Because I'm scared of everything. I hurt the only guy I love. I didn't mean all the stupid things i have said, but i know that I hurt him so much especially his ego, one more thing is, I even said that I don't want to trust anymore.
Actually, I never mean those things to him, I am just obsessed, possessed lol whatever.. but it was all happen already, I cannot take those things back again. Even if I already said sorry for many times, I still feel bad and not right for it. I love him very much, No word can describe how i really love him. Im just stupid and I think I'm not deserving anymore to be loved. I am selfish for thinking only what I feel.
Because of my trauma and fear, I feel that I already lost him.
I cannot even control myself crying here. I wanna say sorry and I wanna prove it to him that I wont ever do it anymore. But i don't know if still right.
I can accept him from his worst to his best, even though we are far from each other now. I love him with all my heart and mind.
But one thing is for real, I'm really sorry, for what happen and I hope you still love me. I can wait for that time.
Even it takes a lifetime.
I'm very sorry, my love.
WhiteLady ♥
Actually, I never mean those things to him, I am just obsessed, possessed lol whatever.. but it was all happen already, I cannot take those things back again. Even if I already said sorry for many times, I still feel bad and not right for it. I love him very much, No word can describe how i really love him. Im just stupid and I think I'm not deserving anymore to be loved. I am selfish for thinking only what I feel.
Because of my trauma and fear, I feel that I already lost him.
I cannot even control myself crying here. I wanna say sorry and I wanna prove it to him that I wont ever do it anymore. But i don't know if still right.
I can accept him from his worst to his best, even though we are far from each other now. I love him with all my heart and mind.
But one thing is for real, I'm really sorry, for what happen and I hope you still love me. I can wait for that time.
Even it takes a lifetime.
I'm very sorry, my love.
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WhiteLady ♥
kahit sobrang tagal na neto mag cocomment pa din ako ^^
ReplyDeletemahal ko hinding hindi kita papaiyaken pangako .. ayokong malulngkot ka ng ganito papasayahin kita parati. di ko alam kung ano nagawa mo dito pero papangitiin ka lng ng mahal mo ngayun i love you mwah
nxt tym na ako mag babasa uli ang bigat ^^ i love you mwah