mei: "Me, using my head? You think why I'm like this? I'm just being aware of guys like you."

Xian: "Then when I tell you, when , why and how I like you, are you going to believe in my feelings?"

Mei:" Haisshh Im going out already, late for work"

Xian: "Now I don't understand you, are you being uncomfortable when I'm being serious? Ugh you're such a puzzle."

Mei: "Yes so uncomfortable, I'm gonna die, Sheez"


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Yeon♥

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She Needs Love

Short Story


conversation of a girl who always taken for granted and the guy who likes her very much


At the bar..

I said to him: "Why do I feel like I'm alone?"

He asked me: "What happened?"

I answered: "You know? I have a lot of friends... They said I'm good. Yeah I'm kind, thoughtful and friendly"

"Sometimes, I'm bad."

"What's the point of living as a good person? If you are kind, you'll be blessed.
Do you believe in words like that?"

"Why do I always feel the world hates me?"

He said: Why are you alone now? At this time at least someone is by your side to accompany you.

"Ah.. So you come here because  you see me alone and  pitiful?" She asked with smile..
"Because at this time, a girl all  by herself without friends, without  lover, is drinking?"

(Serious)
"Nobody loves me...

But, I am fine..

Why? I'm alone in this world anyway..

Because even I am with friends, We're on our own..

Also, I wasn't born to be loved..

I was born to eat and live well on my own..

Also... You see, I like being lonely.." She laughs..

He asked: "Were you  always like this?"

I said: "What do you mean? Where will you find a woman who is always like this?It is something you will realize as you live. The world's secret..

Except me, everyone is a stranger."

He said: "If you keep live believing that, isn't it hard?"

I answered: "Why? If people hate me for being like this, then I hate them too. It's simple. There's no reason for me to look good to people who don't like me. I am having a hard time liking back people who like me. It's killing me!"  .... Eyes set straight to the guy with teary eyes...

~Today is like yesterday..  And even tomorrow nothing will change.. Don't cry.. Protect yourself.. ~

While going home..

She said: "What's the reason for me to live kindly?" That's all a trap that people set up to stab you in the back.. Living like this is so comfortable and easy.."

Her purse fell..

"Ugh, look at this,  It's not going the way I want it to, anyways.. 
Why should I live being conscious of other people?"


yeon