Teddy Bear

Small, cute and a fluffy friend of mine.
My companion.
I named him Seol

The one who always wait me to go back home.
The one who every day's watching me how to eat my foods.
The one who sees me how  I do my make up.
The  one who always saw how I dress.

The one who is there to spy whose the person I chat or talk.
The one who was watching my online games.
The one who secure me if a friend is here to visit me.
The one who is accompany me when i watching movies at my free time.


The one who always see how I am so happy if someone make me happy.
The one who is there if I am pissed off.
The one that is ready to wait to hug when I am sad.
The one who is being my shoulder when I cry every night.

He is my room mate at my room. Even he is not talking, moving. I know he understands me.
Even my room is coming messy. I always clean and stay away my seol first before anything else.
He is the only one who can understand me. Who can see  how I look good when smiling, how  I look terrible when I am sad, and how  I look so hurt when I am in pain. Every night I'm telling to Seol this words..

"I am afraid, that one day, I cannot love anymore.
I am afraid, I cannot feel any love already.
I am afraid, no one can ever let inside my heart again.
I am afraid, My heart will forever numb."

But,

"I am still want to feel how to be loved.
I am still love him.
I want to try.
I am still waiting for him."

Hear this song..
Tomorrow